我越来越多感觉对这世界好谋生了，不知为什么感觉这样，这是我的问题吧？不知不觉我好像对大家好谋生。
星期二晚，我哭了，于是跑到山坡有个美的风景就在那儿，我哭了好严重就算是够丑也是忍不住一定的哭了，可说我是个哭包啦。。。真的是我好爱哭。。。。好爱哭的哭包。
在那时我真的不知要打个电话给谁，感觉对这好谋生。。。好谋生。到底在伤心时应找。。亲人？朋友？好朋友？从手机里的号码我选不出。。。。。。我真的选不出应找谁。
love to blog
today may last day to blog ......huh ...i am the 1 don't like blogging .why i will love to blog .
i need to stop it because finally i realize something .i hate"share ",creating story i hate ,So that sharing something i hate .told the true thing i most hate .Most most hate is this a website .Most and most hate why i share my life in blog .
when i love to blog, i will stop it as well ..........because i am this type of people.So is time to stop.
finally i realize ,i visit a person blog 'love to blog 'why she so love blog ,because blog recording the daily happening,sharing knowledge ,everyday siting infront PC wrote and wrote,wrote for sharing and satisfied .Blog like so powerful ?
'sharing ','wrote and wrote',finally i realize..........i hate .Because i can't sharing my daily happening in whole world .So the time for me to stop.
thank Coming to my page .Bye bye .
:D i will be visitor lo ,given comment to all i viewing blog . i will go through .......heihei
i need to stop it because finally i realize something .i hate"share ",creating story i hate ,So that sharing something i hate .told the true thing i most hate .Most most hate is this a website .Most and most hate why i share my life in blog .
when i love to blog, i will stop it as well ..........because i am this type of people.So is time to stop.
finally i realize ,i visit a person blog 'love to blog 'why she so love blog ,because blog recording the daily happening,sharing knowledge ,everyday siting infront PC wrote and wrote,wrote for sharing and satisfied .Blog like so powerful ?
'sharing ','wrote and wrote',finally i realize..........i hate .Because i can't sharing my daily happening in whole world .So the time for me to stop.
thank Coming to my page .Bye bye .
:D i will be visitor lo ,given comment to all i viewing blog . i will go through .......heihei
holiday
huh.... this holiday just busy of final project ,doing seminar .So busy ..........
now need to doing the seminar and catch up .Hurry !!!!!
now need to doing the seminar and catch up .Hurry !!!!!
鬼？？
昨晚下起大雨，半夜里不停的打雷。在一个黑暗中的半夜三更，一人在房里把被单盖的紧紧，密密。好害怕噢。。。。。那时立刻醒来开个灯把房子照亮,不然有点害怕的感觉。
之前那房间不是我的，然后当事人有点不顺的感觉不适合住就对换咯。
以前的我并不害怕(几年前)，而什么事没发生但经过前一天晚上,躺在床上感觉点。。。。(吓！！)(我不信)可能自己吓自己了，所以有点害怕的感觉。
我的家不会有鬼吧！！！！？？
我不信。。。。所谓自己吓自己了，嗨。
之前那房间不是我的，然后当事人有点不顺的感觉不适合住就对换咯。
以前的我并不害怕(几年前)，而什么事没发生但经过前一天晚上,躺在床上感觉点。。。。(吓！！)(我不信)可能自己吓自己了，所以有点害怕的感觉。
我的家不会有鬼吧！！！！？？
我不信。。。。所谓自己吓自己了，嗨。
倒霉
是不是真的真的倒霉，我不相信有倒霉的事，一直我认为倒霉只是个人的疏忽，人的性格导致的，但现在令我不得不信真的会倒霉
我全家上下都倒霉了，初初是我的倒霉，然后朋友,现在我家里的倒霉也太多了，是我开始带来的吗？huh！！！我不出门，乖乖呆在家里结果。。。。
我妈妈既然在母亲节那天早上摔倒在公路，幸好还没什么事只是擦伤。
我爸爸又发生工人不干了，我爸爸工人只是请来帮帮他作生意，他既然在这时候想不干了。。。。我爸难过了。
最难过是我弟弟啦，可能他会很很很难过的，因为他没尝试过这种事。果然那么倒霉，不顺利。这次是他的第一次经历过的。他既然不知什么理由可以经历到一张考卷不及格。他一向都是好成绩的噢，
真是不断事情发生又发生。。。。haiz....倒霉,倒霉
我全家上下都倒霉了，初初是我的倒霉，然后朋友,现在我家里的倒霉也太多了，是我开始带来的吗？huh！！！我不出门，乖乖呆在家里结果。。。。
我妈妈既然在母亲节那天早上摔倒在公路，幸好还没什么事只是擦伤。
我爸爸又发生工人不干了，我爸爸工人只是请来帮帮他作生意，他既然在这时候想不干了。。。。我爸难过了。
最难过是我弟弟啦，可能他会很很很难过的，因为他没尝试过这种事。果然那么倒霉，不顺利。这次是他的第一次经历过的。他既然不知什么理由可以经历到一张考卷不及格。他一向都是好成绩的噢，
真是不断事情发生又发生。。。。haiz....倒霉,倒霉
unlucky day III
haiz ....continue unlucky , really finish hapenning to my ,really all happen to me liao,but now still continue bring the bad luck to my closing people .very sad ,me like 'sao ba xing ' ('devil women')
that no my false la ,because don't know it is really happen in the periob ,no people is wanted that happen ,so she no angry to me .i and she really cause a no serious accident.is she unlucky or me cause her unlucky .
second case , i and her going to the gym center then the counter people are no saying that they doing maintainence so that we register going to the room however the room are on painting ,strong smell ,haiz .....cancel the session la.just this we can't doing anything liao waste time to return .
e.....angry ....is my appearing making all situation became unlucky and can't success .
that no my false la ,because don't know it is really happen in the periob ,no people is wanted that happen ,so she no angry to me .i and she really cause a no serious accident.is she unlucky or me cause her unlucky .
second case , i and her going to the gym center then the counter people are no saying that they doing maintainence so that we register going to the room however the room are on painting ,strong smell ,haiz .....cancel the session la.just this we can't doing anything liao waste time to return .
e.....angry ....is my appearing making all situation became unlucky and can't success .
PC...PC
i no think too fast need to reformat pc ......pc..... ah ......pc..... ah....... very busy o.
Right now doing what,just having time sit infront computer to reinstall all the software .
Right now doing what,just having time sit infront computer to reinstall all the software .
unlucky day II
i don't know how to describe my feeling .why i often meet obstacle .i very scare to fall down again ,i really scare fall down ,because may be i can't stand up any more .today i no smooth on doing my work i feel very bad .very hurt .very hurt .i really crying because of fall down , and
next case is a bad day ,my pc i suppose format on this few week ,but the pc also want bully me ,OMG the day such as change a black cloud ,the screen is black and having two sentence on screen ,ok ok ,i repair it ,and move out the folder i need to use and reformat PC .
huh......yesterday meet a car that suddenly cut to infront me car ,then became the slow motion car because the car will broke down after cut off my car ,........hahahah wat ah ,in highway o... still cut to the high speed line ,the car is less petrol or broke 'please don't move to the speed lane la ".
OMG ,my car hon by other people then a while my car still can't move out to other lane ,really angry o.....at highway drive in 30KM/hour . 'SUI ' very scare the behind car crash on .
next case is a bad day ,my pc i suppose format on this few week ,but the pc also want bully me ,OMG the day such as change a black cloud ,the screen is black and having two sentence on screen ,ok ok ,i repair it ,and move out the folder i need to use and reformat PC .
huh......yesterday meet a car that suddenly cut to infront me car ,then became the slow motion car because the car will broke down after cut off my car ,........hahahah wat ah ,in highway o... still cut to the high speed line ,the car is less petrol or broke 'please don't move to the speed lane la ".
OMG ,my car hon by other people then a while my car still can't move out to other lane ,really angry o.....at highway drive in 30KM/hour . 'SUI ' very scare the behind car crash on .
你终于回到我身边了
好开心啊，凡事什么都有出路的。。。。我信了点啦，昨天让我担心了我的心爱的pen drive ，也是我买不久的东西呢，那样就弄掉了好心痛。我就联络了我的老师，是否掉落在她办公室的范围，嗨还好现在她那儿了，好开心啊，它终于回到我身边了。谢天谢地。。。。。。
very happy lo ....because yesterday lose pen drive ,today found back liao .Huh ...i careless dropping the pen drive at my lecturer office room ,lucky i inform her to find it .finally found the pen drive .now with her ,happy o ,not need to buy a new ,because i very sad of it is new bought .Finaly came back to me liao ......happy happy ....
forgetful person ........haiz,let me worries whole day ,very sad ,very hurt .
very happy lo ....because yesterday lose pen drive ,today found back liao .Huh ...i careless dropping the pen drive at my lecturer office room ,lucky i inform her to find it .finally found the pen drive .now with her ,happy o ,not need to buy a new ,because i very sad of it is new bought .Finaly came back to me liao ......happy happy ....
forgetful person ........haiz,let me worries whole day ,very sad ,very hurt .
倒霉连接来(a bad day)
今天够倒霉了，倒霉啊！！！ 我今天好不开心，好不开心。为什么呢？想不出理由为什么连接的倒霉是发生在我身上。噢，一大早就开始发生了，第一就是'po kai' 摔倒。接下我的pen drive 不见了，好心疼啊！我的pen drive啊。。。我的pen drive。如果没见到的话那我的资料少许不见了，也是要浪费金钱来买过。嗯！！！PC FAIR 也过了需买贵东西了。好想哭也，好想哭。。。。天啊！！！那知我没喊天阿！！我收到了个消息，我当了提身鬼，帮人吃死猫。那时真的好想哭。一个case 还不没什么气，那知又问问结果我是个笨人才吃了两只死猫。HO..ooo :"( 我好想流眼泪了，在我伤心时又来了个'po kai' 摔倒，好气啊！我忍，到了傍晚，我爸骑摩托载我，结果ping bang 的下了大雨，淋得像落汤鸡，才走向两排屋然后就转了回来，想象几大滴的雨从天上掉下来。只是几分钟就变落汤鸡了，难为我爸跟着我倒霉。天啊玩够了吗？好倒霉啊！啊！ 嗯！！！！！！啊！！！！！！我哭了。。。。
我没试过摔倒得那么要紧，两支腿的膝盖黑青了。
today too unluck ......too unlucky ,many problem happening to me .fall down
,lose the pen drive ,(eat two die cat)haiz.....very hurt that not my false
also related to me .again fall down at street ,then raining and wet whole body .
this is the picture how pain and how hurt thah i fall down .
我没试过摔倒得那么要紧，两支腿的膝盖黑青了。
today too unluck ......too unlucky ,many problem happening to me .fall down
,lose the pen drive ,(eat two die cat)haiz.....very hurt that not my false
also related to me .again fall down at street ,then raining and wet whole body .
this is the picture how pain and how hurt thah i fall down .
yeah
yeah more relax .... ok now day i less online liao so few writing blog .i think my blog is no special and nice la .haiz ,don't know wat to write o.........
em........i getting fat ,so now are on keep fit planning ,hahahaha fail planning 1 .Planning 1 is how?morning eating some breakfast ,afternoon no ate or just fruit only then night just a dinner .
heihei .....a few day fail .why because just yesterday i am eating many many thing ,OMG ......fail la ,for me is the person likes to eating ,i can't stop eating o.....yesterday i eating what dinner? u sure scary 6 type of thing on a night,such as dinner rice ,later carrot juicy ,then late a bit bao ,popiah then again mamak stall carrot juicy and mee hoon .
are i having problem ?very sad? i don't thik so ........myself also don't know ,eating still not full .hahhaha just like jail came out .heihei ......
haiz ,plan the plan B la..............
em........i getting fat ,so now are on keep fit planning ,hahahaha fail planning 1 .Planning 1 is how?morning eating some breakfast ,afternoon no ate or just fruit only then night just a dinner .
heihei .....a few day fail .why because just yesterday i am eating many many thing ,OMG ......fail la ,for me is the person likes to eating ,i can't stop eating o.....yesterday i eating what dinner? u sure scary 6 type of thing on a night,such as dinner rice ,later carrot juicy ,then late a bit bao ,popiah then again mamak stall carrot juicy and mee hoon .
are i having problem ?very sad? i don't thik so ........myself also don't know ,eating still not full .hahhaha just like jail came out .heihei ......
haiz ,plan the plan B la..............
i very angry liao
last few week i am very angry ,i am asking he going to the side to eating if not i will many house work to do .Any time i am asking, he will accept but this time he is so emotional pushing me .i really very angry ,very angry ,getting the 'rotan ' at my house beating him ,beating few times to he leg and hand . i very sorry about it ,but that is i am teaching he don't like this ,no all the situation is allow him doing he like's .
he is my mom take care children at my house,no a children la ,he is adult but having the Down syndrome .that i very hate is at he house ,he family can't teaching he properly ,doing what he like ,then at my house we teaching he ,scold him ,so at my house is disciple person ,at house just a naughty person .alway fright and beating people ,so that i really angry because he habit will having in my house when he at my house ,that wise the habit will make him reject our asking so just we can using scolding to him Some time fright with me ,brother because he need wat he wan .
i suppose no need angry ,but why i so care him ,haiz.......very sympathy this family .i don't 1 doing such this time ,alway scold he .if he angry beating people ,that i only beating him back .
really don't 1 to take care him at my house ,but think of it no people are wanted to care him .
he is my mom take care children at my house,no a children la ,he is adult but having the Down syndrome .that i very hate is at he house ,he family can't teaching he properly ,doing what he like ,then at my house we teaching he ,scold him ,so at my house is disciple person ,at house just a naughty person .alway fright and beating people ,so that i really angry because he habit will having in my house when he at my house ,that wise the habit will make him reject our asking so just we can using scolding to him Some time fright with me ,brother because he need wat he wan .
i suppose no need angry ,but why i so care him ,haiz.......very sympathy this family .i don't 1 doing such this time ,alway scold he .if he angry beating people ,that i only beating him back .
really don't 1 to take care him at my house ,but think of it no people are wanted to care him .
whose is me
may be i so good person ,may be i so care of people but who care to me ?aAlway i feel no 1 is care about me ,it one day i am die ,are people on the world cry for me ,i think that are not ,i don't know why have this feeling .i feel i am alone .
刺激刺激
这两个星期里去上课好累又刺激，从九点钟早上开始上，至到五点钟结束，只是休息了一小时。这个课是原本开班给IT 学生们所以我就加入了。嘿嘿。。。。
this two week going to attend class,actually the class is for IT student,the class start from 9 am to 5 pm that was very tired and challenging.
两个星期里，在做coding 是够刺激啦，嗨！！！上课又作练习，加加差不多三小时是上课其余就打code了。手指在keyboard上批批啪啪，课室里的keyboard好硬，可以说是紧需要大力的按下才能吸收到。嗨！！！眼睛对着电脑都差不多模糊了，结果给我自己舒服就发大字体。“哇！好大” 。嘿嘿！边作边感觉好刺激，快快把它完成好。还好还能交货，刺激刺激。
7 hour ,amost 3 hour use to teach then other is doing program coding .the finger are on the keyboard 'pi pi ba ba' eye became blur,these wise i make the fond size bigger ."so big the font say by other " .very challenging the coding .heihei finally on the spot finish it .
终于上完了，yeah 。。。。学到好多，不错对自己好满意，em 。。自己赞高自己，脸皮厚。其实不够稳，不过还可加油。
其实一直都是外好(科技)，里不好(programming),到时候换了。希望成功。。。的确日后有可能be programmer 吗所以努力lo？
this two week going to attend class,actually the class is for IT student,the class start from 9 am to 5 pm that was very tired and challenging.
两个星期里，在做coding 是够刺激啦，嗨！！！上课又作练习，加加差不多三小时是上课其余就打code了。手指在keyboard上批批啪啪，课室里的keyboard好硬，可以说是紧需要大力的按下才能吸收到。嗨！！！眼睛对着电脑都差不多模糊了，结果给我自己舒服就发大字体。“哇！好大” 。嘿嘿！边作边感觉好刺激，快快把它完成好。还好还能交货，刺激刺激。
7 hour ,amost 3 hour use to teach then other is doing program coding .the finger are on the keyboard 'pi pi ba ba' eye became blur,these wise i make the fond size bigger ."so big the font say by other " .very challenging the coding .heihei finally on the spot finish it .
终于上完了，yeah 。。。。学到好多，不错对自己好满意，em 。。自己赞高自己，脸皮厚。其实不够稳，不过还可加油。
其实一直都是外好(科技)，里不好(programming),到时候换了。希望成功。。。的确日后有可能be programmer 吗所以努力lo？
失望
我今天终于知道答案了，我的泪水真的快要流下来了。眼睛里亮晶晶的因为已给泪水装满在眼里还没流下罢了。
有点伤心和失望，我事实是试试他那知我一直都不信他是那种人，终于给我看出他的真面目了。。。为什么他这样的对我呢？不是我的错，他不原谅我就算了。相隔了那么久，想不到他是那么的小气。一直以来都是假 样子，有说有笑。全都是假的。这令到我好伤心，从来都没遇过小气男子，怀恨在心的人，我绝对不想和这种人交朋友了。
第二，也是差不多啦，嗨。。。。。。
男子。。。。。嗨， 这不是小气只是不知他为什么劈开我，他对我一声不言，见我就眼神怪怪的看我。为何不能像以前那样的。。。。嗨，别和我说‘恨我’。。。要不然‘爱我’ 。失望啊！！ 我遇到的男子从来不是这样的，我接近的男子不是这样的。
女人，我有点不想和女人交朋友，总是和女人在一起是很不愉快。在我身边只有几个女生朋友就够了。一直以来都是会起冲突，因为女人都不了解女人真的有点发火。而男人呢，却可安慰我，听我的故事，了解我的出境，遇到事有时伸手的帮。女人只是说‘多余‘，遇到困难不伸手的帮，而我需帮她们吗。。。我会帮
原来人都是那么的假 样子。为什么我总是遇到这种人呢？
有点伤心和失望，我事实是试试他那知我一直都不信他是那种人，终于给我看出他的真面目了。。。为什么他这样的对我呢？不是我的错，他不原谅我就算了。相隔了那么久，想不到他是那么的小气。一直以来都是假 样子，有说有笑。全都是假的。这令到我好伤心，从来都没遇过小气男子，怀恨在心的人，我绝对不想和这种人交朋友了。
第二，也是差不多啦，嗨。。。。。。
男子。。。。。嗨， 这不是小气只是不知他为什么劈开我，他对我一声不言，见我就眼神怪怪的看我。为何不能像以前那样的。。。。嗨，别和我说‘恨我’。。。要不然‘爱我’ 。失望啊！！ 我遇到的男子从来不是这样的，我接近的男子不是这样的。
女人，我有点不想和女人交朋友，总是和女人在一起是很不愉快。在我身边只有几个女生朋友就够了。一直以来都是会起冲突，因为女人都不了解女人真的有点发火。而男人呢，却可安慰我，听我的故事，了解我的出境，遇到事有时伸手的帮。女人只是说‘多余‘，遇到困难不伸手的帮，而我需帮她们吗。。。我会帮
原来人都是那么的假 样子。为什么我总是遇到这种人呢？
haiz.........
嗨。。。。。。。
haiz............
忙。。。。。。。
busy...............
担心，。。。。
worry..............
难过。。。。。。
sad..............
开心。。。。。。。。
happy ........
just like this the time is pass ....and ...pass ....waste
like this the work finish a bit and a bit .....slower
if the happy more then the sad will became soon.........
if relax more the worry will became to u .........
who will care .......
who will know .........
haiz............
忙。。。。。。。
busy...............
担心，。。。。
worry..............
难过。。。。。。
sad..............
开心。。。。。。。。
happy ........
just like this the time is pass ....and ...pass ....waste
like this the work finish a bit and a bit .....slower
if the happy more then the sad will became soon.........
if relax more the worry will became to u .........
who will care .......
who will know .........
是你吗？Is u ?
其实我写爽罢了啦，因为这几个月来好多人，我都不懂是不是认识的，根本没影象也！好像失意的样子了。
i just simply write this blog ,because in this few month ,i feel i like a forgetful people ,i can't remember who are knowing me .
见到面，只是能：
when meet suddenly ,just can :
情况1
situation 1:
你看着我，我看回你。。。
你到底认识我吗(他心里的话)？哦。。。我是不是认识他的(我心里的话)
你好神奇的眼神望我，我用回好奇的眼神望回你。
其实他还记得我吗？(他心里说)。我是认识他的吗？为何感觉他是认识我的(我心里说)，快想起噢！！！
这样大家都没说话的就离开了。。。。。。你走左我走右。
u look at me ,i look back to u
are u knowing me (he say in heart),em ..i knowing u or not (i say in heart)
he used the surprise face facial me ,the i used looking back to him .
actually she knowing or not o...(he).i knowing he ?i like knowing he (i say in heart )fast think back la !
ok ...like this we end the situation ,u walk left ,i walk right ,end the meeting without talking .
情况2
situation 2
你看着我，我看回你。。。
你到底认识我吗(他心里的话)？哦。。。我是不是认识他的(我心里的话)
你好神奇的眼神望我，我用回好奇的眼神望回你。
其实他还记得我吗？(他心里说)。我是认识他的吗？为何感觉他是认识我的(我心里说)，快想起噢！！！
(em ..和他说个‘嗨’吧)。嗨！ ，他也回我‘嗨
然后不好意识说你认识我吗？我没话说了，根本没影象。
还好他过来问了我，最近这样了，也提到我朋友，才知原来我是认识他的。真不好意思了如果给他直到我是忘了他。
u look at me ,i look back to u
are u knowing me (he say in heart),em ..i knowing u or not (i say in heart)
he used the surprise face facial me ,the i used looking back to him .
actually she knowing or not o...(he).i knowing he ?i like knowing he (i say in heart )fast think back la !
em ,just say 'hi' la .so i saying hi .he reply hi to me.
i nothing to talk la ,because i like no knowing hm how i start talking .
huh...lastly he start talking to my ,finally i know who is he .
i just simply write this blog ,because in this few month ,i feel i like a forgetful people ,i can't remember who are knowing me .
见到面，只是能：
when meet suddenly ,just can :
情况1
situation 1:
你看着我，我看回你。。。
你到底认识我吗(他心里的话)？哦。。。我是不是认识他的(我心里的话)
你好神奇的眼神望我，我用回好奇的眼神望回你。
其实他还记得我吗？(他心里说)。我是认识他的吗？为何感觉他是认识我的(我心里说)，快想起噢！！！
这样大家都没说话的就离开了。。。。。。你走左我走右。
u look at me ,i look back to u
are u knowing me (he say in heart),em ..i knowing u or not (i say in heart)
he used the surprise face facial me ,the i used looking back to him .
actually she knowing or not o...(he).i knowing he ?i like knowing he (i say in heart )fast think back la !
ok ...like this we end the situation ,u walk left ,i walk right ,end the meeting without talking .
情况2
situation 2
你看着我，我看回你。。。
你到底认识我吗(他心里的话)？哦。。。我是不是认识他的(我心里的话)
你好神奇的眼神望我，我用回好奇的眼神望回你。
其实他还记得我吗？(他心里说)。我是认识他的吗？为何感觉他是认识我的(我心里说)，快想起噢！！！
(em ..和他说个‘嗨’吧)。嗨！ ，他也回我‘嗨
然后不好意识说你认识我吗？我没话说了，根本没影象。
还好他过来问了我，最近这样了，也提到我朋友，才知原来我是认识他的。真不好意思了如果给他直到我是忘了他。
u look at me ,i look back to u
are u knowing me (he say in heart),em ..i knowing u or not (i say in heart)
he used the surprise face facial me ,the i used looking back to him .
actually she knowing or not o...(he).i knowing he ?i like knowing he (i say in heart )fast think back la !
em ,just say 'hi' la .so i saying hi .he reply hi to me.
i nothing to talk la ,because i like no knowing hm how i start talking .
huh...lastly he start talking to my ,finally i know who is he .
too tired until sick
this period i am so busy ,very tired doing my own business.run here run there ,Home often leaved .What i doing ,why so busy so tired ?I really 1 to faint.
yesterday have some free time then went to watch a movie (mr Bean holiday ),huh ....enjoy ,and this movie is funny ,laugh and laugh .after that ,we went to night market ,when walk feel too tired really 1 fainted ,too fainted .Buying some supper faster went back and sleep .
Midnight meet friend an hour then continue sleep. that is normal thing ,because we alway meet at midnight ,very nice friend just call just appear in front me .( is true human la , don't think the scary thing ah),that good if any problem such as no happy ,alone just can appear infront me after call.
eM...At early morning can't wake up ........and feel throat is dry ,and headache .O.....feel some fever .I am SICK ........
yesterday have some free time then went to watch a movie (mr Bean holiday ),huh ....enjoy ,and this movie is funny ,laugh and laugh .after that ,we went to night market ,when walk feel too tired really 1 fainted ,too fainted .Buying some supper faster went back and sleep .
Midnight meet friend an hour then continue sleep. that is normal thing ,because we alway meet at midnight ,very nice friend just call just appear in front me .( is true human la , don't think the scary thing ah),that good if any problem such as no happy ,alone just can appear infront me after call.
eM...At early morning can't wake up ........and feel throat is dry ,and headache .O.....feel some fever .I am SICK ........
对着我会给你气得怎样
HUH，我不懂这么作人啊！凡事都会好笑，不然出丑，又不然就气死人。我改也是这样的我，看来我还是不能想好好才问问，又不能听好好忠实要人重复又重复。今天我不知会不会搞到今天所见的讲师气死吗？不是的话就是晕啊。对着我这种人，真的会忍不住的大发雷电吧，还好他们没有什么发雷电，只是重复又重复。。。。教得有点气了。
一道问题解释了好清楚了，过后问回我时，结果答不出，讲师重复第一次只记得两个重点，然后又反复第二次又记多一个重点。。。。几时我才能完全的记着，其实note里都有了重点但看不到，结果讲师又指这“这是什么”。只是一道问题讲师就重复好多次，用了差不多半小时多了(这是解释note而已).好啦来到了说作业，又是同道理的和用回已经解释好清楚的重点来解决，但又来给讲师重复。
去遇第二个讲师，结果叫我找出问题来问他。哦。。。找问题啊！他看着我样子说问啦什么都可以问的。。。我就答他“问啊，可能我会问个好愚笨的问题(stupid question)的哦”。他就回我：你问了吗？那知自己会问愚笨的问题(stupid question)呢？我不懂要怎么问，问什么，只好找出所有不会的的来问啦。。。。。问了又问，结果出现了好笑，出丑得问题了。。。。他也好笑得对我说“我有教过吗(其实没在课目里)”？“这时什么，答案是这个啦。”嗨！！！看来我是问愚笨的问题(stupid question)的LO 。
一道问题解释了好清楚了，过后问回我时，结果答不出，讲师重复第一次只记得两个重点，然后又反复第二次又记多一个重点。。。。几时我才能完全的记着，其实note里都有了重点但看不到，结果讲师又指这“这是什么”。只是一道问题讲师就重复好多次，用了差不多半小时多了(这是解释note而已).好啦来到了说作业，又是同道理的和用回已经解释好清楚的重点来解决，但又来给讲师重复。
去遇第二个讲师，结果叫我找出问题来问他。哦。。。找问题啊！他看着我样子说问啦什么都可以问的。。。我就答他“问啊，可能我会问个好愚笨的问题(stupid question)的哦”。他就回我：你问了吗？那知自己会问愚笨的问题(stupid question)呢？我不懂要怎么问，问什么，只好找出所有不会的的来问啦。。。。。问了又问，结果出现了好笑，出丑得问题了。。。。他也好笑得对我说“我有教过吗(其实没在课目里)”？“这时什么，答案是这个啦。”嗨！！！看来我是问愚笨的问题(stupid question)的LO 。
不可回头走
其实辅导没答案的。。。如果自己没方向根本也没解决到。辅导员只是一直指导怎样走向认识自己，面对自己。
可是如果面对不到呢? 一直走着，又停了。一直走着，又停了。可是一直没回头转，现在就回头走了，因为面对自己就知道自己是那么的深深的疤痕留着，永远的留着。疤痕就是疤痕。
不可回头走啊！！！需要忘掉以前的自己。All the pass thing happenning not my business
可是如果面对不到呢? 一直走着，又停了。一直走着，又停了。可是一直没回头转，现在就回头走了，因为面对自己就知道自己是那么的深深的疤痕留着，永远的留着。疤痕就是疤痕。
不可回头走啊！！！需要忘掉以前的自己。All the pass thing happenning not my business
辅导是什么呢？
一向来，大家都不想自动找辅导员，也表示如果见了也就是个好有问题的人。其实辅导是什么呢？
如果有专业训练那就懂得是怎样的过程。我从朋友里一直听辅导员的练习方式，因为他们就是未来的辅导员。首先大家都认为是好大问题，还有就是如果找上辅导员那一见到面就签个合约。。。。这就令人好不能接受了。那分合约只是说明辅导员不回透露事情，直到发生自杀事。
在社会上都认定是为别人解决大问题，逻辑的分析，一种让你说心事的地方。其实不是。。。
辅导是帮助一个人自助 ，只是一个协助对方认识自己，接纳自己，进而欣赏自己，一致可以克服成长的障碍。充分发挥个人的潜能。它只是个过程，一位受过专业训练的辅导员，致力与当事人建立具治疗功能的关系，协助对方认识自己。辅导不是同情，不是为别人解决问题。
如果有专业训练那就懂得是怎样的过程。我从朋友里一直听辅导员的练习方式，因为他们就是未来的辅导员。首先大家都认为是好大问题，还有就是如果找上辅导员那一见到面就签个合约。。。。这就令人好不能接受了。那分合约只是说明辅导员不回透露事情，直到发生自杀事。
在社会上都认定是为别人解决大问题，逻辑的分析，一种让你说心事的地方。其实不是。。。
辅导是帮助一个人自助 ，只是一个协助对方认识自己，接纳自己，进而欣赏自己，一致可以克服成长的障碍。充分发挥个人的潜能。它只是个过程，一位受过专业训练的辅导员，致力与当事人建立具治疗功能的关系，协助对方认识自己。辅导不是同情，不是为别人解决问题。
cab driver and passenger
today a person and my friend is getting the taxi back home after dinner .first get in the cab then the car have a very strong smell,for the passenger he can't accept the smell thing or very strong perfume so that he turn on the window a bit .Here is the funny conversation cab driver and passenger .............
cab driver: mengapa buka cermin ,tutupkan kalau tidak akan sangat panas .(why u turn on the window please turn off because car will hot and the air-cont will not cold.)
passenger : kerana kereta awak ada bau busuk ,sangat busuk la .(because yr car is smelly)
cab driver :awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?
saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)
passenger :(in heart 'my god') hehehe pandan leaves .......this driver is so funny
pessenger see around ,em .....o have the pandan leaves but the leaves almost is faded .then they no say any thing ,just smile and laugh because putting the pandan leaved so many until the car so scent ,and passenger are saying so smelly .hehehehe.
funny conversation ---->awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)
cab driver: mengapa buka cermin ,tutupkan kalau tidak akan sangat panas .(why u turn on the window please turn off because car will hot and the air-cont will not cold.)
passenger : kerana kereta awak ada bau busuk ,sangat busuk la .(because yr car is smelly)
cab driver :awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?
saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)
passenger :(in heart 'my god') hehehe pandan leaves .......this driver is so funny
pessenger see around ,em .....o have the pandan leaves but the leaves almost is faded .then they no say any thing ,just smile and laugh because putting the pandan leaved so many until the car so scent ,and passenger are saying so smelly .hehehehe.
funny conversation ---->awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)
why happy why sad
why people can sad .......... 'having sad moment only know the meaning of happy ',are this phase is true .whole life of one person no will without the sad feeling happenning. why? because they is human.
Some people saying to me ,the happy feeling are short moment only after a period then again sad feeling coming .why ?because we are human .
why feeling is appearing in our life ,feeling will hurt which other ,also will injure our heart .
Human need to go through all this thing ,so every thing need to accept it .This is cycle of life ,
Some people saying to me ,the happy feeling are short moment only after a period then again sad feeling coming .why ?because we are human .
why feeling is appearing in our life ,feeling will hurt which other ,also will injure our heart .
Human need to go through all this thing ,so every thing need to accept it .This is cycle of life ,
what point of life
when i to sad ,i will think what point to live ,why need to live in this world ........... "life-purpose"at where .......?????
my life really no have any point ,no have any success thing ,no have life purpose .just a suffer ,suffering .............HELP ME !!!!
"suffering also need to eat rice "
"timeless also need to doing until success"
"sad also need to smile "
"cry also need to wear mask"
"hated also need to friendly"
"no money need to be like a rich person"
BE A PERSON ON WORLD ALWAY NEED TO WEARING THE MASK .WHAT PURPOSE OF LIFE ?
my life really no have any point ,no have any success thing ,no have life purpose .just a suffer ,suffering .............HELP ME !!!!
"suffering also need to eat rice "
"timeless also need to doing until success"
"sad also need to smile "
"cry also need to wear mask"
"hated also need to friendly"
"no money need to be like a rich person"
BE A PERSON ON WORLD ALWAY NEED TO WEARING THE MASK .WHAT PURPOSE OF LIFE ?
why happen to me
嗨。。。好久都没写写了忙到人影都不能看见，最近好忙。好可怜的我，好累。最近大家好吗？
我不懂忙什么的，忙啊忙可是也是好像没作出什么东东来，也许好多的时间是忙着作无聊的东西或发呆吧？
最近也是好生气，又好像暴躁的样子因为这几个星期来都是一直给人家用好神奇的眼神望我，比如说：某次到了个地方，他简直张大眼睛的望着我，又好惊讶的样子。我一直猜测他是不是认识我呢？我不知是不是从前是认识他的？还是我从来都不认识他的，不但只是他还有好多人也是这样的望我。好惊讶的样子。。。。到底我是怎样了。我真的不知怎样，没理由无缘无故的和他说Hi 。就由他啦。好了又另一个，骑着摩托又载着朋友然后见到我走向朋友车是他们又是的看着我然后我就向她们的方向看回他们然后微笑，他们也对着我微笑了。到底为什么。。。。搞得我好像是失意的人哦。到底我认识他人meh .还是我改变我的造型，完全不同的一个人了。还是我漂亮了。。。嘿嘿
噢。。。噢。。。。我桃花源到了
hi ...long period is no write blog ,because i am busy .Very pity ah .... very tired .
don't know what am i busy ,busy ...busy but no doing any successful thing ,just life in useless .
em...don't why i very hate ...hate ...why happen to me .why many people is looking at me with unusual action ,abnormal eye contact.Are me know them last time ? My god...why .....why ......is because i changed my style of dressing and hair ?Or me pretty liao hehe......
我不懂忙什么的，忙啊忙可是也是好像没作出什么东东来，也许好多的时间是忙着作无聊的东西或发呆吧？
最近也是好生气，又好像暴躁的样子因为这几个星期来都是一直给人家用好神奇的眼神望我，比如说：某次到了个地方，他简直张大眼睛的望着我，又好惊讶的样子。我一直猜测他是不是认识我呢？我不知是不是从前是认识他的？还是我从来都不认识他的，不但只是他还有好多人也是这样的望我。好惊讶的样子。。。。到底我是怎样了。我真的不知怎样，没理由无缘无故的和他说Hi 。就由他啦。好了又另一个，骑着摩托又载着朋友然后见到我走向朋友车是他们又是的看着我然后我就向她们的方向看回他们然后微笑，他们也对着我微笑了。到底为什么。。。。搞得我好像是失意的人哦。到底我认识他人meh .还是我改变我的造型，完全不同的一个人了。还是我漂亮了。。。嘿嘿
噢。。。噢。。。。我桃花源到了
hi ...long period is no write blog ,because i am busy .Very pity ah .... very tired .
don't know what am i busy ,busy ...busy but no doing any successful thing ,just life in useless .
em...don't why i very hate ...hate ...why happen to me .why many people is looking at me with unusual action ,abnormal eye contact.Are me know them last time ? My god...why .....why ......is because i changed my style of dressing and hair ?Or me pretty liao hehe......
没人信我
er...er....好可怕哦。地震也影响到马来西亚，迟迟可能到了这里也！！！
昨天中午我在房里用电脑是发现我整个人摇摇的好像晕的情况但我感觉不是啊所以就摇摇椅子，但还是摇摇的地板。然后我就快快的跑到楼梯里坐坐，于是感觉是屋子摇喔，就赶快和我妈说啦：地震啊。。。。。那知大家不信我，刚好我爸回来了但没人信我。算了，又给大家说我没用又晕了啦，船，车，香水，什么东东都能晕的，所以认定我可能是热气了搞到我(人)也晕了。整天里给大家说我 没用啦，什么东东都不准吃了因为热气。何！！！生气也，大家不信我。今天新闻说啦才来说这话题。。。这话题。。。。讨厌不信我，如果真的大地震那逃得了吗？？？
昨天中午我在房里用电脑是发现我整个人摇摇的好像晕的情况但我感觉不是啊所以就摇摇椅子，但还是摇摇的地板。然后我就快快的跑到楼梯里坐坐，于是感觉是屋子摇喔，就赶快和我妈说啦：地震啊。。。。。那知大家不信我，刚好我爸回来了但没人信我。算了，又给大家说我没用又晕了啦，船，车，香水，什么东东都能晕的，所以认定我可能是热气了搞到我(人)也晕了。整天里给大家说我 没用啦，什么东东都不准吃了因为热气。何！！！生气也，大家不信我。今天新闻说啦才来说这话题。。。这话题。。。。讨厌不信我，如果真的大地震那逃得了吗？？？
农历新年过了
昨天就是农历新年的最后一天了.Em ....今年的新年好开心。。。好快乐的过，嘿嘿，还好啦节目多多。加上今年的新年的日子也在我生日的日子里，好开心哦。回忆里今年的新年还好快乐的，在我舅舅家里聚餐好开心麻，三大家庭聚在一起真的开心，聚餐时也感觉很好吃的食物，也许太多人了吧。唠生麻，哈哈那余生给我们弄得整桌都是，还站到椅子上捞到高高的，意识就是越高越好，什么都顺利。。。。
昨天就去了看文化节目‘庆祝元宵节’。然后就去到巴生港口里去看抛甘。还有的另个地方就是要去pulau ketam (吉坦岛)的码头那儿给人搭船到海中抛甘呢。嗨！！虽然买的票是慈善的但我没搭船到海中啦，太晕了我这个没用的家伙真的什么都不能啦，我一边走向那条桥还没买票，还没望到船呢就感觉好晕了，好晕了。也许我走那桥看了海上的水在摇动吧，大家叫我不看了，那知我晕了。。。。
这样就农历新年过了。
昨天就去了看文化节目‘庆祝元宵节’。然后就去到巴生港口里去看抛甘。还有的另个地方就是要去pulau ketam (吉坦岛)的码头那儿给人搭船到海中抛甘呢。嗨！！虽然买的票是慈善的但我没搭船到海中啦，太晕了我这个没用的家伙真的什么都不能啦，我一边走向那条桥还没买票，还没望到船呢就感觉好晕了，好晕了。也许我走那桥看了海上的水在摇动吧，大家叫我不看了，那知我晕了。。。。
这样就农历新年过了。
初九
哇！！ 初九拜天公时，我家的住宅区放的烟花好美。。。。我和我弟站在屋外时刚
好12.00am，放的烟花好美，每个角度都看到烟花射到天上。哇！！！！ 在12.00am
时一起放的烟花一共7 边，哇！！第一次看到一起7 个角度的烟花，烟花包围着我
们头上，我们头和身传了一圈wah ...哇。。。。。
好12.00am，放的烟花好美，每个角度都看到烟花射到天上。哇！！！！ 在12.00am
时一起放的烟花一共7 边，哇！！第一次看到一起7 个角度的烟花，烟花包围着我
们头上，我们头和身传了一圈wah ...哇。。。。。
新年期间
初一，整天的时间都是在 p.j 亲戚的家, 然后去 taman titiwangsa.....yeah ....
初二，就去了亲戚家在巴生的。。。整天都在哪儿了，哈哈很好玩很开心。。。然后在我舅舅家有个大大粒的球拿来运动的，哇！！ 表妹教我玩，好刺激哦。。把整个背躺在球上，脚在湾下然后手就向下整个人就向后弯了个n 形结果学习了两次成功了。过后晚上回到家就全身痛了。
初三，整天看亮仔。。。哈哈哈哈哈。我弟弟的朋友到我家来拜年哇！！！！共有9位亮仔也哈哈咯咯。
初四，整天里都我和朋友去拜年直到半夜三更了。哇！！！ 红包派不完了共14 个人。嘿嘿。。。朋友们爱上的情人是同学,嗨！四对里两对是爱上了同学。。。
另外的 节 目 顺便庆祝21岁生日。。
初五，半夜KTV。。。。yeah ....
初六，应该没什么了吧。。。。。哦 还 有 喔 那 就 是 到 Banting 里 的 一 个 大 神 庙 ， 一 时 想 不 起 什 么 明 了 。 那 儿 好 美 ， 可 以 看 花 和 拜 神 的 地 方 ， 装 饰 到 很 美 的 公 园 还 有 美 丽 的 一 个 大 瞪 塔 。 em...记 得 了 Dong Zen Temple in Sungai Jenjarom, Banting,
嗨哟。。。。新年节目多多。多得很
每年的新年都是差不多这样的过。。。。嗨！！！看看十五(chap goh mei)得空去八
号桥(情人桥)at pelabuhan klang 。看看人抛甘，也拿几粒去抛啦。。。嘿嘿抛了
会不会真的成真呢？好无聊啦。。。
初二，就去了亲戚家在巴生的。。。整天都在哪儿了，哈哈很好玩很开心。。。然后在我舅舅家有个大大粒的球拿来运动的，哇！！ 表妹教我玩，好刺激哦。。把整个背躺在球上，脚在湾下然后手就向下整个人就向后弯了个n 形结果学习了两次成功了。过后晚上回到家就全身痛了。
初三，整天看亮仔。。。哈哈哈哈哈。我弟弟的朋友到我家来拜年哇！！！！共有9位亮仔也哈哈咯咯。
初四，整天里都我和朋友去拜年直到半夜三更了。哇！！！ 红包派不完了共14 个人。嘿嘿。。。朋友们爱上的情人是同学,嗨！四对里两对是爱上了同学。。。
另外的 节 目 顺便庆祝21岁生日。。
初五，半夜KTV。。。。yeah ....
初六，应该没什么了吧。。。。。哦 还 有 喔 那 就 是 到 Banting 里 的 一 个 大 神 庙 ， 一 时 想 不 起 什 么 明 了 。 那 儿 好 美 ， 可 以 看 花 和 拜 神 的 地 方 ， 装 饰 到 很 美 的 公 园 还 有 美 丽 的 一 个 大 瞪 塔 。 em...记 得 了 Dong Zen Temple in Sungai Jenjarom, Banting,
嗨哟。。。。新年节目多多。多得很
每年的新年都是差不多这样的过。。。。嗨！！！看看十五(chap goh mei)得空去八
号桥(情人桥)at pelabuhan klang 。看看人抛甘，也拿几粒去抛啦。。。嘿嘿抛了
会不会真的成真呢？好无聊啦。。。
新年了。。。new year lo ...
新年了，不断受到转达新年短信。。。今年的气氛好静没新年的气氛。。。
chinese new year lo ,continues received wishing message from people .thank a lot.this new year like no have the feeling will having new year tomoro because this year like every thing is slow coming ....no the new year environment very quiet at all before new year .may be because too less the music of chinese new year is playing ,then no have the firecracker before the new year。
AT NIGHT
吃了团员饭，就等着12。00AM ，那就是拜天公。那时就开始热闹的时刻了。每年的这时刻都是好热闹的。爆竹，放大烟花。。。。乒乒棒棒，
after dinner ,waiting for 12.00am lo ...play for god ,that period also is the most happy period ping .........ping.......... bang....... bang.........the firecracker sound
chinese new year lo ,continues received wishing message from people .thank a lot.this new year like no have the feeling will having new year tomoro because this year like every thing is slow coming ....no the new year environment very quiet at all before new year .may be because too less the music of chinese new year is playing ,then no have the firecracker before the new year。
AT NIGHT
吃了团员饭，就等着12。00AM ，那就是拜天公。那时就开始热闹的时刻了。每年的这时刻都是好热闹的。爆竹，放大烟花。。。。乒乒棒棒，
after dinner ,waiting for 12.00am lo ...play for god ,that period also is the most happy period ping .........ping.......... bang....... bang.........the firecracker sound
why new year can't same like normal day 为什么新年不能相平时一样呢？
为什么要到新年了就需忙。。。忙。。。忙到要命，尤其是相我家庭(作生意的)忙得。。。然后就又忙收拾屋子里的东西。然后又布置屋子里。又洗阿洗。。。每逢要新年了我就好讨厌。
why before chinese new year is very very busy for me .specially is my family are doing business ,it is so busy ....then need to cleaning the house ....too busy feel very hate the new year is coming .
why before chinese new year is very very busy for me .specially is my family are doing business ,it is so busy ....then need to cleaning the house ....too busy feel very hate the new year is coming .
为什么好闷
放假了，已经回到家里了。在这几天里好闷也，没事可做，其实不是没事作啦，一大堆事情让我作。。。早上帮我爸爸作生意，下午呢就得空了，好得空没事 作，看看电视然后上上网。EM。。。我家终于都能上网了，哈哈哈天天都想开来上网也，那么多年没拥有自己的Internet ，所以好想天天玩。嗨在家里有人控制我也，不可以时时都上网不让被骂。。。被骂。
想不到我看戏看到眼泪都流出来，好感动好伤心的心情。。这部戏作了好久了还没结局哦。。我回到家还有的看。电影麻，我看了Death Note: The Last Name .，e...好看来，不错。
放假麻，也是有HOMEWORK,project ,seminar . ...我不浪费时间。。作啦，不对自己说做做做，我是不做的又是在浪费时间。。。。
very boring when holiday ,no thing to do ....actually can't say no thing to do ,have many thing kua .now 1 Chinese new year liao ,need to doing many home work ,help my parent doing business .then the afternoon are very free la .
em ..my home can online lo ...haha very happy ,many year are no have Internet line for online .
haiz...watch tv crying in front of t v ,that movie is so sadly ....then watch movie at cinema Death Note: The Last Name,very nice ....waste time ,i always waste time ......
想不到我看戏看到眼泪都流出来，好感动好伤心的心情。。这部戏作了好久了还没结局哦。。我回到家还有的看。电影麻，我看了Death Note: The Last Name .，e...好看来，不错。
放假麻，也是有HOMEWORK,project ,seminar . ...我不浪费时间。。作啦，不对自己说做做做，我是不做的又是在浪费时间。。。。
very boring when holiday ,no thing to do ....actually can't say no thing to do ,have many thing kua .now 1 Chinese new year liao ,need to doing many home work ,help my parent doing business .then the afternoon are very free la .
em ..my home can online lo ...haha very happy ,many year are no have Internet line for online .
haiz...watch tv crying in front of t v ,that movie is so sadly ....then watch movie at cinema Death Note: The Last Name,very nice ....waste time ,i always waste time ......
放假了。。。
嗨！！终于放假了，经过那么多考验，那么多压力，那么那么风浪结果又完成了一个学期。yeah ........祝大家考试顺利，拿到好成绩啦。。。嗨！说到成绩麻，我是差。。。又加上差等于越差。无论如何加油，我一定能过关的。。。
放假好开心哦。。。但又想起3 个月没得见到同学和宿舍朋友们几不开心阿，好想大家，好想大家也！！大家保重喔。。。昨天整天都和我宿舍朋友玩一整晚，又在半夜三更的走走，谈天，吃宵夜等等哦，好像好舍不得离开那种。。。em 其实没什么大不料麻我还可以来来住著几天的。。。可是感觉好相真的要分离了好想哭哦。。。’哭包‘
在学院的日子也漫开心的吧。。。
哈哈哈，说到学院了就是我CLASSMATE啦。好想同学们哦，一考完试就每个无影无踪了，跑得那么快。。好快哦。。还没望望他们几眼但人呢？就不见人影了，好伤心哦。。。我朋友就说望了他们又怎样哦。。我还没说假期快乐，新年快乐，保重各位，大家就无影无踪了。算了啦。。。也许我想起大家会分开三个月，会抱着他们哭哦。。。所以不了不了。
yeah...今晚就回家了。。。假期快乐，新年快乐，保重各位，大家一起努力哦。。。。
summery
hai...at last holiday lo ....today finish the exam liao,so fast already 1 sem finish ,at this sem is like go through the rain ,stormy waves,presure,many trial of life ,finally finish but will continue the next sem again la ....
haiz....very happy coz holiday liao...but i very miss all the friend at TARC ,hostel friend ,classmate .
i very miss them ,because i will holiday for 3 month .em ...i will cry :'( i very miss yr all ,hope all friend will happy ,get a great result lo .happy new year ,happy holiday ,take care all d friend .......
放假好开心哦。。。但又想起3 个月没得见到同学和宿舍朋友们几不开心阿，好想大家，好想大家也！！大家保重喔。。。昨天整天都和我宿舍朋友玩一整晚，又在半夜三更的走走，谈天，吃宵夜等等哦，好像好舍不得离开那种。。。em 其实没什么大不料麻我还可以来来住著几天的。。。可是感觉好相真的要分离了好想哭哦。。。’哭包‘
在学院的日子也漫开心的吧。。。
哈哈哈，说到学院了就是我CLASSMATE啦。好想同学们哦，一考完试就每个无影无踪了，跑得那么快。。好快哦。。还没望望他们几眼但人呢？就不见人影了，好伤心哦。。。我朋友就说望了他们又怎样哦。。我还没说假期快乐，新年快乐，保重各位，大家就无影无踪了。算了啦。。。也许我想起大家会分开三个月，会抱着他们哭哦。。。所以不了不了。
yeah...今晚就回家了。。。假期快乐，新年快乐，保重各位，大家一起努力哦。。。。
summery
hai...at last holiday lo ....today finish the exam liao,so fast already 1 sem finish ,at this sem is like go through the rain ,stormy waves,presure,many trial of life ,finally finish but will continue the next sem again la ....
haiz....very happy coz holiday liao...but i very miss all the friend at TARC ,hostel friend ,classmate .
i very miss them ,because i will holiday for 3 month .em ...i will cry :'( i very miss yr all ,hope all friend will happy ,get a great result lo .happy new year ,happy holiday ,take care all d friend .......
越来越差
我不敢看我的成绩了，发觉越来越差了，越读越死了。。。
好想回阿。。。。好累。。。不想面对功课了。
i very scary to see my result ,i doing very bad why i will doing too too bad now day o....reading more like became more worst .
i want to going back as soon as possible ...............very tired .......i don't want see the book liao.
好想回阿。。。。好累。。。不想面对功课了。
i very scary to see my result ,i doing very bad why i will doing too too bad now day o....reading more like became more worst .
i want to going back as soon as possible ...............very tired .......i don't want see the book liao.
exam
Haiz ...i exam is too ...tooo bad .some time feel very sad why doing doing to much, not will good result .Some time the answer i writing for many on booklet the result still FAIL ,after writing answer on many page ,many booklet getting fail result that is too sad la .....
feel back i doing all and i know how to doing ,and need to writing a answer for so long for getting 10mark for each question , the result is too lower.HAiz.... think about how sad ....i was ,writing so much for wat ,so... better like some people they not apply too many hard and hardworking ,hard and hard thinking until the brain 1 to expore . Better happy happy every day ......
feel back i doing all and i know how to doing ,and need to writing a answer for so long for getting 10mark for each question , the result is too lower.HAiz.... think about how sad ....i was ,writing so much for wat ,so... better like some people they not apply too many hard and hardworking ,hard and hard thinking until the brain 1 to expore . Better happy happy every day ......
accept or don't
huh.... as i mentioned before, i get a training job ...the company accept me be at trainee .After think better don't be so stupid la,i can't just be a trainee by salary is too ....too... lower, that not enough to supply me for lunch and transport .OMG not in my expected .
anyway that so sad ,that big company ,and the company is suggest i choose what dept i like to,if not they place my in the building website and desgining website department and they EC department ,from there sure can learn a lot ,a lot .hai ......i will lost me chance liao .....if i accept i too angry with my self because of too lower salary . But think if just 1 to learn ,Don't care about all just going to learn but i still alway think getting lose more than getting davantage if lower salary given.
my lecturer last time mention ,some people is need higher salary will be using the after diploma cert to apply not using the training reason to apply ..........
haiz...1 accept or reject ..........
i think better reject....
i think better accept........
it think better accept and discuss again the salary give more ......
after exam only decide 1 or don't 1 la.The company is assign me going to work on 12 feb .......SO haiz.. after exam only think .
anyway that so sad ,that big company ,and the company is suggest i choose what dept i like to,if not they place my in the building website and desgining website department and they EC department ,from there sure can learn a lot ,a lot .hai ......i will lost me chance liao .....if i accept i too angry with my self because of too lower salary . But think if just 1 to learn ,Don't care about all just going to learn but i still alway think getting lose more than getting davantage if lower salary given.
my lecturer last time mention ,some people is need higher salary will be using the after diploma cert to apply not using the training reason to apply ..........
haiz...1 accept or reject ..........
i think better reject....
i think better accept........
it think better accept and discuss again the salary give more ......
after exam only decide 1 or don't 1 la.The company is assign me going to work on 12 feb .......SO haiz.. after exam only think .
没睡(no sleep whole night)
哈哈。。。我又是这样了，有得开心有得玩就不用读书，睡觉，就忘了一切。在昨天7。00PM 就睡到10。3PM 醒了然后就吃掉我打包的食物，没到五分钟朋友就叫我出去吃东西，结果有得开心，有得说话就答应了。结果11。30PM 才回来。又在叽叽喳喳的说不停的。。。好回来，又另个朋友好闷，闷过度了因为我为了出去，她就没人聊了。回来了就叫了她去散步啦。。。结果散散步就坐着水沟旁聊聊然后又走去了宿舍外的停车场里坐在路中。。。。直到3。00AM，时间过得那么快。还很有精神的不用睡，读书，ONLINE [看 看 blog,给 给 留 言 ， 很 好 看 写 得 有 趣 每 逢 看 人 的 blog就 要 留 个 留 言 了 ]。。。直到7。00AM对自己说：睡了不然会头痛的哦。。。就逼了自己睡3小时了。
我们那么好谈，也许我们是同一类人，喜欢笑。。。又有点傻的感觉。。。又有点可以作出人不可想象的事物让到人人说:好‘奇行(Hokkien)’(CLAZY)。其实昨天说了为什么她那么喜欢笑的，而我也是哦。。。原来我也是一样的。其实看得出麻，如果我笑笑是开心，如果笑得好好开心不正常的那时，的确是好明显很不开心吧？其实要改变笑少点。。。。。如果我不笑我就会好不开心的不说话了，我会独自的一人不说话了。笑只是个面具吧？遮盖我的不快乐，笑让自己多开心点。。。笑也是为身边的人开心麻，笑也是为人家不要为我而不开心麻？
english summary
haha ,me is like this want ,have some special,some fun ,some can happy i will go a head and not will think what have need to doing in this period,some time will forget my self also .yesterday from 7.00 pm sleep until 10.30pm wake up .After that i eating me food ,Haiz yo ...this is for supper or for dinner ? After finish ate then my friend calling "want go out for supper " hai...just after eating so i again answering ok .and went out with them ,can't finish talk then again talk at hostel after came back .ok ,just now received sms from friend saying that she are sad .then i talk with she until midnight 3.00am.this is my college life la...............
After that,i study and online (seeing blog also and leave comment). until 7.00 am already whole night lo.....i still very fresh .and false meself sleep ah ... so sleep 3 hour lo.
ok now say about the laugh ,why i like to laugh ?Actually laugh can let people happy ma ,laugh can making myself happy also .
我们那么好谈，也许我们是同一类人，喜欢笑。。。又有点傻的感觉。。。又有点可以作出人不可想象的事物让到人人说:好‘奇行(Hokkien)’(CLAZY)。其实昨天说了为什么她那么喜欢笑的，而我也是哦。。。原来我也是一样的。其实看得出麻，如果我笑笑是开心，如果笑得好好开心不正常的那时，的确是好明显很不开心吧？其实要改变笑少点。。。。。如果我不笑我就会好不开心的不说话了，我会独自的一人不说话了。笑只是个面具吧？遮盖我的不快乐，笑让自己多开心点。。。笑也是为身边的人开心麻，笑也是为人家不要为我而不开心麻？
english summary
haha ,me is like this want ,have some special,some fun ,some can happy i will go a head and not will think what have need to doing in this period,some time will forget my self also .yesterday from 7.00 pm sleep until 10.30pm wake up .After that i eating me food ,Haiz yo ...this is for supper or for dinner ? After finish ate then my friend calling "want go out for supper " hai...just after eating so i again answering ok .and went out with them ,can't finish talk then again talk at hostel after came back .ok ,just now received sms from friend saying that she are sad .then i talk with she until midnight 3.00am.this is my college life la...............
After that,i study and online (seeing blog also and leave comment). until 7.00 am already whole night lo.....i still very fresh .and false meself sleep ah ... so sleep 3 hour lo.
ok now say about the laugh ,why i like to laugh ?Actually laugh can let people happy ma ,laugh can making myself happy also .
爷爷我好开心(happy)
好久都没写华语来POST 了，哈哈都是个个说不会看华语啦？其实都是好懒写华语啦，华语还要打汉语真的麻烦。直接打了英语就好了。
今天最后一天上课了，爷爷我好开心，PRESENTATION 完了，可专心读书了。哈哈大笑的开心叫爷爷了。
这个月里是不是爱情的节日？好多爱情烦恼，爱情非闻，这个那个的爱爱爱。。。。。
好无聊的。。。
随缘吧？爱不是没爱过，啪拖不是没啪拖过，失恋不是没失恋过，拒绝人不是没拒绝过，被人拒绝不是没拒绝过 。哈哈哈，同同都是过了，爱最好痛痛快快的决绝，痛痛快快的决绝就搞得好吓死人。好吓人哦。。。。
还 有 还 有 ？ 我 的 手 机 好 怪 ， 哦 ， 到 如 今半 个 月没 进 钱 了 还 能 message 。 嘿 嘿 。
long ago not post in Chinese language lo . haha because some people lo .Anythingla ,actually i lazy to write in Chinese because need to using the "Han yu ping ying" to assign the word ,more troublesome .
today is last day of this semester,today finally finish assignment andpresentation ,hahahaha very happy ,爷爷我好开心until scream my grandfather lo,finally can prepared the final exam well without any thing handle by me .
Are this month loving period,???very funny ,many talk about love at my environment.just yesterday i and my friend going walk at mid night then we hold hand and walk because so late scare he will lost ,if lost i will very scare ,people saw to us ,some at infont us saying :they 'pa tuo' .Wah ,making he an i so shy."fast stopping to hold hand lo ..."so shy .Again last time is with my best friend she like my sister so at mid night i and her going walk around hostel,we also halo hand , people say:they 'pa tuo" are we lesbien o... .....?????
hahahahhahahahahahahaha ,love 。。。。love。。。。LOVE......
my phone not yet reload the credit for due date but still can message until now ,so funny o.....my money left also not so much still can using also ,funny funny...
今天最后一天上课了，爷爷我好开心，PRESENTATION 完了，可专心读书了。哈哈大笑的开心叫爷爷了。
这个月里是不是爱情的节日？好多爱情烦恼，爱情非闻，这个那个的爱爱爱。。。。。
好无聊的。。。
随缘吧？爱不是没爱过，啪拖不是没啪拖过，失恋不是没失恋过，拒绝人不是没拒绝过，被人拒绝不是没拒绝过 。哈哈哈，同同都是过了，爱最好痛痛快快的决绝，痛痛快快的决绝就搞得好吓死人。好吓人哦。。。。
还 有 还 有 ？ 我 的 手 机 好 怪 ， 哦 ， 到 如 今半 个 月没 进 钱 了 还 能 message 。 嘿 嘿 。
long ago not post in Chinese language lo . haha because some people lo .Anythingla ,actually i lazy to write in Chinese because need to using the "Han yu ping ying" to assign the word ,more troublesome .
today is last day of this semester,today finally finish assignment andpresentation ,hahahaha very happy ,爷爷我好开心until scream my grandfather lo,finally can prepared the final exam well without any thing handle by me .
Are this month loving period,???very funny ,many talk about love at my environment.just yesterday i and my friend going walk at mid night then we hold hand and walk because so late scare he will lost ,if lost i will very scare ,people saw to us ,some at infont us saying :they 'pa tuo' .Wah ,making he an i so shy."fast stopping to hold hand lo ..."so shy .Again last time is with my best friend she like my sister so at mid night i and her going walk around hostel,we also halo hand , people say:they 'pa tuo" are we lesbien o... .....?????
hahahahhahahahahahahaha ,love 。。。。love。。。。LOVE......
my phone not yet reload the credit for due date but still can message until now ,so funny o.....my money left also not so much still can using also ,funny funny...
lose and found
today happening a scary thing to my life ,i again lost some thing ,the thing is i/c, my identity citizen card .Very scary of my life ,if really lost need to renew that so worst and troublesome.
i think back may be is lost at the Photostats shop ,lucky find back at the shop .
second time lose and found,i 'am a blur and not bring the brain go out person(it is alway say by people) ,just in few second then forget all the thing with me ,all is not remember.Lost some thing still don't know Just can remember i was lost something when i can't found it or happening after a few hour.
i think back may be is lost at the Photostats shop ,lucky find back at the shop .
second time lose and found,i 'am a blur and not bring the brain go out person(it is alway say by people) ,just in few second then forget all the thing with me ,all is not remember.Lost some thing still don't know Just can remember i was lost something when i can't found it or happening after a few hour.
money$$ money$$
haiz... i spend this week without calculate the figure so too much spend liao.Out of my budget of week and month.Much spend for food ,snack,class fund ,fotostat fee.
hahaha.....i just fotostat the note with RM14.00 very happy save a lot of money than other ,lucky my class mate not fotostat the note for me .hahaha save about half price yeah yeah .....
hahaha.....i just fotostat the note with RM14.00 very happy save a lot of money than other ,lucky my class mate not fotostat the note for me .hahaha save about half price yeah yeah .....
lose and found
today my hostel management leaved a message :" please came to office to get back your ID card."
On that period i only know i lost the the ID card .HAiYo ,idon't know when i lost it and at where lost it ,lucky have a guy is found it ,and return back to office .If not i need to spend some money to make new .
On that period i only know i lost the the ID card .HAiYo ,idon't know when i lost it and at where lost it ,lucky have a guy is found it ,and return back to office .If not i need to spend some money to make new .
save time===>WASTE TIME
waste waste waste ...time .Now is nearly the final exam lo ,i still can more waste time than previous day .Yes, more waste time in this period ,waste time for fun ,for happy , for online ,for research the final project topic,for doing assignment but can learn from there,assignment not yet finish ,very worry.
YO !!!!! the lecturer(my supervise) say to me better summit the detail and the title of the final project seminar to given her approve between this two week .HAiz....time is not enough use i feel many thing to do,many thing to do .....
feel many thing to do ,i more will waste time don't know why ?? i feel likes to went out spend all the time ,are me too stress or are me to need to fun ,are me too relax.Haiz...i found this week i spend many for eating ,Are me became big eater .O...O .... 1 day eating so many time ,normal eating will 3 meal ,now 5 or 6 meal ....For Sunday 1 night went out for 3 time .3 time went out 3 time meal just for a night .
O ... my god ..i need to stop stop ...eating ,stopping waste time .stopping too relax ,stopping too stress. Actually don't know what i am doing ?still in dreaming day.
YO !!!!! the lecturer(my supervise) say to me better summit the detail and the title of the final project seminar to given her approve between this two week .HAiz....time is not enough use i feel many thing to do,many thing to do .....
feel many thing to do ,i more will waste time don't know why ?? i feel likes to went out spend all the time ,are me too stress or are me to need to fun ,are me too relax.Haiz...i found this week i spend many for eating ,Are me became big eater .O...O .... 1 day eating so many time ,normal eating will 3 meal ,now 5 or 6 meal ....For Sunday 1 night went out for 3 time .3 time went out 3 time meal just for a night .
O ... my god ..i need to stop stop ...eating ,stopping waste time .stopping too relax ,stopping too stress. Actually don't know what i am doing ?still in dreaming day.
bigger butterfly
bigger butterfly ,i found at hostel .very bigger ,i not saw before.......very bigger .WAH ,i faster take the photo .But this foto is not very clearly because taking by phone .
NOT ALONE celebrate new year.
when i very sad or very lonely ,then will appear some people that will make me happy .at friday and saturday night i very feel lonely ,no have people are available in hostel . At last i found one friend is not going back ,she stay same floor with me ,Because she always close the door so i can see her .Finally i finish me homework and from 2.00am go to her room chat until mid night 4.00am .
Then next day another one friend ( my room mate friend)call me ,and coming to my room .Finally decide go to watch movie ,What!!!! ,we no have booking ticket how can get it at that periob ,i say sure can't get it .Then we decide going to try ,For my opinion sure can't buy the ticket because now already is 10.50 pm ,many people is booking the ticket o.....
we very crazy and blur blur don't know what happen and suddenly appear at KLCC there ,then we going to the entry door ,all the entry door are block ,o.....how ...how ...i wanted to go in ,but can't go in .Finally say go back la....actually we not decide to see the fire work ,but still have least than one hour the new year are starting ,just go to walk walk and stand there see the firework
lo.
very pack when walking ,very pack。。。 .very hot find a best place .HUH !KLCC many (外劳)foreign labour.Why i will appear at there ,i feel like very blur ....so many people ,all is shouted ,but very few spray At mid night heard the fire work sound but can't see the firework ,we talk to which other change place lo...but many people very pack so better stand here ,if can't see then just like this lo.Finally the place is the best location ..yes best location the firework is see clearly and the image is like dropped to our head ,very nice ,and happy o.....but no taking the photo.
At klcc there ,the celebration environment are not so happy ,After finish firework, spray a litter bit ,environment is quietness.All is prepared to going back and other place ,that time very pack .very pack .BE CAREFUL THE PICK POCKET,my friend the pocket zip is opening by people when we in the walking ,at last she see at the people and the people hand are move oFF,On.thepack environments ,i very regret .walking without see the road .very funny thing is my friend going to rammed the pillar ,but just is the plastics one that put in the middle road .Then the smelly sweat making me 1 to vomit .Two of us very Funny at there
we need to hold each other when pack .Saying LRT close the entry door,just given some people by people enter .we pack at there and pinch and pinch .Pinch for 3 or 4 times at last can
enter the LRT Station .OMG ...the situation like ( 逃难)to be refuge .Finally
safely came back .
happy new year ........BYe 2006.
Then next day another one friend ( my room mate friend)call me ,and coming to my room .Finally decide go to watch movie ,What!!!! ,we no have booking ticket how can get it at that periob ,i say sure can't get it .Then we decide going to try ,For my opinion sure can't buy the ticket because now already is 10.50 pm ,many people is booking the ticket o.....
we very crazy and blur blur don't know what happen and suddenly appear at KLCC there ,then we going to the entry door ,all the entry door are block ,o.....how ...how ...i wanted to go in ,but can't go in .Finally say go back la....actually we not decide to see the fire work ,but still have least than one hour the new year are starting ,just go to walk walk and stand there see the firework
lo.
very pack when walking ,very pack。。。 .very hot find a best place .HUH !KLCC many (外劳)foreign labour.Why i will appear at there ,i feel like very blur ....so many people ,all is shouted ,but very few spray At mid night heard the fire work sound but can't see the firework ,we talk to which other change place lo...but many people very pack so better stand here ,if can't see then just like this lo.Finally the place is the best location ..yes best location the firework is see clearly and the image is like dropped to our head ,very nice ,and happy o.....but no taking the photo.
At klcc there ,the celebration environment are not so happy ,After finish firework, spray a litter bit ,environment is quietness.All is prepared to going back and other place ,that time very pack .very pack .BE CAREFUL THE PICK POCKET,my friend the pocket zip is opening by people when we in the walking ,at last she see at the people and the people hand are move oFF,On.thepack environments ,i very regret .walking without see the road .very funny thing is my friend going to rammed the pillar ,but just is the plastics one that put in the middle road .Then the smelly sweat making me 1 to vomit .Two of us very Funny at there
we need to hold each other when pack .Saying LRT close the entry door,just given some people by people enter .we pack at there and pinch and pinch .Pinch for 3 or 4 times at last can
enter the LRT Station .OMG ...the situation like ( 逃难)to be refuge .Finally
safely came back .
happy new year ........BYe 2006.
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