life consists of moment

不能住了

2008-07-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

自从我搬回来巴生住越来越感觉到不耐烦了，天天上班都是塞车，好好的不知近来在这儿要建几条大道结果就是塞车。我天天8.30am上班前后都要前一小时出门。有时又不知怎样的塞了9.15am 才到办公室，huh ...从我家道巴生区只要十分钟罢了，我阵阵花了那么多时间，车油。。。。真的暴血管！！！

看看报纸发现吗？上两个星期了，这里(直落玻璃)发生命案。恐怖！！！恐怖！！！越来越感觉没安全感了。我这里是那么的危险。。。。我害怕得感觉到生命那么的容易失去。

my new mobile phone

2008-07-20T23:09:00.009+08:00

2 megapixel camera ==> 2.5 x digital zoom function .The picture result is good ,but one thing bad is when taking phone ,need to press the 'yes' key in the phone center(the circle ) .this design is very troublesome .
Comparing other mobile ,It design in beside the body mobile for pressing to taking photo .While the beside having the button key but for zoom and for volume high or low .

keypad is beautiful , stylish, unique .i likes this....

z770i.......easy access Web it can surf web straightforward .

o...o....happy ...i already have new mobile ...one thing be careful the month credit for your phone lo ...

experience in life

2008-05-21T21:07:00.003+08:00

first times ,When I was in my hostel , there is a tremor that shock me in room,i feel that tremor and I was still sleeping in unbelieved got eartquake in Malaysia and none people are wake up .

second time ,there is a tremor that shock me in living room,when in morning i sat on the sofa ,i feel tremor ,i told my mom ,she still joke with me that dun be silly, Malaysia dun have eartquake...So the next day, news reported tremor feel in Malaysia ..is in jakarta having earquake .

third times,there is a tremor that shock me in house bedroom,whole family is sleep like pig ,in yesterday (20/5/08) 10.30PM are feel tremor happening in my house in klang .Ya .......i ran to my mom room and told having tremor ,but all is sleeping like simple answer me dun be silly,u are scare your self only .....eh ...eh....

next day ..................................................
Today again, Malaysia been reported in national TV for being feeling the earthquake tremor.ah ...ah ...is in sumatera having 6.1 earquake .

if the tremor happened i will first get know in family because i am the person when having ab normal environment i will headache and vomit .although sat in car for long journey .

新生活

2008-04-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

这份工作上没压力，轻轻松松的每一天的做几件事就等放工。下星期senior 就放假了，我handle 的东西大概熟悉了，有些事务是意料不到的，有点担心，有些的东西没经过pactical是很难搞，感觉上亲手示范才记得。

薪水方面不是很高也不是很低麻，但天天 5.05PM 就放工了。等放工的人不是我啦，是我前桌的那位美女。。。哈哈五时正就对我说放工了，就在昨天我对她说‘你很爱放工哦，你好开心天天等放工啊！ ’做工人士是那么想放工的，看看我的感觉很不想吧！公司是在5.05 pm 就报告放工了，全公司的人就在那时离开，门上锁了。第一天上班原来这家公司是没OT的。。。。。我公司看起来是那么的先进，在klang 可算security system ,phone system ,pc system,和working system可和kl 公司比。

什么都好可是有件事是我不愉快的，我公司冷气那么的热。。。不是冷气机坏而是几个怕冷导致我快热死了。。。。。想想冷气机把它调制到26 度。。。我快热死了结果就这样另一个就把它调20度，还没冷就放工了。第二天，怕冷的又冷得好讨厌的样子又调回。。。。我热。。但不想调制，几个冷几个热搞得脸黑黑的。我只能讨厌怕冷的人，难道穿外套还是怕冷吗？既是大家让步23度的调职也ok 吧？

薪水

2008-03-26T22:27:00.005+08:00

哈哈哈。。。时间过得快，再几天就是出薪水的时候了。
这时候想要买什么好，我好久以前想想，我家是那么的...什么都没。。。
好多东西哦。。。。一步一步的买。

三个月后一定买个sony ericsson Z610i 或 z555i .目前要等z555i 的出现看看是怎样的价钱和功能。和610比较功能是555 少了蛮多.

上办了

2008-03-17T23:01:00.001+08:00

不知是幸运还是不幸运，可说一件事是好不幸运的。既然发生了也没办法了只能接受。

幸运的是我上办了，哈哈。。。工作上比学业还轻松多了。这间公司还是蛮大的。虽然不是像KL 的大公司，但还是大过我之前PART TIME 公司，大多了，薪水还多过我之前第一间的两倍，第二间的三倍。不过还没两千，给家用，供车期，自己用大概都没了。

哈哈。。。还有的是下午3. 00PM 会有个清理工人准备下午茶放在各人的桌上。大家可以享用。。。em..

结下来在两个月后，senior 会放长假了，那时会忙还可能自己‘拾生’不能搞定都是要可以呢。好怕！！

好不开心的一天

2008-01-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

昨天好倒霉哦。。。。我从来没遇过那么样的男人，‘请男人注意‘请对女生有风度点咯’’。昨天发生了两件事。

一，昨天就是这样在路旁遇上个赶时间的男人，他是个有学问的人[讲师]因为我得到了的士而他赶时间就是这样顺路和他同辆的士到学校，而我是要到宿舍，那知在他谈话是他对我说 ‘ 你可以走路到宿舍吗’。哇。。。为何我要走路呢？赶时间的是他，而那的士是现到校园的。。。。

二，就是搭的士。。你知啦KL 的士是那么‘巴百’骄傲。近近不载。。。少钱不载。。。多人赚不多不载。也是在昨天我被赶‘我不载你’。说不载了还不知为什么开车，几怕他不知载我到那？我就好气，打发雷电的大喊一声‘停车不用载’就是这样幸好停了车让我下了。好啦。。。越写越气，应该消气了咯。再几次应该不会再搭的士了。

好不开心时又给老师问了个我好难答的话题。。她说我为什么是那种不能专心的人，可能她担心我了。问我到底我不能专心是在想什么。原因？？？令到她都有点伤心，我也是有点伤心。。。答案。。。？？

哈哈。。。blur queen 其中一位班上同学称呼，我简直是blur 吗，有时真的要blur 才能blur 得开心。。奇奇也是个好听的名哦。。。哈哈记得记得我喔。。hehehe....

01/01/08

2008-01-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

在星期三晚，就是31/12/07 。又是那种不知不觉的或是临时决定的计划，就是这样
的很快就上了云顶去了。没什么准备，没什么计划就到了云顶了‘ 冻死O...'。去
年也是这样的到了KLCC 去，那知那儿好多外劳。。。不是好开心的度过，但也是留
个回忆。

今年好开心的回忆哦，上了云顶就是流浪。然后就看到有举办演唱会及countdown
，那时就集到最前看，因为我矮所以最前我简直是给人遮了。也算是很靠近台但没
机会和明星握手，好失望啊。哈哈哈。。。想不出我的傻样子是怎样的吧，给人笑
超级歌迷。

好开心的到外看烟花，好美得烟花也是第一次在云顶看呢。好开心哦。。。然后就
在外逗留到清晨了，在花园里冷。。冷。。。两个傻人就是在谈天在‘冷’在笑在
冷。。。。

感觉是那么的开心。。。。希望还有这机会哦。

谋生的世界

2007-10-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

我越来越多感觉对这世界好谋生了，不知为什么感觉这样，这是我的问题吧？不知不觉我好像对大家好谋生。

星期二晚，我哭了，于是跑到山坡有个美的风景就在那儿，我哭了好严重就算是够丑也是忍不住一定的哭了，可说我是个哭包啦。。。真的是我好爱哭。。。。好爱哭的哭包。

在那时我真的不知要打个电话给谁，感觉对这好谋生。。。好谋生。到底在伤心时应找。。亲人？朋友？好朋友？从手机里的号码我选不出。。。。。。我真的选不出应找谁。

love to blog

2007-05-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

today may last day to blog ......huh ...i am the 1 don't like blogging .why i will love to blog .

i need to stop it because finally i realize something .i hate"share ",creating story i hate ,So that sharing something i hate .told the true thing i most hate .Most most hate is this a website .Most and most hate why i share my life in blog .

when i love to blog, i will stop it as well ..........because i am this type of people.So is time to stop.

finally i realize ,i visit a person blog 'love to blog 'why she so love blog ,because blog recording the daily happening,sharing knowledge ,everyday siting infront PC wrote and wrote,wrote for sharing and satisfied .Blog like so powerful ?

'sharing ','wrote and wrote',finally i realize..........i hate .Because i can't sharing my daily happening in whole world .So the time for me to stop.

thank Coming to my page .Bye bye .

:D i will be visitor lo ,given comment to all i viewing blog . i will go through .......heihei

晕(faint)

2007-05-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

病了，晕得飘阿飘
sick liao,faint like float at air

holiday

2007-05-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

huh.... this holiday just busy of final project ,doing seminar .So busy ..........

now need to doing the seminar and catch up .Hurry !!!!!

鬼？？

2007-05-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

昨晚下起大雨，半夜里不停的打雷。在一个黑暗中的半夜三更，一人在房里把被单盖的紧紧，密密。好害怕噢。。。。。那时立刻醒来开个灯把房子照亮,不然有点害怕的感觉。

之前那房间不是我的，然后当事人有点不顺的感觉不适合住就对换咯。

以前的我并不害怕(几年前)，而什么事没发生但经过前一天晚上,躺在床上感觉点。。。。(吓！！)(我不信)可能自己吓自己了，所以有点害怕的感觉。

我的家不会有鬼吧！！！！？？
我不信。。。。所谓自己吓自己了，嗨。

倒霉

2007-05-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

是不是真的真的倒霉，我不相信有倒霉的事，一直我认为倒霉只是个人的疏忽，人的性格导致的，但现在令我不得不信真的会倒霉

我全家上下都倒霉了，初初是我的倒霉，然后朋友,现在我家里的倒霉也太多了，是我开始带来的吗？huh！！！我不出门，乖乖呆在家里结果。。。。

我妈妈既然在母亲节那天早上摔倒在公路，幸好还没什么事只是擦伤。

我爸爸又发生工人不干了，我爸爸工人只是请来帮帮他作生意，他既然在这时候想不干了。。。。我爸难过了。

最难过是我弟弟啦，可能他会很很很难过的，因为他没尝试过这种事。果然那么倒霉，不顺利。这次是他的第一次经历过的。他既然不知什么理由可以经历到一张考卷不及格。他一向都是好成绩的噢，

真是不断事情发生又发生。。。。haiz....倒霉,倒霉

unlucky day III

2007-05-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

haiz ....continue unlucky , really finish hapenning to my ,really all happen to me liao,but now still continue bring the bad luck to my closing people .very sad ,me like 'sao ba xing ' ('devil women')

that no my false la ,because don't know it is really happen in the periob ,no people is wanted that happen ,so she no angry to me .i and she really cause a no serious accident.is she unlucky or me cause her unlucky .

second case , i and her going to the gym center then the counter people are no saying that they doing maintainence so that we register going to the room however the room are on painting ,strong smell ,haiz .....cancel the session la.just this we can't doing anything liao waste time to return .

e.....angry ....is my appearing making all situation became unlucky and can't success .

PC...PC

2007-05-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

i no think too fast need to reformat pc ......pc..... ah ......pc..... ah....... very busy o.

Right now doing what,just having time sit infront computer to reinstall all the software .

unlucky day II

2007-05-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

i don't know how to describe my feeling .why i often meet obstacle .i very scare to fall down again ,i really scare fall down ,because may be i can't stand up any more .today i no smooth on doing my work i feel very bad .very hurt .very hurt .i really crying because of fall down , and

next case is a bad day ,my pc i suppose format on this few week ,but the pc also want bully me ,OMG the day such as change a black cloud ,the screen is black and having two sentence on screen ,ok ok ,i repair it ,and move out the folder i need to use and reformat PC .

huh......yesterday meet a car that suddenly cut to infront me car ,then became the slow motion car because the car will broke down after cut off my car ,........hahahah wat ah ,in highway o... still cut to the high speed line ,the car is less petrol or broke 'please don't move to the speed lane la ".

OMG ,my car hon by other people then a while my car still can't move out to other lane ,really angry o.....at highway drive in 30KM/hour . 'SUI ' very scare the behind car crash on .

危险

2007-04-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

这个星期里天天都有我校园的报道，有点感觉危险。出了名危险地区和犯案地区。嗨！！！校园名誉给这些败类搞得那么受损(名誉扫地)。

你终于回到我身边了

2007-04-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

好开心啊，凡事什么都有出路的。。。。我信了点啦，昨天让我担心了我的心爱的pen drive ，也是我买不久的东西呢，那样就弄掉了好心痛。我就联络了我的老师，是否掉落在她办公室的范围，嗨还好现在她那儿了，好开心啊，它终于回到我身边了。谢天谢地。。。。。。

very happy lo ....because yesterday lose pen drive ,today found back liao .Huh ...i careless dropping the pen drive at my lecturer office room ,lucky i inform her to find it .finally found the pen drive .now with her ,happy o ,not need to buy a new ,because i very sad of it is new bought .Finaly came back to me liao ......happy happy ....

forgetful person ........haiz,let me worries whole day ,very sad ,very hurt .

倒霉连接来(a bad day)

2007-04-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

今天够倒霉了，倒霉啊！！！我今天好不开心，好不开心。为什么呢？想不出理由为什么连接的倒霉是发生在我身上。噢，一大早就开始发生了，第一就是'po kai' 摔倒。接下我的pen drive 不见了，好心疼啊！我的pen drive啊。。。我的pen drive。如果没见到的话那我的资料少许不见了，也是要浪费金钱来买过。嗯！！！PC FAIR 也过了需买贵东西了。好想哭也，好想哭。。。。天啊！！！那知我没喊天阿！！我收到了个消息，我当了提身鬼，帮人吃死猫。那时真的好想哭。一个case 还不没什么气，那知又问问结果我是个笨人才吃了两只死猫。HO..ooo :"( 我好想流眼泪了，在我伤心时又来了个'po kai' 摔倒，好气啊！我忍，到了傍晚，我爸骑摩托载我，结果ping bang 的下了大雨，淋得像落汤鸡，才走向两排屋然后就转了回来，想象几大滴的雨从天上掉下来。只是几分钟就变落汤鸡了，难为我爸跟着我倒霉。天啊玩够了吗？好倒霉啊！啊！嗯！！！！！！啊！！！！！！我哭了。。。。

我没试过摔倒得那么要紧，两支腿的膝盖黑青了。

today too unluck ......too unlucky ,many problem happening to me .fall down
,lose the pen drive ,(eat two die cat)haiz.....very hurt that not my false
also related to me .again fall down at street ,then raining and wet whole body .

this is the picture how pain and how hurt thah i fall down .

yeah

2007-04-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

yeah more relax .... ok now day i less online liao so few writing blog .i think my blog is no special and nice la .haiz ,don't know wat to write o.........

em........i getting fat ,so now are on keep fit planning ,hahahaha fail planning 1 .Planning 1 is how?morning eating some breakfast ,afternoon no ate or just fruit only then night just a dinner .

heihei .....a few day fail .why because just yesterday i am eating many many thing ,OMG ......fail la ,for me is the person likes to eating ,i can't stop eating o.....yesterday i eating what dinner? u sure scary 6 type of thing on a night,such as dinner rice ,later carrot juicy ,then late a bit bao ,popiah then again mamak stall carrot juicy and mee hoon .

are i having problem ?very sad? i don't thik so ........myself also don't know ,eating still not full .hahhaha just like jail came out .heihei ......

haiz ,plan the plan B la..............

i very angry liao

2007-04-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

last few week i am very angry ,i am asking he going to the side to eating if not i will many house work to do .Any time i am asking, he will accept but this time he is so emotional pushing me .i really very angry ,very angry ,getting the 'rotan ' at my house beating him ,beating few times to he leg and hand . i very sorry about it ,but that is i am teaching he don't like this ,no all the situation is allow him doing he like's .

he is my mom take care children at my house,no a children la ,he is adult but having the Down syndrome .that i very hate is at he house ,he family can't teaching he properly ,doing what he like ,then at my house we teaching he ,scold him ,so at my house is disciple person ,at house just a naughty person .alway fright and beating people ,so that i really angry because he habit will having in my house when he at my house ,that wise the habit will make him reject our asking so just we can using scolding to him Some time fright with me ,brother because he need wat he wan .

i suppose no need angry ,but why i so care him ,haiz.......very sympathy this family .i don't 1 doing such this time ,alway scold he .if he angry beating people ,that i only beating him back .

really don't 1 to take care him at my house ,but think of it no people are wanted to care him .

whose is me

2007-04-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

may be i so good person ,may be i so care of people but who care to me ?aAlway i feel no 1 is care about me ,it one day i am die ,are people on the world cry for me ,i think that are not ,i don't know why have this feeling .i feel i am alone .

刺激刺激

2007-04-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

这两个星期里去上课好累又刺激，从九点钟早上开始上，至到五点钟结束，只是休息了一小时。这个课是原本开班给IT 学生们所以我就加入了。嘿嘿。。。。

this two week going to attend class,actually the class is for IT student,the class start from 9 am to 5 pm that was very tired and challenging.

两个星期里，在做coding 是够刺激啦，嗨！！！上课又作练习，加加差不多三小时是上课其余就打code了。手指在keyboard上批批啪啪，课室里的keyboard好硬，可以说是紧需要大力的按下才能吸收到。嗨！！！眼睛对着电脑都差不多模糊了，结果给我自己舒服就发大字体。“哇！好大” 。嘿嘿！边作边感觉好刺激，快快把它完成好。还好还能交货，刺激刺激。
7 hour ,amost 3 hour use to teach then other is doing program coding .the finger are on the keyboard 'pi pi ba ba' eye became blur,these wise i make the fond size bigger ."so big the font say by other " .very challenging the coding .heihei finally on the spot finish it .

终于上完了，yeah 。。。。学到好多，不错对自己好满意，em 。。自己赞高自己，脸皮厚。其实不够稳，不过还可加油。

其实一直都是外好(科技)，里不好(programming),到时候换了。希望成功。。。的确日后有可能be programmer 吗所以努力lo？

失望

2007-04-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

我今天终于知道答案了，我的泪水真的快要流下来了。眼睛里亮晶晶的因为已给泪水装满在眼里还没流下罢了。

有点伤心和失望，我事实是试试他那知我一直都不信他是那种人，终于给我看出他的真面目了。。。为什么他这样的对我呢？不是我的错，他不原谅我就算了。相隔了那么久，想不到他是那么的小气。一直以来都是假样子，有说有笑。全都是假的。这令到我好伤心，从来都没遇过小气男子，怀恨在心的人，我绝对不想和这种人交朋友了。

第二，也是差不多啦，嗨。。。。。。
男子。。。。。嗨，这不是小气只是不知他为什么劈开我，他对我一声不言，见我就眼神怪怪的看我。为何不能像以前那样的。。。。嗨，别和我说‘恨我’。。。要不然‘爱我’ 。失望啊！！我遇到的男子从来不是这样的，我接近的男子不是这样的。

女人，我有点不想和女人交朋友，总是和女人在一起是很不愉快。在我身边只有几个女生朋友就够了。一直以来都是会起冲突，因为女人都不了解女人真的有点发火。而男人呢，却可安慰我，听我的故事，了解我的出境，遇到事有时伸手的帮。女人只是说‘多余‘，遇到困难不伸手的帮，而我需帮她们吗。。。我会帮

原来人都是那么的假样子。为什么我总是遇到这种人呢？