too tired until sick

this period i am so busy ,very tired doing my own business.run here run there ,Home often leaved .What i doing ,why so busy so tired ?I really 1 to faint.

yesterday have some free time then went to watch a movie (mr Bean holiday ),huh ....enjoy ,and this movie is funny ,laugh and laugh .after that ,we went to night market ,when walk feel too tired really 1 fainted ,too fainted .Buying some supper faster went back and sleep .

Midnight meet friend an hour then continue sleep. that is normal thing ,because we alway meet at midnight ,very nice friend just call just appear in front me .( is true human la , don't think the scary thing ah),that good if any problem such as no happy ,alone just can appear infront me after call.

eM...At early morning can't wake up ........and feel throat is dry ,and headache .O.....feel some fever .I am SICK ........

对着我会给你气得怎样

HUH,我不懂这么作人啊!凡事都会好笑,不然出丑,又不然就气死人。我改也是这样的我,看来我还是不能想好好才问问,又不能听好好忠实要人重复又重复。今天我不知会不会搞到今天所见的讲师气死吗?不是的话就是晕啊。对着我这种人,真的会忍不住的大发雷电吧,还好他们没有什么发雷电,只是重复又重复。。。。教得有点气了。

一道问题解释了好清楚了,过后问回我时,结果答不出,讲师重复第一次只记得两个重点,然后又反复第二次又记多一个重点。。。。几时我才能完全的记着,其实note里都有了重点但看不到,结果讲师又指这“这是什么”。只是一道问题讲师就重复好多次,用了差不多半小时多了(这是解释note而已).好啦来到了说作业,又是同道理的和用回已经解释好清楚的重点来解决,但又来给讲师重复。


去遇第二个讲师,结果叫我找出问题来问他。哦。。。找问题啊!他看着我样子说问啦什么都可以问的。。。我就答他“问啊,可能我会问个好愚笨的问题(stupid question)的哦”。他就回我:你问了吗?那知自己会问愚笨的问题(stupid question)呢?我不懂要怎么问,问什么,只好找出所有不会的的来问啦。。。。。问了又问,结果出现了好笑,出丑得问题了。。。。他也好笑得对我说“我有教过吗(其实没在课目里)”?“这时什么,答案是这个啦。”嗨!!!看来我是问愚笨的问题(stupid question)的LO 。

不可回头走

其实辅导没答案的。。。如果自己没方向根本也没解决到。辅导员只是一直指导怎样走向认识自己,面对自己。

可是如果面对不到呢? 一直走着,又停了。一直走着,又停了。可是一直没回头转,现在就回头走了,因为面对自己就知道自己是那么的深深的疤痕留着,永远的留着。疤痕就是疤痕。


不可回头走啊!!!需要忘掉以前的自己。All the pass thing happenning not my business

辅导是什么呢?

一向来,大家都不想自动找辅导员,也表示如果见了也就是个好有问题的人。其实辅导是什么呢?

如果有专业训练那就懂得是怎样的过程。我从朋友里一直听辅导员的练习方式,因为他们就是未来的辅导员。首先大家都认为是好大问题,还有就是如果找上辅导员那一见到面就签个合约。。。。这就令人好不能接受了。那分合约只是说明辅导员不回透露事情,直到发生自杀事。

在社会上都认定是为别人解决大问题,逻辑的分析,一种让你说心事的地方。其实不是。。。

辅导是帮助一个人自助 ,只是一个协助对方认识自己,接纳自己,进而欣赏自己,一致可以克服成长的障碍。充分发挥个人的潜能。它只是个过程,一位受过专业训练的辅导员,致力与当事人建立具治疗功能的关系,协助对方认识自己。辅导不是同情,不是为别人解决问题。

cab driver and passenger

today a person and my friend is getting the taxi back home after dinner .first get in the cab then the car have a very strong smell,for the passenger he can't accept the smell thing or very strong perfume so that he turn on the window a bit .Here is the funny conversation cab driver and passenger .............

cab driver: mengapa buka cermin ,tutupkan kalau tidak akan sangat panas .(why u turn on the window please turn off because car will hot and the air-cont will not cold.)

passenger : kerana kereta awak ada bau busuk ,sangat busuk la .(because yr car is smelly)

cab driver :awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?
saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)

passenger :(in heart 'my god') hehehe pandan leaves .......this driver is so funny

pessenger see around ,em .....o have the pandan leaves but the leaves almost is faded .then they no say any thing ,just smile and laugh because putting the pandan leaved so many until the car so scent ,and passenger are saying so smelly .hehehehe.

funny conversation ---->awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)

why happy why sad

why people can sad .......... 'having sad moment only know the meaning of happy ',are this phase is true .whole life of one person no will without the sad feeling happenning. why? because they is human.

Some people saying to me ,the happy feeling are short moment only after a period then again sad feeling coming .why ?because we are human .

why feeling is appearing in our life ,feeling will hurt which other ,also will injure our heart .

Human need to go through all this thing ,so every thing need to accept it .This is cycle of life ,

what point of life

when i to sad ,i will think what point to live ,why need to live in this world ........... "life-purpose"at where .......?????

my life really no have any point ,no have any success thing ,no have life purpose .just a suffer ,suffering .............HELP ME !!!!

"suffering also need to eat rice "
"timeless also need to doing until success"
"sad also need to smile "
"cry also need to wear mask"
"hated also need to friendly"
"no money need to be like a rich person"

BE A PERSON ON WORLD ALWAY NEED TO WEARING THE MASK .WHAT PURPOSE OF LIFE ?

why happen to me

嗨。。。好久都没写写了忙到人影都不能看见,最近好忙。好可怜的我,好累。最近大家好吗?

我不懂忙什么的,忙啊忙可是也是好像没作出什么东东来,也许好多的时间是忙着作无聊的东西或发呆吧?

最近也是好生气,又好像暴躁的样子因为这几个星期来都是一直给人家用好神奇的眼神望我,比如说:某次到了个地方,他简直张大眼睛的望着我,又好惊讶的样子。我一直猜测他是不是认识我呢?我不知是不是从前是认识他的?还是我从来都不认识他的,不但只是他还有好多人也是这样的望我。好惊讶的样子。。。。到底我是怎样了。我真的不知怎样,没理由无缘无故的和他说Hi 。就由他啦。好了又另一个,骑着摩托又载着朋友然后见到我走向朋友车是他们又是的看着我然后我就向她们的方向看回他们然后微笑,他们也对着我微笑了。到底为什么。。。。搞得我好像是失意的人哦。到底我认识他人meh .还是我改变我的造型,完全不同的一个人了。还是我漂亮了。。。嘿嘿

噢。。。噢。。。。我桃花源到了


hi ...long period is no write blog ,because i am busy .Very pity ah .... very tired .

don't know what am i busy ,busy ...busy but no doing any successful thing ,just life in useless .

em...don't why i very hate ...hate ...why happen to me .why many people is looking at me with unusual action ,abnormal eye contact.Are me know them last time ? My god...why .....why ......is because i changed my style of dressing and hair ?Or me pretty liao hehe......

没人信我

er...er....好可怕哦。地震也影响到马来西亚,迟迟可能到了这里也!!!

昨天中午我在房里用电脑是发现我整个人摇摇的好像晕的情况但我感觉不是啊所以就摇摇椅子,但还是摇摇的地板。然后我就快快的跑到楼梯里坐坐,于是感觉是屋子摇喔,就赶快和我妈说啦:地震啊。。。。。那知大家不信我,刚好我爸回来了但没人信我。算了,又给大家说我没用又晕了啦,船,车,香水,什么东东都能晕的,所以认定我可能是热气了搞到我(人)也晕了。整天里给大家说我 没用啦,什么东东都不准吃了因为热气。何!!!生气也,大家不信我。今天新闻说啦才来说这话题。。。这话题。。。。讨厌不信我,如果真的大地震那逃得了吗???

农历新年过了

昨天就是农历新年的最后一天了.Em ....今年的新年好开心。。。好快乐的过,嘿嘿,还好啦节目多多。加上今年的新年的日子也在我生日的日子里,好开心哦。回忆里今年的新年还好快乐的,在我舅舅家里聚餐好开心麻,三大家庭聚在一起真的开心,聚餐时也感觉很好吃的食物,也许太多人了吧。唠生麻,哈哈那余生给我们弄得整桌都是,还站到椅子上捞到高高的,意识就是越高越好,什么都顺利。。。。

昨天就去了看文化节目‘庆祝元宵节’。然后就去到巴生港口里去看抛甘。还有的另个地方就是要去pulau ketam (吉坦岛)的码头那儿给人搭船到海中抛甘呢。嗨!!虽然买的票是慈善的但我没搭船到海中啦,太晕了我这个没用的家伙真的什么都不能啦,我一边走向那条桥还没买票,还没望到船呢就感觉好晕了,好晕了。也许我走那桥看了海上的水在摇动吧,大家叫我不看了,那知我晕了。。。。

这样就农历新年过了。