寂静的夜晚

在这寂静的夜晚,我独自一个人躺在床上,正想着近来的压力,家庭压力,学业压力,考试压力,人际关系等等真的令我喘不过起来了.自从我有了这部落格,也开始乱写爱情故事的习惯,那我以前的我经常躲在房里哭来发泄的方式就改变了.现在每当心情一不佳是,就来到这里写写爱情故事啦.发现有是一天里可写出两三个post.

Poor English

This English is poor than I write before or not? All reader can give comment at overall English that I write.

Writing also need to compare with my mood, if not my writing will be rubbish. Sometime read back that I feel it worst than before post. According to some people they say some sentences is can’t know/find the meaning .o….o…..that worst than before ?i need to improve it .

through here I can learn my language ,especially English .i can improve better through writing.so some time I will writing in English ,or translate the Chinese to English..so at here is Chinese and English word is writing in two way . i find that it is no fair if I just write Chinese ,some one who is don’t know the Chinese language so in other way I just write in two language .hope all reader will understand.

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又是我的错,又是我的不对,为什么每个人都不查清楚才拐人呢?又相骂了拿我来出气?又拿我来出气,当我什么东西来出气....好累了,天天都听得到骂人的声,天天都喊"静","够了".我好气他们拿我来出气,一不帮手就被骂了,太过忙不来就拿我来出气了,什么都是我,什么都是我,好累...我牺牲我,我由他们骂,我给他们骂,谁要骂人就骂我好了(失望,失落).希望世界清静一点啊.这不是我家庭背景不好而是因为我妈太爱我们了喜欢blah...blah...什么小事就被骂了一顿.我这傻瓜,这傻婆..人在吵架而我折在笑.,二十年了天天吵架,纱花窗.我不哈哈哈笑还能怎样呢?只是别采到我就好.从中学,小学,college都是一样的.又相骂了,又吵架了,我又要站那一边呢?为什么又令我为难呢?吵架时,分了两派了,好好一班好朋友分了两派我又要站/帮那一组呢?又令我为难了.


我好想离家..........,压力人人都有的,是看谁能够接受到那个地步,我是好幸福但我不想这样的情况我实在不能忍了,不能忍了.不是和我很密切的哎呀哥哥喜欢24小时混在外面,又去当混混.我真的明白为什么他要这样,有些人真的真的想不通,在外混得快乐就好.我是不学坏,不然我早就是混混了,感觉应该不错.

Happy moon cake festival day

Hi! Happy moon cake festival day .wah this day is my happy day on every year,when me as a children, that so happy taking the lantern with whole village children walk around the street in our village .sometime will scary by other people on road because taking the lantern in dark night .hahaha very happy ,funny .some time the lantern are burned,we fast and fast blow to put off the fire .after back to house then play game and playing candle (put at all the car park or using to cooking ,raise grass to cook that so childish ).

Now day this feeling is no more ,all children are grow up,that no more people is taking the lantern walk around our village .now day children are more high-tech they using the electrical lantern and they independent ,no will mix with other child playing at night on road .this festival is one year and one year more quiet at our village already .

Holiday 2

Hi ,many day are not writing .now is my college holiday ,so that I am free .At home just eat and eat ,sleep and sleep ,study and study ,walk and walk ,dream and dream.Now is started puasa ,1 month more will be hari raya and deepavali lo.So fast 1 year already .That is the time,enjoy the malay food ,this is I waiting day hahhaaha I like the kuih bahulu,muruku,biscuit and so on.