越来越差

我不敢看我的成绩了,发觉越来越差了,越读越死了。。。
好想回阿。。。。好累。。。不想面对功课了。

i very scary to see my result ,i doing very bad why i will doing too too bad now day o....reading more like became more worst .

i want to going back as soon as possible ...............very tired .......i don't want see the book liao.

exam

Haiz ...i exam is too ...tooo bad .some time feel very sad why doing doing to much, not will good result .Some time the answer i writing for many on booklet the result still FAIL ,after writing answer on many page ,many booklet getting fail result that is too sad la .....

feel back i doing all and i know how to doing ,and need to writing a answer for so long for getting 10mark for each question , the result is too lower.HAiz.... think about how sad ....i was ,writing so much for wat ,so... better like some people they not apply too many hard and hardworking ,hard and hard thinking until the brain 1 to expore . Better happy happy every day ......

accept or don't

huh.... as i mentioned before, i get a training job ...the company accept me be at trainee .After think better don't be so stupid la,i can't just be a trainee by salary is too ....too... lower, that not enough to supply me for lunch and transport .OMG not in my expected .

anyway that so sad ,that big company ,and the company is suggest i choose what dept i like to,if not they place my in the building website and desgining website department and they EC department ,from there sure can learn a lot ,a lot .hai ......i will lost me chance liao .....if i accept i too angry with my self because of too lower salary . But think if just 1 to learn ,Don't care about all just going to learn but i still alway think getting lose more than getting davantage if lower salary given.

my lecturer last time mention ,some people is need higher salary will be using the after diploma cert to apply not using the training reason to apply ..........

haiz...1 accept or reject ..........
i think better reject....
i think better accept........
it think better accept and discuss again the salary give more ......

after exam only decide 1 or don't 1 la.The company is assign me going to work on 12 feb .......SO haiz.. after exam only think .

没睡(no sleep whole night)

哈哈。。。我又是这样了,有得开心有得玩就不用读书,睡觉,就忘了一切。在昨天7。00PM 就睡到10。3PM 醒了然后就吃掉我打包的食物,没到五分钟朋友就叫我出去吃东西,结果有得开心,有得说话就答应了。结果11。30PM 才回来。又在叽叽喳喳的说不停的。。。好回来,又另个朋友好闷,闷过度了因为我为了出去,她就没人聊了。回来了就叫了她去散步啦。。。结果散散步就坐着水沟旁聊聊然后又走去了宿舍外的停车场里坐在路中。。。。直到3。00AM,时间过得那么快。还很有精神的不用睡,读书,ONLINE [看 看 blog,给 给 留 言 , 很 好 看 写 得 有 趣 每 逢 看 人 的 blog就 要 留 个 留 言 了 ]。。。直到7。00AM对自己说:睡了不然会头痛的哦。。。就逼了自己睡3小时了。

我们那么好谈,也许我们是同一类人,喜欢笑。。。又有点傻的感觉。。。又有点可以作出人不可想象的事物让到人人说:好‘奇行(Hokkien)’(CLAZY)。其实昨天说了为什么她那么喜欢笑的,而我也是哦。。。原来我也是一样的。其实看得出麻,如果我笑笑是开心,如果笑得好好开心不正常的那时,的确是好明显很不开心吧?其实要改变笑少点。。。。。如果我不笑我就会好不开心的不说话了,我会独自的一人不说话了。笑只是个面具吧?遮盖我的不快乐,笑让自己多开心点。。。笑也是为身边的人开心麻,笑也是为人家不要为我而不开心麻?

english summary

haha ,me is like this want ,have some special,some fun ,some can happy i will go a head and not will think what have need to doing in this period,some time will forget my self also .yesterday from 7.00 pm sleep until 10.30pm wake up .After that i eating me food ,Haiz yo ...this is for supper or for dinner ? After finish ate then my friend calling "want go out for supper " hai...just after eating so i again answering ok .and went out with them ,can't finish talk then again talk at hostel after came back .ok ,just now received sms from friend saying that she are sad .then i talk with she until midnight 3.00am.this is my college life la...............
After that,i study and online (seeing blog also and leave comment). until 7.00 am already whole night lo.....i still very fresh .and false meself sleep ah ... so sleep 3 hour lo.

ok now say about the laugh ,why i like to laugh ?Actually laugh can let people happy ma ,laugh can making myself happy also .

爷爷我好开心(happy)

好久都没写华语来POST 了,哈哈都是个个说不会看华语啦?其实都是好懒写华语啦,华语还要打汉语真的麻烦。直接打了英语就好了。

今天最后一天上课了,爷爷我好开心,PRESENTATION 完了,可专心读书了。哈哈大笑的开心叫爷爷了。

这个月里是不是爱情的节日?好多爱情烦恼,爱情非闻,这个那个的爱爱爱。。。。。

好无聊的。。。

随缘吧?爱不是没爱过,啪拖不是没啪拖过,失恋不是没失恋过,拒绝人不是没拒绝过,被人拒绝不是没拒绝过 。哈哈哈,同同都是过了,爱最好痛痛快快的决绝,痛痛快快的决绝就搞得好吓死人。好吓人哦。。。。

还 有 还 有 ? 我 的 手 机 好 怪 , 哦 , 到 如 今半 个 月没 进 钱 了 还 能 message 。 嘿 嘿 。



long ago not post in Chinese language lo . haha because some people lo .Anythingla ,actually i lazy to write in Chinese because need to using the "Han yu ping ying" to assign the word ,more troublesome .

today is last day of this semester,today finally finish assignment andpresentation ,hahahaha very happy ,爷爷我好开心until scream my grandfather lo,finally can prepared the final exam well without any thing handle by me .

Are this month loving period,???very funny ,many talk about love at my environment.just yesterday i and my friend going walk at mid night then we hold hand and walk because so late scare he will lost ,if lost i will very scare ,people saw to us ,some at infont us saying :they 'pa tuo' .Wah ,making he an i so shy."fast stopping to hold hand lo ..."so shy .Again last time is with my best friend she like my sister so at mid night i and her going walk around hostel,we also halo hand , people say:they 'pa tuo" are we lesbien o... .....?????


hahahahhahahahahahahaha ,love 。。。。love。。。。LOVE......

my phone not yet reload the credit for due date but still can message until now ,so funny o.....my money left also not so much still can using also ,funny funny...

lose and found

today happening a scary thing to my life ,i again lost some thing ,the thing is i/c, my identity citizen card .Very scary of my life ,if really lost need to renew that so worst and troublesome.

i think back may be is lost at the Photostats shop ,lucky find back at the shop .

second time lose and found,i 'am a blur and not bring the brain go out person(it is alway say by people) ,just in few second then forget all the thing with me ,all is not remember.Lost some thing still don't know Just can remember i was lost something when i can't found it or happening after a few hour.

money$$ money$$

haiz... i spend this week without calculate the figure so too much spend liao.Out of my budget of week and month.Much spend for food ,snack,class fund ,fotostat fee.

hahaha.....i just fotostat the note with RM14.00 very happy save a lot of money than other ,lucky my class mate not fotostat the note for me .hahaha save about half price yeah yeah .....

lose and found

today my hostel management leaved a message :" please came to office to get back your ID card."

On that period i only know i lost the the ID card .HAiYo ,idon't know when i lost it and at where lost it ,lucky have a guy is found it ,and return back to office .If not i need to spend some money to make new .

save time===>WASTE TIME

waste waste waste ...time .Now is nearly the final exam lo ,i still can more waste time than previous day .Yes, more waste time in this period ,waste time for fun ,for happy , for online ,for research the final project topic,for doing assignment but can learn from there,assignment not yet finish ,very worry.

YO !!!!! the lecturer(my supervise) say to me better summit the detail and the title of the final project seminar to given her approve between this two week .HAiz....time is not enough use i feel many thing to do,many thing to do .....

feel many thing to do ,i more will waste time don't know why ?? i feel likes to went out spend all the time ,are me too stress or are me to need to fun ,are me too relax.Haiz...i found this week i spend many for eating ,Are me became big eater .O...O .... 1 day eating so many time ,normal eating will 3 meal ,now 5 or 6 meal ....For Sunday 1 night went out for 3 time .3 time went out 3 time meal just for a night .

O ... my god ..i need to stop stop ...eating ,stopping waste time .stopping too relax ,stopping too stress. Actually don't know what i am doing ?still in dreaming day.

bigger butterfly

bigger butterfly ,i found at hostel .very bigger ,i not saw before.......very bigger .WAH ,i faster take the photo .But this foto is not very clearly because taking by phone .







NOT ALONE celebrate new year.

when i very sad or very lonely ,then will appear some people that will make me happy .at friday and saturday night i very feel lonely ,no have people are available in hostel . At last i found one friend is not going back ,she stay same floor with me ,Because she always close the door so i can see her .Finally i finish me homework and from 2.00am go to her room chat until mid night 4.00am .

Then next day another one friend ( my room mate friend)call me ,and coming to my room .Finally decide go to watch movie ,What!!!! ,we no have booking ticket how can get it at that periob ,i say sure can't get it .Then we decide going to try ,For my opinion sure can't buy the ticket because now already is 10.50 pm ,many people is booking the ticket o.....

we very crazy and blur blur don't know what happen and suddenly appear at KLCC there ,then we going to the entry door ,all the entry door are block ,o.....how ...how ...i wanted to go in ,but can't go in .Finally say go back la....actually we not decide to see the fire work ,but still have least than one hour the new year are starting ,just go to walk walk and stand there see the firework
lo.

very pack when walking ,very pack。。。 .very hot find a best place .HUH !KLCC many (外劳)foreign labour.Why i will appear at there ,i feel like very blur ....so many people ,all is shouted ,but very few spray At mid night heard the fire work sound but can't see the firework ,we talk to which other change place lo...but many people very pack so better stand here ,if can't see then just like this lo.Finally the place is the best location ..yes best location the firework is see clearly and the image is like dropped to our head ,very nice ,and happy o.....but no taking the photo.

At klcc there ,the celebration environment are not so happy ,After finish firework, spray a litter bit ,environment is quietness.All is prepared to going back and other place ,that time very pack .very pack .BE CAREFUL THE PICK POCKET,my friend the pocket zip is opening by people when we in the walking ,at last she see at the people and the people hand are move oFF,On.thepack environments ,i very regret .walking without see the road .very funny thing is my friend going to rammed the pillar ,but just is the plastics one that put in the middle road .Then the smelly sweat making me 1 to vomit .Two of us very Funny at there

we need to hold each other when pack .Saying LRT close the entry door,just given some people by people enter .we pack at there and pinch and pinch .Pinch for 3 or 4 times at last can
enter the LRT Station .OMG ...the situation like ( 逃难)to be refuge .Finally
safely came back .

happy new year ........BYe 2006.