very very boring , today i alone ,whole day alone .How i suffer for 3day more .i very sad .very alone ,very alone .i wanted to cry .
I alone because of ,i still stay at hostel and D' all friend all neighbour all are going back to home town ,still left me .whole day no one talk to me.HO ...my feel like at oversea so hard to go back home town .like many year are stay at no familar country ,just me alone .Wanted to walk out ,but alone so i not will went out .wanted to eat but feel alone,but need to eat o....so eating slowly ,eating alone ,eating like very hard to gulp down the food .
i gulped back the tear ...........
because of lazy go back ,because of just came here 4 day ,because of busy of homework .So i don't go back .Are me making this situation for myself . very sad ....if i can't suffer i need to go back home after one more day .i very alone...very miss home ,actually i happy heard that my room mate don't go back ,but after her mon call so she go back home ,so just me alone ...alone ....
whole floor just only my room have a person .
really wanted to crying , any thing don't think it negative ,just thing positive .....busy of homework ....busy busy ....then forget about i alone .
happy new year 元旦节快乐
明天就是新的一年了，好快就一年过了。新一年，就开始新生活了，yeah 。。。今年的事，今年的伤心回忆，今年里的仇恨同同忘了，从新开始。大家如果有对任何人有恨，不爽对方，请原谅对方吧。
大家元旦节快乐
tomorrow will be new year ,so fast after one year ,day to day are move so fast .new year so need to start new life lo ...Yeah ...please forgive who angry u ,hated u .Forget all the sadness .
wish yr all happy new year .
大家元旦节快乐
tomorrow will be new year ,so fast after one year ,day to day are move so fast .new year so need to start new life lo ...Yeah ...please forgive who angry u ,hated u .Forget all the sadness .
wish yr all happy new year .
busy of home work and repairing computer
i today very very busy ....rush for assignment liao.Rush for prepared homework and exam .this two week will be very busy .
ok,say about the computer ,most of people is scary and worry about using computer .Seeing they using computer just worry about virus ,jam ,suddenly appear dark color at screen ,my files lost??? what meassage came out ....
because of few knowledge about using PC ,so that they very worry about that.why i suddenly talk computer problem,today i again repairing computer for my friend ,because her computer icon is jam when click ,because can't open the window .HAiz ..... ,if saying my room mate ,she buying new computer ,there jam ,there can't use ....at last format two time ,just new bought o..... that new computer ,that can warranty it,i don't wan handle too much .
ok ,this time i need to measure is the antivirus software ,many people is update the file for antivirus but they not set the setting ,because of no set the setting of IP address and server number to the update manage (setting location),so update are equal to no update .i found many people are no have set and straight away update ,although if can run but it still no update the file .so that no will scan the virus.
this problem i found from them PC ,when success updated antivirus files then the virus is detect in PC .Haiz .....
Please brave to using PC ,normally fresh using PC will occur many problem .i aso like that .
ok,say about the computer ,most of people is scary and worry about using computer .Seeing they using computer just worry about virus ,jam ,suddenly appear dark color at screen ,my files lost??? what meassage came out ....
because of few knowledge about using PC ,so that they very worry about that.why i suddenly talk computer problem,today i again repairing computer for my friend ,because her computer icon is jam when click ,because can't open the window .HAiz ..... ,if saying my room mate ,she buying new computer ,there jam ,there can't use ....at last format two time ,just new bought o..... that new computer ,that can warranty it,i don't wan handle too much .
ok ,this time i need to measure is the antivirus software ,many people is update the file for antivirus but they not set the setting ,because of no set the setting of IP address and server number to the update manage (setting location),so update are equal to no update .i found many people are no have set and straight away update ,although if can run but it still no update the file .so that no will scan the virus.
this problem i found from them PC ,when success updated antivirus files then the virus is detect in PC .Haiz .....
Please brave to using PC ,normally fresh using PC will occur many problem .i aso like that .
merry christmas
jingle bells... jingle bell ...jingle onthe way!
oh wat fun it is to ride a one horse open sleigh!
jingle bells... jingle bell ...jingle on the way!
oh wat fun it is to ride a one horse open sleigh!......
merry christmas...happy merry christmas
santa clous coming...
after chrismas day ,
at that day we BBQ and play until around 2 am .hahaha ,i get a present ,that is a bear with wearing the chistmas cap .
i exchange the present with my best friend ...very happy he received my present.
view photo we enjoy at BBQ .
oh wat fun it is to ride a one horse open sleigh!
jingle bells... jingle bell ...jingle on the way!
oh wat fun it is to ride a one horse open sleigh!......
merry christmas...happy merry christmas
santa clous coming...
after chrismas day ,
at that day we BBQ and play until around 2 am .hahaha ,i get a present ,that is a bear with wearing the chistmas cap .
i exchange the present with my best friend ...very happy he received my present.
view photo we enjoy at BBQ .
kajang satay
kajang satay are famous in Malaysia .evary time say want to eat satay sure think about wan to eat kajang satay . At my home town have a kajang satay branch ,but i no try before O... i no belived yesterday what i doing.
yesterday i going to kajang eating satay ,very happy atlast go there try the satay ,because of my brother are study near there so he will know the location ,i go to the main restaurant of kajang satay ,very happy very happy ,atlast try the kajang satay already.
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the satay is nice but got some smell of the smoke smell may be because using the fan to roast the satay,Using the fan that make the satay is no hot at all .one thing so different is the source ,it have one big bowl of the satay source , the big bowl source are sweet and no have chili ,then given another source is chili source only ,so that u can mix it .
when eating ,try the satay source first then next step mix the chili and try again the source ,so nice .....em....
one thing The kajang satay are no given the onion wan ,em... at my home town all the satay stall also given the big onion slice .
yeah yeah ...happy happy ...delicious.....
yesterday i going to kajang eating satay ,very happy atlast go there try the satay ,because of my brother are study near there so he will know the location ,i go to the main restaurant of kajang satay ,very happy very happy ,atlast try the kajang satay already.
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the satay is nice but got some smell of the smoke smell may be because using the fan to roast the satay,Using the fan that make the satay is no hot at all .one thing so different is the source ,it have one big bowl of the satay source , the big bowl source are sweet and no have chili ,then given another source is chili source only ,so that u can mix it .
when eating ,try the satay source first then next step mix the chili and try again the source ,so nice .....em....
one thing The kajang satay are no given the onion wan ,em... at my home town all the satay stall also given the big onion slice .
yeah yeah ...happy happy ...delicious.....
food that i buy
at thurday ,i go night market.then i saw many people are queue so long to buy the food .Wah think that are very delicious,then i also queue up .what food is that ,it is the fried crab bread .i think that delicious ,O.... after try then feel very hate .and angry ,i spend 2.08 ringgit buying the bread .When eating it contain very few crab ,can say no also ..
at my home twn the mamak stall buying the cucuk udang ,my god i can't eat at all ,why that so different ,i bought two times ,two times also is sour .like stale(basi(BM)) already.
at my home twn the mamak stall buying the cucuk udang ,my god i can't eat at all ,why that so different ,i bought two times ,two times also is sour .like stale(basi(BM)) already.
bad luck
today early wake up then go to buy breakfast ,As normal i cycle to the morning market to buy some breakfast because very near my house so i don't need to drive car lo .
as normal i cycle to morning market ,then the bicycle suddenly the Tyre jumping slight and jumping slight then i stopping to see what happen to my bicycle .,i saw it no happen to bicycle that is well ,after that i just continue cycle,suddenly one sound is coming out 'bong' ,OMG so bad luck the tyre is puncture.i walk to the bicycle shop to repair it ,because not enough money i walk back home ,then walk to there again .IN very angry and bad luck situation i feel one to cry ,walking alone ,walking with angry ,walking with early morning so bad luck feeling ,i really the tear want to drop down .
very hate ....very hate ....
as normal i cycle to morning market ,then the bicycle suddenly the Tyre jumping slight and jumping slight then i stopping to see what happen to my bicycle .,i saw it no happen to bicycle that is well ,after that i just continue cycle,suddenly one sound is coming out 'bong' ,OMG so bad luck the tyre is puncture.i walk to the bicycle shop to repair it ,because not enough money i walk back home ,then walk to there again .IN very angry and bad luck situation i feel one to cry ,walking alone ,walking with angry ,walking with early morning so bad luck feeling ,i really the tear want to drop down .
very hate ....very hate ....
why i starting writing blog???
i don't know why, i will starting writing blog.why?why? i keep asking why.i feel i very close writing blog now day 。 Haiz,actually blogging at web is whole world people can accesses to my blog and see it what i wrote .My blog at here just is my dairy and my life . For me in last time ,i write in book i feel 1 to burn the book because i very care who see my dairy(my dairy book are putting anywhere) ,although they no see the book ,but also feel very angry of it ,don't know why .i feel 1 to burn the daiRy ...really 1 to throw the dairy book if i feel someone see my dairy book.why is till can blogging at web?yes ,may be is some people are change my life . yes i also can't be like this feeling to care about who have view the book .yes ,by wrote at here, only my friend ,i lover person ,my family can know what happen about it ,by this way also can know where am i now ,oversea ,travel ,happy ,sad .
Oversea friend ,my relative will more know me ....
haiz ,i more writing in chinese than english ,that i very sorry who can't see the chinese ,yesterday i only know from my relative ,they say 'can't understand chinese so can't know what happening was now(for me blog) .O... that very sorry ,most of my relative and some friend is can't view in chinese ...ok next time i will try to writing in english .
Actually writing in english ,i can't explain very clear what i feeling and what am i doing ,because poor in english lo.most of people say :i can't understand .em ... i will improve myself .
i very happy .many people are view my blog .Thank and sorry who can't understand chinese
Oversea friend ,my relative will more know me ....
haiz ,i more writing in chinese than english ,that i very sorry who can't see the chinese ,yesterday i only know from my relative ,they say 'can't understand chinese so can't know what happening was now(for me blog) .O... that very sorry ,most of my relative and some friend is can't view in chinese ...ok next time i will try to writing in english .
Actually writing in english ,i can't explain very clear what i feeling and what am i doing ,because poor in english lo.most of people say :i can't understand .em ... i will improve myself .
i very happy .many people are view my blog .Thank and sorry who can't understand chinese
期待(can't wait for chrismas)
好期待圣诞节哦。。。。
不懂为什么几年的圣诞节那么快乐的？哈哈哈，一想到就好不期待要传到那一天。。。好开心哦。。。看了好多礼物，好多好喜欢的，我喜欢但别人喜欢吗？好难做决定。选了好久终于都买了，买了又感觉另一个还喜欢。好想买多一个给自己，送给人我所爱的，而我没有，哈哈。。。我朋友说不如全部买两份啦那我自己都拥有了。嗨那么傻吗？
今天听到同学们说圣诞节吃火鸡，嗨，还好啦，我不是基督教徒所以不用吃火鸡啦。反过来今年吃烧鸡啦。。。哈哈哈，圣诞节的节目已经PLAN 了吗？我今年吃烧鸡啦，那就是BBQ 。好期待，好开心。。为什么那么开心的。
另一方，好想。。。。。
i can't wait for christmas day ,i very happy ....very happy when think about christmas .why this year so happy waiting for chrismas day ?i saw many present are available at shopping center .many gift i like it ,finally i bought gift already .But at the end feel 1 to buy for myself ,all gift are so nice
Chrismas day eat turkey ,very funny .i not yet eat a big turkey .May be see have restaurant will produce this menu ? this year not will eat turkey la ,just eat chicken la .haha .
不懂为什么几年的圣诞节那么快乐的？哈哈哈，一想到就好不期待要传到那一天。。。好开心哦。。。看了好多礼物，好多好喜欢的，我喜欢但别人喜欢吗？好难做决定。选了好久终于都买了，买了又感觉另一个还喜欢。好想买多一个给自己，送给人我所爱的，而我没有，哈哈。。。我朋友说不如全部买两份啦那我自己都拥有了。嗨那么傻吗？
今天听到同学们说圣诞节吃火鸡，嗨，还好啦，我不是基督教徒所以不用吃火鸡啦。反过来今年吃烧鸡啦。。。哈哈哈，圣诞节的节目已经PLAN 了吗？我今年吃烧鸡啦，那就是BBQ 。好期待，好开心。。为什么那么开心的。
另一方，好想。。。。。
i can't wait for christmas day ,i very happy ....very happy when think about christmas .why this year so happy waiting for chrismas day ?i saw many present are available at shopping center .many gift i like it ,finally i bought gift already .But at the end feel 1 to buy for myself ,all gift are so nice
Chrismas day eat turkey ,very funny .i not yet eat a big turkey .May be see have restaurant will produce this menu ? this year not will eat turkey la ,just eat chicken la .haha .
半 夜 三 更
天 天 都 半 夜 三 更 的 做 事 ， 可 以 没 用 睡 。 我 是 不 是 失 眠 ， 或 者 还 要 来 病 了 。 天 天 没 睡 ， 然 后 用 完 了 力 量 那 就 会 病 了 吧 。 好 累 ， 好 累 感 觉 好 多 东 西 还 没 完 成 。 功 课 还 要 追 阿啊 追 。 作 阿 作 功 课 。
现 在 半 夜 了 ， 我 成 为 同 房 姐 的 闹 钟 ， 需 要 叫 醒 她 ， 他 一 睡 就 不 能 起 来 作 功 课 了。 嗨 ！ ！ 已 经 叫 了 两 次 了 ， 他 那 么 的 赶 ASSIGNMENT 所 以 才 一 定 要 拉 /叫 到 她 起 来 为 止 。那 时 他 吩 咐 的 。 。 。 。
不 写 了 ， to be continue.....
第二天(second day)
现在凌晨了，我还是旧样子没睡的，在做功课，然后发白日梦。有时坐坐或做作业无端端就发呆了，(发梦)。一段时间醒了对自己说醒醒在继续作功课，温习。今天我同房姐没回来睡，留下我一个人睡了，感觉好不同的一人在宿舍睡(这不是第一次我一人睡)总是一人在宿舍房睡好不同，感觉上不想关完所有的灯，至少还会有一支灯(桌灯)开着。。。。。。不会是怕鬼吧？？！
嗨，我从来都好大胆一个人了，这徐徐小事我不会是怕，可是还是感觉不想关完所有的灯。
now is midnight i also same thing not yet sleep ,what time was it ?i doing thing very slow ,some time is dreaming and dreaming .after dreamming then started doing homework ,sometime again dreaming .today my roommate are no coming back to sleep so ,i will alone today .
1 thing i very different if sleep alone ,i feel don't 1 to wicth off the light .if i alone i will witch on the table light .
to be continue........ next day
第 三 天 (thirth day)
后 果 今 天 在 学 校 发 现 好 晕 ， 回 到 宿 舍 晕 倒 ， 直 直 躺 在 床 上 睡 又 不 能 睡 头 好 晕一 直 卷 阿卷 ， 传 阿 传 ，， 现 在 不 能 吃 ， 也 不 能 睡 ， 又 呕 吐 的又 咳 嗽 的 。 病 了， 在 这 情 形 我 还 写 着 blog。 熬 夜 的 结 果 。 。 。 。(只 是 起 来 写 两 字 ， 好 晕 差 点 不 能 看 子字 )
today at school i have dizzy problem。 back to hostel still dizzy like faint ,sleeping then vomit and cough very serious .At school i think that i is too hungry but no this problem .i need to sleep 24 hour ,if no will very sick .stop at here very faint ,the word also can't see well ,sorry if the word i type wrong ,because i my eye is blur liao...... bye .
fourth day.
失眠了，这么办睡不到，4AM都还没睡。不懂为什么半夜那么精神的。救命阿，因为不能睡得关系，我不想再头晕。
i don't want headache and faint again ,,help today 4.00 am already, still can't sleep .help ...help....
from tomorrow i need to set my time to sleep ,can't sleep also need to force
myself to sleep .
现 在 半 夜 了 ， 我 成 为 同 房 姐 的 闹 钟 ， 需 要 叫 醒 她 ， 他 一 睡 就 不 能 起 来 作 功 课 了。 嗨 ！ ！ 已 经 叫 了 两 次 了 ， 他 那 么 的 赶 ASSIGNMENT 所 以 才 一 定 要 拉 /叫 到 她 起 来 为 止 。那 时 他 吩 咐 的 。 。 。 。
不 写 了 ， to be continue.....
第二天(second day)
现在凌晨了，我还是旧样子没睡的，在做功课，然后发白日梦。有时坐坐或做作业无端端就发呆了，(发梦)。一段时间醒了对自己说醒醒在继续作功课，温习。今天我同房姐没回来睡，留下我一个人睡了，感觉好不同的一人在宿舍睡(这不是第一次我一人睡)总是一人在宿舍房睡好不同，感觉上不想关完所有的灯，至少还会有一支灯(桌灯)开着。。。。。。不会是怕鬼吧？？！
嗨，我从来都好大胆一个人了，这徐徐小事我不会是怕，可是还是感觉不想关完所有的灯。
now is midnight i also same thing not yet sleep ,what time was it ?i doing thing very slow ,some time is dreaming and dreaming .after dreamming then started doing homework ,sometime again dreaming .today my roommate are no coming back to sleep so ,i will alone today .
1 thing i very different if sleep alone ,i feel don't 1 to wicth off the light .if i alone i will witch on the table light .
to be continue........ next day
第 三 天 (thirth day)
后 果 今 天 在 学 校 发 现 好 晕 ， 回 到 宿 舍 晕 倒 ， 直 直 躺 在 床 上 睡 又 不 能 睡 头 好 晕一 直 卷 阿卷 ， 传 阿 传 ，， 现 在 不 能 吃 ， 也 不 能 睡 ， 又 呕 吐 的又 咳 嗽 的 。 病 了， 在 这 情 形 我 还 写 着 blog。 熬 夜 的 结 果 。 。 。 。(只 是 起 来 写 两 字 ， 好 晕 差 点 不 能 看 子字 )
today at school i have dizzy problem。 back to hostel still dizzy like faint ,sleeping then vomit and cough very serious .At school i think that i is too hungry but no this problem .i need to sleep 24 hour ,if no will very sick .stop at here very faint ,the word also can't see well ,sorry if the word i type wrong ,because i my eye is blur liao...... bye .
fourth day.
失眠了，这么办睡不到，4AM都还没睡。不懂为什么半夜那么精神的。救命阿，因为不能睡得关系，我不想再头晕。
i don't want headache and faint again ,,help today 4.00 am already, still can't sleep .help ...help....
from tomorrow i need to set my time to sleep ,can't sleep also need to force
myself to sleep .
very angry ah ...
气 死 了 。 。 。 。
very angry ah ......
this word many people are saying to me ,that true i always make people very angry because not concentrate to people who saying or talk to me .may be they think me is purpose don't concentrate ,but at here i need to make announcement that i no purpose don't concentrate listening,just i can't get all the information in short periob ,my information go in brain the just 20 % can at brain then all is went out from brain ,so most of the time i no will get what have people talk or asking me .My brain will blur and stopping ,Are me so different ......so i very blur ,always make people angry ,any thing need to repeat and make sure me know ....
my brain need to having a few minutes or hour to process ....hahaha...that word only can store in to my brain .my brain can't catch up fast
why half and hour only u repeat this topic ....this word is most saying by my family,why we finish the topic of discussion then only u repeat the topic .OMG are they talking this discussion ,i add on after half and hour can't meh ?
why my brain are can't get all information on same periob ?here in then there go out in few second .am i very slow ...(迟 钝 )。 may be laugh can't stopping also is one problem of brain ,remember it then can't delete from brain ,all people is stopping then i still laugh.
nice?
hi ...are this blog look different already.ha ,i modify the layout become bigger ,then the mix color in pages are moved ,and the font size of the word change to bigger ,that more easy to view right. em ,nice? actually i need to customize the design for do nicely but no have time to do it ,i think this is the half way i stop here .next time will design more nice ,and change color .
why i will post up the music lirik at here 1 ,actually this two song i very like it .somemore that the lirik are very suitable to describe me ....
anything ,i may be will put just this two song .
by this two song ,stay here long time o ...
why i will post up the music lirik at here 1 ,actually this two song i very like it .somemore that the lirik are very suitable to describe me ....
anything ,i may be will put just this two song .
by this two song ,stay here long time o ...
好爱她 好想他
阿。。：‘( 我真的好爱他，搞到自己好难受。 想一整夜的我该死心了，我没有错只是爱上我不可能爱的人。好爱他好想他，再这样下去我只会更牵挂，爱到最后我们还是改变不了，我怎样哭了也不忘了他…太过折磨，如何把你慢慢忘掉呢。看他微笑我只会更牵挂，更爱他。
歌曲：好爱她 好想他
歌手：七朵花/183 club 专辑：七朵花
183天应该亮了
你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
7f 你应该哭了
他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
183我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
7f+187只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f+183你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
7f 天应该亮了你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
183(天怎_亮了我无法睡呢...怎能放手)
7f 你应该哭了他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
183(我怎_哭了你不该忘了…太过折磨)
7f 我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
183只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
183(好爱她好想她再这样下去也不是个办法)0
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f 所有的美好
183留在没人到得了
7f 试著把你慢慢遗忘
183(如何把你慢慢忘掉)
183我好爱她我好想她
183我爱她我想她
7f 好爱他好想他再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f+183你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
7f+183好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
183+7f 所有的美好
183+7f 留在没人到得了
7f+183试著把你慢慢忘掉
歌曲：好爱她 好想他
歌手：七朵花/183 club 专辑：七朵花
183天应该亮了
你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
7f 你应该哭了
他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
183我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
7f+187只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f+183你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
7f 天应该亮了你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
183(天怎_亮了我无法睡呢...怎能放手)
7f 你应该哭了他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
183(我怎_哭了你不该忘了…太过折磨)
7f 我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
183只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
183(好爱她好想她再这样下去也不是个办法)0
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f 所有的美好
183留在没人到得了
7f 试著把你慢慢遗忘
183(如何把你慢慢忘掉)
183我好爱她我好想她
183我爱她我想她
7f 好爱他好想他再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f+183你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
7f+183好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
183+7f 所有的美好
183+7f 留在没人到得了
7f+183试著把你慢慢忘掉
《Nobody's Home》- Avril Lavigne
歌词：
Nobody's Home
I couldn't tell you , Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday , I couldn't help her
I just watched her make ,
The same mistakes again
What's wrong what's wrong ,
Too many too many problems
Dunno where she belongs , Where she belongs
She wants to og home
But nobody's home , It's where she lies
Broken innside , There's no place to go
No place to go , To dry her eyes
Broken innside
Open your eyes , And look outside
Find the reasons why , You've been rejected
And now you can't find , What you've left behind
Be strong be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to og home , But nobody's home
It's where she lies , Broken innside
There's no place to go , No place to go
To dry her eyes , Broken innside
Her feelings she hides , Her dreams she can't find
She's loosing her mind , She's falling behind
She can't find her place , She's loosing her faith
She's falling from grace , She's all over the place
She wants to og home , But nobody's home
It's where she lies , Broken innside
There's no place to go , No place to go
To dry her eyes , Broken innside
She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
Nobody's Home
I couldn't tell you , Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday , I couldn't help her
I just watched her make ,
The same mistakes again
What's wrong what's wrong ,
Too many too many problems
Dunno where she belongs , Where she belongs
She wants to og home
But nobody's home , It's where she lies
Broken innside , There's no place to go
No place to go , To dry her eyes
Broken innside
Open your eyes , And look outside
Find the reasons why , You've been rejected
And now you can't find , What you've left behind
Be strong be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to og home , But nobody's home
It's where she lies , Broken innside
There's no place to go , No place to go
To dry her eyes , Broken innside
Her feelings she hides , Her dreams she can't find
She's loosing her mind , She's falling behind
She can't find her place , She's loosing her faith
She's falling from grace , She's all over the place
She wants to og home , But nobody's home
It's where she lies , Broken innside
There's no place to go , No place to go
To dry her eyes , Broken innside
She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
好好笑的今天。
哈哈哈。。。我今天不停的笑着，真的今天发生好多好傻，好笑，好羞，好有趣的事。一次过在今天发生的？今天不懂为什么笑不停了，其实对别人都不是好好笑啦。但对我来说是好笑噢。。哈哈哈。。。今天快快的去寻找我的眼镜了，MAKE SOME ACTION，’行动‘所以去了OFFICE 然后又去了SAD 写个报告。大家都问我几时不见的，然后我答案是大约一个月吧？每人都长大眼睛”阿“，不是我要等到这时才寻找啦，只是认为会落在我的房或在家或在书包，原来没有吗。因该落在教室里或学院哈哈哈。。。到目前校方还没有受到任何眼镜，结果要等来校方得到才能CALL 我。EM。。。我眼镜凶多吉少了。
然后去了CANTEEN 吃东西，好多话说吧。一边说一边吃，结果嘴巴里食物都喷喷出来了。吃时不说了，然后又忍不到说了几句，又再喷多一次。哈哈哈。。。不好意思喷到了FILE。擦擦干净。。
前往去上课途中，又遇到好羞得事了。拿着一把雨伞然后遇到老师要和他说声‘HI' 时一场大风就把我雨伞搞得不像样了，雨伞整个顶上来，笑死了。老师，路上的人都在笑着我，连我朋友都笑不停了。真的好羞哦。。。到了课室外见到天天说笑，不懂事真还是假的话，感觉没一句真的老师，他在走廊打粉笔察，我走过去时，哇！好多粉笔粉飞呀飞，结果就说了一句拿雨伞来顶，他笑笑的听了让我们过了。
在DIS MATH上课时，笑阿笑。。我们两一直在笑这老师，看来好没礼貌啦，可是不笑实在忍不住了。原因是因为老师每一次(每堂课)都顶着我们望黑板的角度，无论他站那都会顶到的。就是笑他好不顶偏偏就定这我们望的角度。一边写，听，然后又一边说‘走开’，或’SIR‘ “SIR”有不敢大声的叫他走开。没理由叫老师走开的吗？就好傻的在哪儿说。因该是他教书时他在写着时站得不对角度吧，任何老师不会那样。。只是这老师才是这样的顶着我们的角度。另一方他把手放在后和他曾经坐在桌子上，然后我们发现他裤子有了粉笔印搞得笑不停了。
不好意识哦。。。哈哈哈哈哈。
然后去了CANTEEN 吃东西，好多话说吧。一边说一边吃，结果嘴巴里食物都喷喷出来了。吃时不说了，然后又忍不到说了几句，又再喷多一次。哈哈哈。。。不好意思喷到了FILE。擦擦干净。。
前往去上课途中，又遇到好羞得事了。拿着一把雨伞然后遇到老师要和他说声‘HI' 时一场大风就把我雨伞搞得不像样了，雨伞整个顶上来，笑死了。老师，路上的人都在笑着我，连我朋友都笑不停了。真的好羞哦。。。到了课室外见到天天说笑，不懂事真还是假的话，感觉没一句真的老师，他在走廊打粉笔察，我走过去时，哇！好多粉笔粉飞呀飞，结果就说了一句拿雨伞来顶，他笑笑的听了让我们过了。
在DIS MATH上课时，笑阿笑。。我们两一直在笑这老师，看来好没礼貌啦，可是不笑实在忍不住了。原因是因为老师每一次(每堂课)都顶着我们望黑板的角度，无论他站那都会顶到的。就是笑他好不顶偏偏就定这我们望的角度。一边写，听，然后又一边说‘走开’，或’SIR‘ “SIR”有不敢大声的叫他走开。没理由叫老师走开的吗？就好傻的在哪儿说。因该是他教书时他在写着时站得不对角度吧，任何老师不会那样。。只是这老师才是这样的顶着我们的角度。另一方他把手放在后和他曾经坐在桌子上，然后我们发现他裤子有了粉笔印搞得笑不停了。
不好意识哦。。。哈哈哈哈哈。
回家没到12 小时
今天会家没到12 小时就回来KL 了。还是为了拿几样东西，回到家却想起顺便去买零食好啦，SO JUST 去了巴生走走，嗨只是匆匆忙忙的在一两小时内买了东西。结下就去了一个地方受苦啦，真的好难受又被必要受尽折磨才可以，真的折磨到哭了。。。我不想的，谁叫我命运不好。好结果受了大约3个钟的痛苦终于算好啦。(facial)
还想可吃一顿家常便饭，那知说要出去吃了，结果没吃到家常便饭，也结果我在家呆的时间只是徐徐1小时罢了。这样就回来KL 了。好无聊喔。。。。
em..today i already change the RAM ....eheheh.at last change the RAM to 1G.But 1 thing is no enough money to purchases hardisk ,may be 1 by one waiting to change la feel so many thing i need to change and upgrade.
还想可吃一顿家常便饭，那知说要出去吃了，结果没吃到家常便饭，也结果我在家呆的时间只是徐徐1小时罢了。这样就回来KL 了。好无聊喔。。。。
em..today i already change the RAM ....eheheh.at last change the RAM to 1G.But 1 thing is no enough money to purchases hardisk ,may be 1 by one waiting to change la feel so many thing i need to change and upgrade.
my friend
huh ... at last created finish .this message is say "smile always "....hahahaha .....
are me so care about every thing ,the answer is 'no' ,life is just key to everything ,.....
write some phase : it is true that the present is the colored by the past ,it is also we can choose the color of the future.
although life is as suffering,but try to feel happy every day by living in moment .
AS me i not will angry people or cut off relationship.i no try before ...
i found just have people cut off the relation with me ,because jealous of me .i very feel sad ,why she like this ,how came can compare with me .Are me better than her?
after secondary school we less and less contact until now no will contact me and my friend also.
actually at life ,how can compare ,actually i also no better than her la ,just result is infront her 1 place only o...,life i better than her ? i no think so lo.Friend more than her ,answer is 'no'.why she After secondary school like disappear .
In other case ,don't think me make myself suffering ,i just can happy ....athought is not true in my heart but i still happy in my brain /mind.
To my friend at secondary school,college,primary school:
the past is history ,the future is mystery ,the only time really have now-and just this moment.keep it happy alway , yr all is my friend.i will keep it in my mind.
my flavour food ...
eating is one of my happy life 吃是我最快乐的时刻了。
most like to try new food 特别喜欢试试新东西/食物。
most like to comment the food and restaurant.最喜欢批评餐厅或食物。。
not nice food test by me ,i will very angry 试过不好吃的食物是好气的。。
childhood development until now very like malay food . 从小就好喜欢马来食物。
EG: kuah bahulu ,nasi lemak ,goreng pisang,cucuk udang ,rempah udang ect.
哈哈。。在这里(setapak)发现JUSCO 里买kuah bahulu ,嘿嘿常常有去就买了。
haha ,at here setapak i found jusco have sell kuah bahulu ,hehe if i go there i will buy it.
又发现校前买圆形的饼,里面有花生和玉蜀黍(apong balik)...hahaha很好笑有人称为’大块脸‘我真的笑不停。。
pan mi that is the mi make from flour and cooking in soup.(called at kl)
板面就是所谓的面粉糕，处处还不知识什么来的原来KL 里叫板面。。。
fast food
1)-MacD.(most like)
2)pizza hut,
3)domino pizza
4),KFC,
5)A.&W
乳酪保饭，好多料哦。。有吃过吗？(cheese baked rice)(cheese baked fillet fish)
STIMBOAT ，好多海鲜哦。。。
STEAK ，。。西餐肉扒
日本餐我是绝对不吃的。。。因为有我不喜欢的味道。。
japanese food i don't will eat because have some smell i don't like .
好无聊阿。。。为什么写了这些了。。。
最近好忙没时间写写了，还好给我有早预备好的文章来POST 。
过几天有空才写写来POST ，再见。
this week will very busy ,may can't post the blog write next time when
i free.
most like to try new food 特别喜欢试试新东西/食物。
most like to comment the food and restaurant.最喜欢批评餐厅或食物。。
not nice food test by me ,i will very angry 试过不好吃的食物是好气的。。
childhood development until now very like malay food . 从小就好喜欢马来食物。
EG: kuah bahulu ,nasi lemak ,goreng pisang,cucuk udang ,rempah udang ect.
哈哈。。在这里(setapak)发现JUSCO 里买kuah bahulu ,嘿嘿常常有去就买了。
haha ,at here setapak i found jusco have sell kuah bahulu ,hehe if i go there i will buy it.
又发现校前买圆形的饼,里面有花生和玉蜀黍(apong balik)...hahaha很好笑有人称为’大块脸‘我真的笑不停。。
pan mi that is the mi make from flour and cooking in soup.(called at kl)
板面就是所谓的面粉糕，处处还不知识什么来的原来KL 里叫板面。。。
fast food
1)-MacD.(most like)
2)pizza hut,
3)domino pizza
4),KFC,
5)A.&W
乳酪保饭，好多料哦。。有吃过吗？(cheese baked rice)(cheese baked fillet fish)
STIMBOAT ，好多海鲜哦。。。
STEAK ，。。西餐肉扒
日本餐我是绝对不吃的。。。因为有我不喜欢的味道。。
japanese food i don't will eat because have some smell i don't like .
好无聊阿。。。为什么写了这些了。。。
最近好忙没时间写写了，还好给我有早预备好的文章来POST 。
过几天有空才写写来POST ，再见。
this week will very busy ,may can't post the blog write next time when
i free.
laugh (ha... ha... ha... ha...)
ha ....ha ....ha ...哈哈哈哈啊哈哈。。。。
我嘴巴不能关的，整天在笑。我生活上有事没事都是笑的啦。嘿嘿，因为笑没苦恼，因为笑没烦恼，因为笑可去除痛苦，因为笑可让自己开心， 因为笑也可带来大家开心马。那我继续笑。。。别让我哭，那就是好大件事了。
小学时有个同学说：‘为什么你不能静静，每天都有我的笑声’如果我没去学校就没我的声了。就感觉好不同乐好怪的少了我的声。。哈哈的确是啦，因为老师，同学，有时说了几句话，我就笑得不停，大家停了我是没停的。。
中学时有人对我说：为什么你什么都笑？”你是不是笑婆“OMG 他说出那名称结果有个人听错了就反来(hokkien)傻婆。
现在学院了，又有人在扮我笑声扮演成像干人的声，鬼声，哇好难听的笑声，因该来嘲笑我吧。。
可是无所谓啦，大家开心就好。。我开心就好。
哈哈哈哈，我妈妈说我是开心果，我弟弟说你有什么东西那么开心的。。哈哈哈哈哈阿哈啊哈卡卡。我身边的人说你可静静地吗，什么都笑，好笑？阿好笑吗？
我嘴巴不能关的，整天在笑。到底我笑什么呢？。我是不是好假呢？还是带着面具作人。。？
我嘴巴不能关的，整天在笑。我生活上有事没事都是笑的啦。嘿嘿，因为笑没苦恼，因为笑没烦恼，因为笑可去除痛苦，因为笑可让自己开心， 因为笑也可带来大家开心马。那我继续笑。。。别让我哭，那就是好大件事了。
小学时有个同学说：‘为什么你不能静静，每天都有我的笑声’如果我没去学校就没我的声了。就感觉好不同乐好怪的少了我的声。。哈哈的确是啦，因为老师，同学，有时说了几句话，我就笑得不停，大家停了我是没停的。。
中学时有人对我说：为什么你什么都笑？”你是不是笑婆“OMG 他说出那名称结果有个人听错了就反来(hokkien)傻婆。
现在学院了，又有人在扮我笑声扮演成像干人的声，鬼声，哇好难听的笑声，因该来嘲笑我吧。。
可是无所谓啦，大家开心就好。。我开心就好。
哈哈哈哈，我妈妈说我是开心果，我弟弟说你有什么东西那么开心的。。哈哈哈哈哈阿哈啊哈卡卡。我身边的人说你可静静地吗，什么都笑，好笑？阿好笑吗？
我嘴巴不能关的，整天在笑。到底我笑什么呢？。我是不是好假呢？还是带着面具作人。。？
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how is my life today
i very tired ...like 1 to die already ,morning doing assigment , no save it at final the file all gone ,my god so blur 1 .So i need to doing again . this kind of careless very hate !!what happen to me :'( .
then what i doing whole day ,'like not thing' ,whole day just doing the assignment and then dreaming and dreaming .my god still can dream!! i still feel many think need to carry out ,need to study, need to do ....finally go to wash cloth then sleeping.Sleeping then wake up and study for monthly test .
When taken book ,when open book ,when reading the book started dream,started sleepy,started no mood .again sleeping ....one day sleep how many time? i very stress,very tired .
then what i doing whole day ,'like not thing' ,whole day just doing the assignment and then dreaming and dreaming .my god still can dream!! i still feel many think need to carry out ,need to study, need to do ....finally go to wash cloth then sleeping.Sleeping then wake up and study for monthly test .
When taken book ,when open book ,when reading the book started dream,started sleepy,started no mood .again sleeping ....one day sleep how many time? i very stress,very tired .
gay,lesbien
i found one story that say the gay ,are u afraid to the gay or lesbies people ??i found many people are afraid to the this type/kind of person ,they will fast fast run away or afraid to stay long periob with them ,somemore that also no have brave to sit beside them .
people of gay saying like this phase:
"seorang tetamu lelaki menyatakan yang dia takut duduk bersebelahan dengan saya."
"Beliau melahirkan kebimbangan takut saya akan memegang atau memeluknya. Adakah beliau beranggapan bahawa saya ini binatang buas yang tidak mempunyai moral dan akal fikiran? "
actually some of the gay or lesbien are not they want , that is the hormon changes and will became like this .or SOME IS LIKE THIS ?when u meet them u will feel they will came to close u ? will embrace u ?will kiss u ?because of they like the some type of person ,or some gender?
this want, i also don't know .i need to doing more reseach of this ,sure many people are afraid and afraid ,for me also same .i can found this nice story because of assigment la....hahaha.. see more topic sex
people of gay saying like this phase:
"seorang tetamu lelaki menyatakan yang dia takut duduk bersebelahan dengan saya."
"Beliau melahirkan kebimbangan takut saya akan memegang atau memeluknya. Adakah beliau beranggapan bahawa saya ini binatang buas yang tidak mempunyai moral dan akal fikiran? "
actually some of the gay or lesbien are not they want , that is the hormon changes and will became like this .or SOME IS LIKE THIS ?when u meet them u will feel they will came to close u ? will embrace u ?will kiss u ?because of they like the some type of person ,or some gender?
this want, i also don't know .i need to doing more reseach of this ,sure many people are afraid and afraid ,for me also same .i can found this nice story because of assigment la....hahaha.. see more topic sex
我感觉到我不是我了
我好想大声的喊。。。阿。。。阿。。阿。。。
我感觉到我不是我了，我从来都没什么作注意，只有我问人怎样，没人问我怎样。现在情况不同了。只有人一直问怎样，怎样。。好难受。这句“怎样”的确是不懂怎样，你不懂怎样那我会懂吗？
我感觉到我不是我了，ASSIGNMENT两人作。两人作不错，是幸苦的一点但是可以说
是开心的因为在也不用照著那么多人的意见来作，只是作出我们喜欢的DESIGN ，喜
欢的SYS 。哈哈。。
我感觉到我不是我了，从来不给那么多意见
我感觉到我不是我了，从来不给那么多意见也不想坦白的说出心里话。
我感觉到我不是我了，是以前的我的确是不会那么生气。这样就由它过吧。现在的
我是要叽叽喳喳的说出了。
我感觉到我不是我了，我会不理会任何人了。既然作出好自私的决定。
我感觉到我不是我了，我觉对不会出手打人的
我感觉到我不是我了，我绝对不会在面前骂人的
我感觉到我不是我了，我绝对不会这样的脸的
我感觉到我不是我了，我想对不起你的。
我感觉到我不是我了，也许我会出卖人了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不想在伤害自己了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不想作出我伤心的事了
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不要糊里糊涂的做人了
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我开始独立了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我想通了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我已经不是以前的我了
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我好快乐的生活著。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为已经开始向前望了，不向后望也不站著那儿了。
为什么每个人都当我是坏人
为什么好心没好报
为什么我叽叽喳喳时每个人恨我
为什么我静静时每人讨厌我
为什么我的生活那么参的
为什么我努力了又不会成功的
为什么没富有
为什么不是聪明人
为什么是笨人
为什么是大家不喜欢的人
为什么每天做错事的人
为什么我那么糊里糊涂
为什么是我，为什么是我，为什么是我，为什么是我。。。。
我感觉到我不是我了，我从来都没什么作注意，只有我问人怎样，没人问我怎样。现在情况不同了。只有人一直问怎样，怎样。。好难受。这句“怎样”的确是不懂怎样，你不懂怎样那我会懂吗？
我感觉到我不是我了，ASSIGNMENT两人作。两人作不错，是幸苦的一点但是可以说
是开心的因为在也不用照著那么多人的意见来作，只是作出我们喜欢的DESIGN ，喜
欢的SYS 。哈哈。。
我感觉到我不是我了，从来不给那么多意见
我感觉到我不是我了，从来不给那么多意见也不想坦白的说出心里话。
我感觉到我不是我了，是以前的我的确是不会那么生气。这样就由它过吧。现在的
我是要叽叽喳喳的说出了。
我感觉到我不是我了，我会不理会任何人了。既然作出好自私的决定。
我感觉到我不是我了，我觉对不会出手打人的
我感觉到我不是我了，我绝对不会在面前骂人的
我感觉到我不是我了，我绝对不会这样的脸的
我感觉到我不是我了，我想对不起你的。
我感觉到我不是我了，也许我会出卖人了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不想在伤害自己了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不想作出我伤心的事了
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不要糊里糊涂的做人了
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我开始独立了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我想通了。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我已经不是以前的我了
我感觉到我不是我了，因为我好快乐的生活著。
我感觉到我不是我了，因为已经开始向前望了，不向后望也不站著那儿了。
为什么每个人都当我是坏人
为什么好心没好报
为什么我叽叽喳喳时每个人恨我
为什么我静静时每人讨厌我
为什么我的生活那么参的
为什么我努力了又不会成功的
为什么没富有
为什么不是聪明人
为什么是笨人
为什么是大家不喜欢的人
为什么每天做错事的人
为什么我那么糊里糊涂
为什么是我，为什么是我，为什么是我，为什么是我。。。。
努 力
哈 哈 哈 ， 可 算 是 开 心 啦， RESULT 也 是 中 中 的 。 没 什 么 担 心 和 不 快 乐 的 因 为 从 来 成 绩 都 是 这 样 中 中 ， 要 进 步 都 是 没 进 步 到。 在 努 力 好 了 ， 需 打 破 记 录 了， 一 身 只 打 破 一 次 记 录 ， 没 人 信 我 真 的 作 到， 但 的 确 做 到 。为 什 么 以 前 能 做 到 ， 而 现 在 不 能 ？ 我 又要 冲 出 令 人 惊 讶 的 感 觉 。
em... my love story continue again liao.got time view the story that i simple write .
em... my love story continue again liao.got time view the story that i simple write .
讲座会
今天出席了一个在我学院举办的讲座会，讲座会邀请了拿督黄燕燕医生，松老师以及其他马华代表。整个讲座都是由拿督黄燕燕医生，松老师来讲座。题目是“弟子规”这弟子规的名称是一本书册来的。这本书成为促进亲子关系的指南。
今天的讲座会不错，唯一没让我闷死的讲座会还举行了大约3 小时。每人又得了一本“弟子规”书册。里面就有一千零八十个字(三经)。全都是德行教育。
原来在这里是我学院第一间举办的，也要我们学院的学生来传发到个地，家乡好让大家能从弟子规里解决社会问题。
今天的讲座会不错，唯一没让我闷死的讲座会还举行了大约3 小时。每人又得了一本“弟子规”书册。里面就有一千零八十个字(三经)。全都是德行教育。
原来在这里是我学院第一间举办的，也要我们学院的学生来传发到个地，家乡好让大家能从弟子规里解决社会问题。
乱 来
在 lost in control 下 又 作 出 了 我 自 己 不 想 作 的 事 了 ，不 是 什 么 SEX 或 是 犯 法 的 事而 只 是 在 这 里 写 了 我 不 应 该 写 的 事 。 我 不 应 该 写 出 我 的 生 活 和 情 况， 说 出 自 己 的 事， 的 确 会 很 痛 苦 。 这 也 让 我 冷 静 3 天 ， 流 泪 3 天 ， 面 对 了 3 天 。 写 了 我 不 打 算去 除 。， 好 让 全 世 界 看 吧 。 这 只 是 一 小 部 分 ， 我 也 不 会 写 我 的 私 事 了 。
其 实 写 了 ， 大 家 都 知 道 了 又 会 怎 样 的 看 我 ， 怎 样 怪 的 眼 神 看 我 。 既 然 写 了 就 要 面 对 一 却 ， 我 又 要 从 新 来 过 了 。 。 。 。
其 实 写 了 ， 大 家 都 知 道 了 又 会 怎 样 的 看 我 ， 怎 样 怪 的 眼 神 看 我 。 既 然 写 了 就 要 面 对 一 却 ， 我 又 要 从 新 来 过 了 。 。 。 。
活在BLUR 世界
我承认我是活在一个BLUR世界里，BLUR世界真的会比较开心，我从小学，中学。我选
择不知好过知道，因为好多事情一直发生在生活里，生活事实是有大浪，台风但我一直以来都接受不了也放不下。我的生活的确是UNNORMAL 了。我开始很少社会人来往，沟通。只是我小学朋友之外，我好少能和人相处了。的确中学也是等于我小学的朋友因为我们一起3班的人传去中学。来之别学只是几人。。
生活上发生好多事， 好 多 事 。 。 我不能决绝的，没人帮我。我 不 能 接 受 没 人 看 到 ....哭，没人理。。。伤 心 也 没 人 听 我 说 。 在生日当天给了我火滚的句子。。好累。。(为 什 么 人 人 都 那 样 对 待 我 )在我生活我不知怎样，我不能独自决绝，也不能找个人说说。我 的 快 乐 ， 伤 心 我 是 从 来 不 合 人 分 享 。有时感到真的不满意自己的生活。于 是 我 是 把 自 己 关 起 来 了 我的确在逃避。。。一直在逃避。 接受不了也放不下。
太不负责任了，我需要恢复正常，现在再改变着，我需改变，我COUNTSELLOR，FRIEND BOYFRIEND 正在帮着我，希望我能打开门去另个世界？可 是 我 好 难恢 复 ， 知 道 吗恢 复 过 程 这真 的 好 辛 苦 。我 正 在 好 努 力 改 变 着 ， 可 是 结 果 呢 ？ 改 变 自 己 而 不 是 改 变 别 人 。 其实不可那么介意人人对我作出的一却，人人的一举一动。他们的批评，指责。PROBLEM 是 自 己 不 是 别 人 ， 我 从 来 都 不 怪人 。 需 改 变 是 自 己 不 是 别 人 ， 我 好 明 白 这 道 理 。
别 人 要 拿 什 么 态 度 ， 看 我， 怀 疑 我 ， 又 表 示 我 有 动 机 作 出 他 不 愉 快 的 事 ， 是 无 所 谓 的 。总 有 一 天 你 是 会 明 白 的 。
择不知好过知道，因为好多事情一直发生在生活里，生活事实是有大浪，台风但我一直以来都接受不了也放不下。我的生活的确是UNNORMAL 了。我开始很少社会人来往，沟通。只是我小学朋友之外，我好少能和人相处了。的确中学也是等于我小学的朋友因为我们一起3班的人传去中学。来之别学只是几人。。
生活上发生好多事， 好 多 事 。 。 我不能决绝的，没人帮我。我 不 能 接 受 没 人 看 到 ....哭，没人理。。。伤 心 也 没 人 听 我 说 。 在生日当天给了我火滚的句子。。好累。。(为 什 么 人 人 都 那 样 对 待 我 )在我生活我不知怎样，我不能独自决绝，也不能找个人说说。我 的 快 乐 ， 伤 心 我 是 从 来 不 合 人 分 享 。有时感到真的不满意自己的生活。于 是 我 是 把 自 己 关 起 来 了 我的确在逃避。。。一直在逃避。 接受不了也放不下。
太不负责任了，我需要恢复正常，现在再改变着，我需改变，我COUNTSELLOR，FRIEND BOYFRIEND 正在帮着我，希望我能打开门去另个世界？可 是 我 好 难恢 复 ， 知 道 吗恢 复 过 程 这真 的 好 辛 苦 。我 正 在 好 努 力 改 变 着 ， 可 是 结 果 呢 ？ 改 变 自 己 而 不 是 改 变 别 人 。 其实不可那么介意人人对我作出的一却，人人的一举一动。他们的批评，指责。PROBLEM 是 自 己 不 是 别 人 ， 我 从 来 都 不 怪人 。 需 改 变 是 自 己 不 是 别 人 ， 我 好 明 白 这 道 理 。
别 人 要 拿 什 么 态 度 ， 看 我， 怀 疑 我 ， 又 表 示 我 有 动 机 作 出 他 不 愉 快 的 事 ， 是 无 所 谓 的 。总 有 一 天 你 是 会 明 白 的 。
决定
在我生活里从来都没有这个字“作决定”。我从来是依赖人作个决定给我的，
别问我要去那，
别问我要选那个，
别问我要order 什么食物，
别问我要到那个学院，
因为这只是一个答案，我不知道。我自己要什么我都不知道，还要问我？我要吃的食物太多了，我怎么选？好难决定哦。。。
人长大了，自然会给你好多东西烦也需要作出好多决定。再也没人想插手帮我了。。。(最后一句话对我说出的是：别人不能帮你作决定的，只有自己才能做出最好的决定。是好是坏也是自己的选择。对得起自己)。从此我就需要自己学作决定了。。。
今天作了好难的决定。又是我好难作出的决定，既然6 人在我眼前问我要4-4，3-5，或3-3-2。我想发疯了，转了一圈，又问怎样怎样。我的好朋友出声吧！！ 结果她又是一句话“随便，不知道”(为什么不争取你的权力)。定来定去也是会没答案的啦。结果就是4-4 啦。这样是最公平吧也是老师要的4-4。又要选那组?我不能做决定了，别再问我，(喜欢谁就谁吧)。事情已经决绝了 然后我同学又说不如2-2 。。。？？？发疯了，好想从山坡滚下。
决定已经做了，大家满意？我自己也不知道是不是满意的。。。好啦无论如何都是这样。但还冷静的快点跑。
别问我要去那，
别问我要选那个，
别问我要order 什么食物，
别问我要到那个学院，
因为这只是一个答案，我不知道。我自己要什么我都不知道，还要问我？我要吃的食物太多了，我怎么选？好难决定哦。。。
人长大了，自然会给你好多东西烦也需要作出好多决定。再也没人想插手帮我了。。。(最后一句话对我说出的是：别人不能帮你作决定的，只有自己才能做出最好的决定。是好是坏也是自己的选择。对得起自己)。从此我就需要自己学作决定了。。。
今天作了好难的决定。又是我好难作出的决定，既然6 人在我眼前问我要4-4，3-5，或3-3-2。我想发疯了，转了一圈，又问怎样怎样。我的好朋友出声吧！！ 结果她又是一句话“随便，不知道”(为什么不争取你的权力)。定来定去也是会没答案的啦。结果就是4-4 啦。这样是最公平吧也是老师要的4-4。又要选那组?我不能做决定了，别再问我，(喜欢谁就谁吧)。事情已经决绝了 然后我同学又说不如2-2 。。。？？？发疯了，好想从山坡滚下。
决定已经做了，大家满意？我自己也不知道是不是满意的。。。好啦无论如何都是这样。但还冷静的快点跑。
天下和平
其实我是没想过要写出这些题目但要让同学们知道为何不分散。我从来写blog 是短
短的废话少写了。我班只是8 人，也从来不想发生什么吵架，只是少少的8人吵了又
如何只是伤感情。4-4 是没问题的。我不多说了但又来了一个sensitive 王子。
说起不能完成任务，的确好令人讨厌又为难。我说起的自私是指着我组员，是因为他既然在prensentation 里写着 developed by???.o my god ..我的第一次看到这样的同学还让tutor 问了是说 作的。还有不说了。。每次都给我看到他的自私。我好有恐惧感。如果合作千万别这样了。的确有作我们的分，但不足吗，和老师谈了好久，的确是基础不够强又不知怎么继续学习。他看我们一直努力但还不能。对不起我的表达方式。不 因引 起 任 何 人 物误 会 被 逼 公 开 。
谈回sensitive 王子，我以前就和他发生了不愉快的事也是因为assigment 吧？sensitive
王子 vs blur princess 看来是不能和好吗？想不到他是一直方在心上的。我还以为我们可再次一起，我看错了，那是不可能了。是不是不能和好呢？故事会到几时结束，我不想这样了，也许现在就结束。我认识错你了错了。。。the end.
因 为 我 的 表 达 方 式 ， 因 为 我 的 一 举 一 动 都会 令 您 讨 厌 的 话 我 也 没 选 着 。 我 只 是 直 话 直 说 。 我 不 想 在弄 得 不 清 ， 已 尽 开 始 没 的 结 束 ，我 是 type 4 的
短的废话少写了。我班只是8 人，也从来不想发生什么吵架，只是少少的8人吵了又
如何只是伤感情。4-4 是没问题的。我不多说了但又来了一个sensitive 王子。
说起不能完成任务，的确好令人讨厌又为难。我说起的自私是指着我组员，是因为他既然在prensentation 里写着 developed by???.o my god ..我的第一次看到这样的同学还让tutor 问了是说 作的。还有不说了。。每次都给我看到他的自私。我好有恐惧感。如果合作千万别这样了。的确有作我们的分，但不足吗，和老师谈了好久，的确是基础不够强又不知怎么继续学习。他看我们一直努力但还不能。对不起我的表达方式。不 因引 起 任 何 人 物误 会 被 逼 公 开 。
谈回sensitive 王子，我以前就和他发生了不愉快的事也是因为assigment 吧？sensitive
王子 vs blur princess 看来是不能和好吗？想不到他是一直方在心上的。我还以为我们可再次一起，我看错了，那是不可能了。是不是不能和好呢？故事会到几时结束，我不想这样了，也许现在就结束。我认识错你了错了。。。the end.
因 为 我 的 表 达 方 式 ， 因 为 我 的 一 举 一 动 都会 令 您 讨 厌 的 话 我 也 没 选 着 。 我 只 是 直 话 直 说 。 我 不 想 在弄 得 不 清 ， 已 尽 开 始 没 的 结 束 ，我 是 type 4 的
病倒了
好可怕发病，一病就是很严重了。首先是睡不下，天天都好夜才入睡。结果力量完了，加上好冷的天气，就感冒，喉咙发炎，然后咳嗽了。就开始呕吐了。这情况，都是一样的重复，医生的记录都一样，进了医生房只是说了几句就可不用解释了。病阿病。。。
咳嗽，也许会咳嗽几个月。。。一生进了一次医院，那就是咳得不停而呕了黑色的血，不懂这是血吗？竟敢在医生前呕了黑色的血，才经了医院。结果医院 的医生以为我中了什么TB 病 结果有不是。肺炎也不是。。到底什么病，只是什么病就会咳嗽。“继续喝药水吧。”
好幸苦哦。。。不写了睡了。
咳嗽，也许会咳嗽几个月。。。一生进了一次医院，那就是咳得不停而呕了黑色的血，不懂这是血吗？竟敢在医生前呕了黑色的血，才经了医院。结果医院 的医生以为我中了什么TB 病 结果有不是。肺炎也不是。。到底什么病，只是什么病就会咳嗽。“继续喝药水吧。”
好幸苦哦。。。不写了睡了。
anything also register
i found myself so crazy o... any people is invited my to register website,mail,share photo at Internet ....etc.i also will register ,for what so many place for blog,mail,photo,games.i not wil always use it ,and some location for my site are no have time to create the html or css code to design my website!!just register and register.
i really count ,i already how many location and mail is registed.may be whole world will know me liao.too much
actually i now have register 11 location .3 mail location. 4 blog location,friend linking
,games like friendster.1 for editing photo and send photos.
i really count ,i already how many location and mail is registed.may be whole world will know me liao.too much
actually i now have register 11 location .3 mail location. 4 blog location,friend linking
,games like friendster.1 for editing photo and send photos.
it is true,want believe or not
just can say all is true?why not believe it....
in our world that many happening is happen at our life ,at any environment,at any situation.why we can't believe.yes some time that will not believe it as possible.some happening too short time and it cause people can't believe it .
Really ,it can't believe it immediate.and this always making me so mystery and making it small problem became big problem .when i found it already big problem then that is became the( big fire )As u know the fire will frighting in fire and became big fire then burning .so that in me case is almost like this .i will try to stopping it ,unfortunate some time is not will stop it.It can't solve it .why the small problem will given me making to the large problem ,why can't take it as possible thing ,and why can't believe it as is true?
second ,some time we are saying some thing ,or advice to people why not they believe .they just left it go .when the small problem became large then only believe that is too late .
some time people laugh at me because so late response believe or not believe .actually playing believe and not believe game that so funny .
in our world that many happening is happen at our life ,at any environment,at any situation.why we can't believe.yes some time that will not believe it as possible.some happening too short time and it cause people can't believe it .
Really ,it can't believe it immediate.and this always making me so mystery and making it small problem became big problem .when i found it already big problem then that is became the( big fire )As u know the fire will frighting in fire and became big fire then burning .so that in me case is almost like this .i will try to stopping it ,unfortunate some time is not will stop it.It can't solve it .why the small problem will given me making to the large problem ,why can't take it as possible thing ,and why can't believe it as is true?
second ,some time we are saying some thing ,or advice to people why not they believe .they just left it go .when the small problem became large then only believe that is too late .
some time people laugh at me because so late response believe or not believe .actually playing believe and not believe game that so funny .
deeparaya,congxiraya,merryraya
hmmmm.. deeparaya at Malaysia will over soon .It is special at Malaysia will having shareRaya with different region at same time .we have congxiraya ,merryraya , deeparaya and so on .That so nice can mix together to enjoy holiday and the festival.It also can improve other relationship with diffrent region.
If not wrong as my knowledge ,it will repeat it after 32 year right because this will the last having share Raya .O... need to wait for long time to enjoy the Raya at same period lo.So miss the food and snack of all region .
If not wrong as my knowledge ,it will repeat it after 32 year right because this will the last having share Raya .O... need to wait for long time to enjoy the Raya at same period lo.So miss the food and snack of all region .
还我的 t-shirt
一直以来我家里都是顾这一位迟钝的小孩(男性)，也不算是小孩了啦，他小过我，年纪已十多岁了但还是比小孩更小孩。哦。。跟他说话真的真的不懂他听得懂还是听不懂，还有他说话只是跟人的最后一句话。上课是在我中学的学校里读特别班，下午就来我家里，这些迟钝的人，没人要照顾他所以只好让我妈来顾他。。。他每次上课回来，有人没人他都喊这“hello...hello...到有人音他，没人音他，他也会自动的开门的。。”他和我也满好的关系，不懂为什么他充实很快的想起我的名的，一看到我就叫我的名“get ....get....get............"拉得好长的。。好肉麻。。呀！！！
在放假时期我在家里，他的衣服弄肮脏了。我妈找不到我的弟弟的栏衣服，因为他每次都用了都没还回来所以没了栏衣。结果就拿了我的中学体育衣穿了。。看来我的衣是不可能还我了。过了几天我就和他说，”拿我的衣还我“，虽然我不穿了但还可预备再给他吗。结果他真的后天拿来了但他没拿多余的一件给自己，结果还穿回了我的衣。”顶“。。。
我好气又好幼稚的说“为什么你拿我的衣服而已又不拿多以件呢。。。！！
还我。。衣。还我还我还我。结果发生了什么事？结果他在我面前拖了衣然后就丢
给我了，既然不穿衣的走来走去的。我真的没话可说了。。。丢回给他穿了。真的
好“顶””顶“
我真的真的好幼稚哦。。。也是好野蛮了。。。
在放假时期我在家里，他的衣服弄肮脏了。我妈找不到我的弟弟的栏衣服，因为他每次都用了都没还回来所以没了栏衣。结果就拿了我的中学体育衣穿了。。看来我的衣是不可能还我了。过了几天我就和他说，”拿我的衣还我“，虽然我不穿了但还可预备再给他吗。结果他真的后天拿来了但他没拿多余的一件给自己，结果还穿回了我的衣。”顶“。。。
我好气又好幼稚的说“为什么你拿我的衣服而已又不拿多以件呢。。。！！
还我。。衣。还我还我还我。结果发生了什么事？结果他在我面前拖了衣然后就丢
给我了，既然不穿衣的走来走去的。我真的没话可说了。。。丢回给他穿了。真的
好“顶””顶“
我真的真的好幼稚哦。。。也是好野蛮了。。。
患上乳癌怎么办(breast cancer)
如果怀疑患上乳癌，你会对自己说什么呢？最感惊慌恐惧的其中一件事。。。
惨了，怎么办好。。。
会不会那么巧中了。。。
需要去看医生吗。。。
也许你决定去看医生了那时你又说些什么呢？
我胸部痛。。
我感觉有硬块。。
我要作乳房超声波扫描。。。
等结果。。。
如果是中了须怎样呢。。
割除吗。。。
能做乳房保留手术。。
我还有几久的命。。。
我能活到几久呢。。。
近年来，乳癌患者直线上升。每年都会不断增加所以定期筛检乳房。
有2个方法：1 自我检查乳房，2 看医生
if u suspect getting breast cancer,what u can tell yrself.It so fear in
this case ...
how..how..what i need to do ...
not will so unlucky la....
need see doctor??..
ok now see doctor ,what need to tell to doctor
i pain at the breast ,
i feel got something in my breast。。
what i need to do ,need operation?
now day breast cancer is high percentage at our country ,also is the lady
scary problem so that better checking by own or see doctor in each year.
惨了，怎么办好。。。
会不会那么巧中了。。。
需要去看医生吗。。。
也许你决定去看医生了那时你又说些什么呢？
我胸部痛。。
我感觉有硬块。。
我要作乳房超声波扫描。。。
等结果。。。
如果是中了须怎样呢。。
割除吗。。。
能做乳房保留手术。。
我还有几久的命。。。
我能活到几久呢。。。
近年来，乳癌患者直线上升。每年都会不断增加所以定期筛检乳房。
有2个方法：1 自我检查乳房，2 看医生
if u suspect getting breast cancer,what u can tell yrself.It so fear in
this case ...
how..how..what i need to do ...
not will so unlucky la....
need see doctor??..
ok now see doctor ,what need to tell to doctor
i pain at the breast ,
i feel got something in my breast。。
what i need to do ,need operation?
now day breast cancer is high percentage at our country ,also is the lady
scary problem so that better checking by own or see doctor in each year.
Two World Records coming to Melaka
the world of record people is coming to Melaka the tallest and shortest Pakistanis.It is funny if stand beside ,so far the different of they.Many people is snapped up the chance to take foto.
FINISH holiday
em..finish holiday .so fast 3 week is over ,what am i doing at holiday ??
TWO WORD ==not thing ???????
heiheihei.....actually it meaningful ,relax,enjoy,study,online,but no point to starting research my computer science thing again ."that i scold by whole world" because break my computer by myself.(seeing to magazine and try ),try some knowlegle from magazine .spoil the program ,harm the computer and jam-whole computer ."the computer screen is became dark and come out the something word ..my god(die)
finally reformat the computer la ........and repair it .hahahahahahaha...........
luckly got people help me ...
TWO WORD ==not thing ???????
heiheihei.....actually it meaningful ,relax,enjoy,study,online,but no point to starting research my computer science thing again ."that i scold by whole world" because break my computer by myself.(seeing to magazine and try ),try some knowlegle from magazine .spoil the program ,harm the computer and jam-whole computer ."the computer screen is became dark and come out the something word ..my god(die)
finally reformat the computer la ........and repair it .hahahahahahaha...........
luckly got people help me ...
減價又減價
作了幾天的生意,我是幫忙爸爸收錢,包起來所買的物品.可以說是"難搞".遇到那些阿婆,阿伯,說得水都干還不走一直在討價還價也不肯買.有個真的令我好討厭了,把我的賣物翻來翻去又要這個然後又不想要,又要那個,好了終於都買了但又來討價還價,哇!好糟糕從九塊錢減到七塊錢,那是不可能的給她減了,給她減兩塊錢那好過不買不然就虧本.說得水都干的爸爸,結果減了一斤50cent 給她.只是買一斤而已都要討價還價.阿婆就是阿婆.嗨!有一天的我好氣的說出:"婆婆/aunt 已盡好便宜了".她立刻走掉了.我在趕顧客!!!忍不住了,想不到我爸的顧客是那麼樣的(在第二間)差不多沒個顧客都是這樣.他們絕對是看還有對手在那一區所以個個都要討價還價,我媽的顧客還好(第一間巴殺),沒聽過只是問問就買了.我作那麼多工作都沒遇到,在supermarket 當 promoter不用說啦 只是人說product 不好但沒得減價嗎.年輕人大多數都不理和沒問價錢.有問都沒減價的.他們問問就買了,要不然就走掉.
所謂:(福建話)要便宜,又要新鮮,又要在街邊。
買一樣菜,送包菜送番茄又拿幾個紙袋.
所謂:(福建話)要便宜,又要新鮮,又要在街邊。
買一樣菜,送包菜送番茄又拿幾個紙袋.
寂静的夜晚
在这寂静的夜晚,我独自一个人躺在床上,正想着近来的压力,家庭压力,学业压力,考试压力,人际关系等等真的令我喘不过起来了.自从我有了这部落格,也开始乱写爱情故事的习惯,那我以前的我经常躲在房里哭来发泄的方式就改变了.现在每当心情一不佳是,就来到这里写写爱情故事啦.发现有是一天里可写出两三个post.
Poor English
This English is poor than I write before or not? All reader can give comment at overall English that I write.
Writing also need to compare with my mood, if not my writing will be rubbish. Sometime read back that I feel it worst than before post. According to some people they say some sentences is can’t know/find the meaning .o….o…..that worst than before ?i need to improve it .
through here I can learn my language ,especially English .i can improve better through writing.so some time I will writing in English ,or translate the Chinese to English..so at here is Chinese and English word is writing in two way . i find that it is no fair if I just write Chinese ,some one who is don’t know the Chinese language so in other way I just write in two language .hope all reader will understand.
Writing also need to compare with my mood, if not my writing will be rubbish. Sometime read back that I feel it worst than before post. According to some people they say some sentences is can’t know/find the meaning .o….o…..that worst than before ?i need to improve it .
through here I can learn my language ,especially English .i can improve better through writing.so some time I will writing in English ,or translate the Chinese to English..so at here is Chinese and English word is writing in two way . i find that it is no fair if I just write Chinese ,some one who is don’t know the Chinese language so in other way I just write in two language .hope all reader will understand.
blah...blah...
又是我的错,又是我的不对,为什么每个人都不查清楚才拐人呢?又相骂了拿我来出气?又拿我来出气,当我什么东西来出气....好累了,天天都听得到骂人的声,天天都喊"静","够了".我好气他们拿我来出气,一不帮手就被骂了,太过忙不来就拿我来出气了,什么都是我,什么都是我,好累...我牺牲我,我由他们骂,我给他们骂,谁要骂人就骂我好了(失望,失落).希望世界清静一点啊.这不是我家庭背景不好而是因为我妈太爱我们了喜欢blah...blah...什么小事就被骂了一顿.我这傻瓜,这傻婆..人在吵架而我折在笑.,二十年了天天吵架,纱花窗.我不哈哈哈笑还能怎样呢?只是别采到我就好.从中学,小学,college都是一样的.又相骂了,又吵架了,我又要站那一边呢?为什么又令我为难呢?吵架时,分了两派了,好好一班好朋友分了两派我又要站/帮那一组呢?又令我为难了.
我好想离家..........,压力人人都有的,是看谁能够接受到那个地步,我是好幸福但我不想这样的情况我实在不能忍了,不能忍了.不是和我很密切的哎呀哥哥喜欢24小时混在外面,又去当混混.我真的明白为什么他要这样,有些人真的真的想不通,在外混得快乐就好.我是不学坏,不然我早就是混混了,感觉应该不错.
我好想离家..........,压力人人都有的,是看谁能够接受到那个地步,我是好幸福但我不想这样的情况我实在不能忍了,不能忍了.不是和我很密切的哎呀哥哥喜欢24小时混在外面,又去当混混.我真的明白为什么他要这样,有些人真的真的想不通,在外混得快乐就好.我是不学坏,不然我早就是混混了,感觉应该不错.
Happy moon cake festival day
Hi! Happy moon cake festival day .wah this day is my happy day on every year,when me as a children, that so happy taking the lantern with whole village children walk around the street in our village .sometime will scary by other people on road because taking the lantern in dark night .hahaha very happy ,funny .some time the lantern are burned,we fast and fast blow to put off the fire .after back to house then play game and playing candle (put at all the car park or using to cooking ,raise grass to cook that so childish ).
Now day this feeling is no more ,all children are grow up,that no more people is taking the lantern walk around our village .now day children are more high-tech they using the electrical lantern and they independent ,no will mix with other child playing at night on road .this festival is one year and one year more quiet at our village already .
Now day this feeling is no more ,all children are grow up,that no more people is taking the lantern walk around our village .now day children are more high-tech they using the electrical lantern and they independent ,no will mix with other child playing at night on road .this festival is one year and one year more quiet at our village already .
Holiday 2
Hi ,many day are not writing .now is my college holiday ,so that I am free .At home just eat and eat ,sleep and sleep ,study and study ,walk and walk ,dream and dream.Now is started puasa ,1 month more will be hari raya and deepavali lo.So fast 1 year already .That is the time,enjoy the malay food ,this is I waiting day hahhaaha I like the kuih bahulu,muruku,biscuit and so on.
假期的日子好悶
假期的日子好悶...整天在家裡不懂得要作什麼才好....沒事作,整天都在找什麼東東來吃,來作.整屋子裡的食物都給我吃光了,又需要買零食了.開學的是後不懂胖了多少呢?平常我在放假都是工作但這次例外,不做了.幫我爸爸做生意就好了,只是半天的工阿...哈哈爽.
Format 電腦工程還好,不錯已盡完成了但upgrade hardware 有點困難.到今天还没upgrade ,看來需要問問人,問問高手.看看書啦.挨...好悶也朋友個個都是在工作或上學沒同時間,好難聚在一起,只有星期六或星期日才能聚會.手提電話又沒錢,sms 又不能須打電話.我已經破記錄了,沒進錢一個月半了.全世界都以為我失蹤了,現在在我家裡還好啦,還可以用家裡電話來堡電話又不是我付錢...哈哈.
violin ..violin ..闷闷的还可拿出来玩玩。玩了又不知想作什么了。
Format 電腦工程還好,不錯已盡完成了但upgrade hardware 有點困難.到今天还没upgrade ,看來需要問問人,問問高手.看看書啦.挨...好悶也朋友個個都是在工作或上學沒同時間,好難聚在一起,只有星期六或星期日才能聚會.手提電話又沒錢,sms 又不能須打電話.我已經破記錄了,沒進錢一個月半了.全世界都以為我失蹤了,現在在我家裡還好啦,還可以用家裡電話來堡電話又不是我付錢...哈哈.
violin ..violin ..闷闷的还可拿出来玩玩。玩了又不知想作什么了。
holiday
I need to make announcement at here today .Tommorow is my last day exam at tarc college ,since now i finish my revision ,this subject will pass gua ,i think so la .i spending 2 hour more sitting in front of lecturer for consultation ,teaching by my lecturer .That quit understand the concept ,just tommorow try my best . i don't want wasted my time and enthusiastici to learn but no use,i must try my best to pass if can get gred A or B la.
Today also received my family phone call, say 1 to fetch me go home tomorrow ,so fast 1 ,i need to relax and enjoy at here ,so fast 1 to bring me back because of my brother have meeting at pj and forgetten to get his pass and formal shirt so need to go back to his second house to take it and after that same way coming to fetch me .i must go home if not no person will take me go home .My planning like this , spoil ..spoil and spoil.i want to watch movie with friend ,play bolling,shopping,planning enjoy 3 day that now is can't aready ... spoil!!!.hai!!!
At here saying happy birthday to my best friend ,i very sorry can't attend her party .hope she will understand ,My hostel is so far ...far.... so can't reach her house .somemore i will go back to my hometown that don't need say again that is imposibble to attend lo.To all my friend happy enjoy. ....happy ...happy..birthday to u .happy..birthday to u....happy..birthday to u.
Go back home for what? boring ?watch tv,no astro,no video?Got computer but hai...no online for 2 week o....i no will writing 2 week .No people talking and talking,face to wall la.
holiday planning :
1. i need to format my computer
2.upgrade my computer ,change the heal (fan),upgrade ram,hard disk.
wah that need to count the price ,i think that will about 300 more and more gua.need to research .
3.at night go to mamak .
4.study some education book la.
5.reading story book .
sunday go shopping ,watch movie .
ok i think that enough .
我还有一个部落格loving just love.那里是说爱情,友情的地方.那只是我得空的时后没时作太闲空了所以才会去写写"爱"的看法,经验,对爱的感受,人人对爱的痛苦.和我编的故事.
一下也有我的部落格地子.
Today also received my family phone call, say 1 to fetch me go home tomorrow ,so fast 1 ,i need to relax and enjoy at here ,so fast 1 to bring me back because of my brother have meeting at pj and forgetten to get his pass and formal shirt so need to go back to his second house to take it and after that same way coming to fetch me .i must go home if not no person will take me go home .My planning like this , spoil ..spoil and spoil.i want to watch movie with friend ,play bolling,shopping,planning enjoy 3 day that now is can't aready ... spoil!!!.hai!!!
At here saying happy birthday to my best friend ,i very sorry can't attend her party .hope she will understand ,My hostel is so far ...far.... so can't reach her house .somemore i will go back to my hometown that don't need say again that is imposibble to attend lo.To all my friend happy enjoy. ....happy ...happy..birthday to u .happy..birthday to u....happy..birthday to u.
Go back home for what? boring ?watch tv,no astro,no video?Got computer but hai...no online for 2 week o....i no will writing 2 week .No people talking and talking,face to wall la.
holiday planning :
1. i need to format my computer
2.upgrade my computer ,change the heal (fan),upgrade ram,hard disk.
wah that need to count the price ,i think that will about 300 more and more gua.need to research .
3.at night go to mamak .
4.study some education book la.
5.reading story book .
sunday go shopping ,watch movie .
ok i think that enough .
我还有一个部落格loving just love.那里是说爱情,友情的地方.那只是我得空的时后没时作太闲空了所以才会去写写"爱"的看法,经验,对爱的感受,人人对爱的痛苦.和我编的故事.
一下也有我的部落格地子.
Down syndrome people
At my secondary school ,my school have a class call special class that for down syndrome people .They are very pity ,because they are don't know any thing and can't think properly.My school people some time will scold them or just intentionally play them or get some advantage from them .this kind of people i seeing , i will so angry ,they already pity and why just like to alway play them because of stupid .why the world people are no humanisty ?
One day morning meeting at our school that the head of school and teacher is give announcement that please don't disturn the down syndrome people.
having a syndrome child that parent is more stress and they feel sorrow,anger,guilt.that need more concentrate many to the child.But that is no choice .they need to continues to care to child ,if no parent are abuse the child.
i will bring this topic because i think that need to respect they ,they already is a down syndrome people ,they don't how to think it ,but if they is thinking like us that will very hurt about themselves having this syndrome problem.And don't think they will danger to us.
i have close to downsyndrome people before,before i close with them i also worry about they ,because i don't what they think and will attack me or not.But lastly having long periob they are so clear of mind,they can't lie .If u no make the angry they will no acttack people.Some people are no like and no brave to close with them ,normaly they 1 to close the normal people but the people are scream or scare to them .That are so pity for them because people are scare .they think they are danger ,i can say that no ....
One day morning meeting at our school that the head of school and teacher is give announcement that please don't disturn the down syndrome people.
having a syndrome child that parent is more stress and they feel sorrow,anger,guilt.that need more concentrate many to the child.But that is no choice .they need to continues to care to child ,if no parent are abuse the child.
i will bring this topic because i think that need to respect they ,they already is a down syndrome people ,they don't how to think it ,but if they is thinking like us that will very hurt about themselves having this syndrome problem.And don't think they will danger to us.
i have close to downsyndrome people before,before i close with them i also worry about they ,because i don't what they think and will attack me or not.But lastly having long periob they are so clear of mind,they can't lie .If u no make the angry they will no acttack people.Some people are no like and no brave to close with them ,normaly they 1 to close the normal people but the people are scream or scare to them .That are so pity for them because people are scare .they think they are danger ,i can say that no ....
leaving malaysia
one day left ... leaving Malaysia. Eh ..no me ,i now say is one of my cousin who will left Malaysia soon.I at here congratulation him leaving malaysia for study at uk,having a nice journey to uk oh..try to suitable at there and mix friend la.O..o.. i no have any present send to him ,anywhere i think that is enough thing prepared for him . baggage also over heave .
leaving malaysia for travel,when will i leaving?i need to simply planning
1.finish study(2 year more)
2.find job
3.earn money(1year more)
4.giving mom and dad go travel(2 year)
5.finding boyfriend
6.earn money go travel.(i think need 1 year more)
i think total need 6 or 7 year more only can go oversea oh...
my second aspiration married 25 year old (married need to delay liao....)o....o....o....
leaving malaysia for travel,when will i leaving?i need to simply planning
1.finish study(2 year more)
2.find job
3.earn money(1year more)
4.giving mom and dad go travel(2 year)
5.finding boyfriend
6.earn money go travel.(i think need 1 year more)
i think total need 6 or 7 year more only can go oversea oh...
my second aspiration married 25 year old (married need to delay liao....)o....o....o....
third day of my final examination
wahahaha... today the first paper are so easy ,very happy of it ,but lastly the second paper are so so difficult ..hai!! again my future aspiration is destroy…
I think I need to find a college to continue my study to success my future aspiration..hai don’t why I choose this courses for 4 year ,I should go to other college to study for 3 year is enough ,so waste time …anywhere that is my choice choose this so I need to try my best for it until I can’t continue .i will no think that i make wrong decision ,just i 1 to fast finish it ......................and finding my aspiration .
Talk about happy thing ,today I finding friend to watch movie la…at last the result is ok lo…hahaha wait for that day .hope no any changing la.haha happy ..happy …
Let talk about my purpose of writing blog …my blog is start in few periob I no yet introduce what purpose of writing this blog.Ok let me talk about it now.Actually this is part of my daily…just a part here I will writing about my activity of my life and here also include my feeling of my life .some people are will more understand me through this blog ,but this also can cause some people misunderstand me,through this blog (because of my behaviour ,problem,feeling) ,anywhere what they think is their problem because my life is my life .
my second purpose is through here I can learn my language ,especially English .i can improve better through writing.so some time I will writing in English ,or translate the Chinese to English..so at here is Chinese and English word is writing in two way . i find that it is no fair if I just write Chinese ,some one who is don’t know the Chinese language so in other way I just write in two language .hope all reader will understand.
留言
哇...看来好多人看我的blog 哦....,我的确有一个题目是抄回来的...想不到有人还留言叫我别在抄...连一个题目都能给他看的出...好,其实我是从一 个actical (分数不是人生目的)里抄出,那不是我的style 写,当然是看的出啦,下次我应该放 link 吧...当然那是我的错,所以我去除了(delete)....有一个我写了特别夸张,而加上朋友帮我改,在加上我中学的文章..那么夸和style也变 真令人误会.....算了,我时时都令人误会的...
... 在这里全都是我original blog 了.在这里,谢谢大家的关心,这里所有都是我的一部分日记...只是一部分...也是我真真的感受....
... 在这里全都是我original blog 了.在这里,谢谢大家的关心,这里所有都是我的一部分日记...只是一部分...也是我真真的感受....
不放过看电影
哈哈...用这时间来休闲一下...哇!!! 好久没去看电影了,好想看 Monster House( 魔法屋)这部戏是动画... 哦...考完因该会去看了, 也要看My Super Ex-Girlfriend(我的超人前女友)...
我是好喜欢鬼故事的...我不放过...不想放过,有些人说鬼故事是不值得也是空答案的戏.更本是骗人的...世界没鬼的...也没怪物的...又有人是特别怕的,我需要早点找人陪我了,人人都害怕看这部戏....
我是好喜欢鬼故事的...我不放过...不想放过,有些人说鬼故事是不值得也是空答案的戏.更本是骗人的...世界没鬼的...也没怪物的...又有人是特别怕的,我需要早点找人陪我了,人人都害怕看这部戏....
又在当夜鬼
现在3.00 am , 我在搞什么呢? 又在当夜鬼,那么迟了还么睡,然后明天就没精神,会不会出现红猫眼呢?答案是不会.....在下午什么都不能作,不懂为什么我都常常当夜鬼,在晚上是特别精神的....
趁不能睡温习喔...顺便写写....
为自己加油....加油
趁不能睡温习喔...顺便写写....
为自己加油....加油
can't continue writing
o....no time to continue write my love story .next time will continue ok...prepared for exam
scary exam in my life
aiyo.... exam for two paper on one day , one word to represent"scary" .In one semester is needed to sit for 10 paper .10 paper.....10paper... two paper per subject.
hai!!! many people are no believed it .one paper for adv one more paper is for dergee ma >>>
hai!!! many people are no believed it .one paper for adv one more paper is for dergee ma >>>
second day for final examination
for first paper today ,i really can't forgive my self writing this stupid and nonsense answer at the paper. it is doing too many mistake that i no suppose to do but i still the same kind of me "blur" eye is can't open bigger,brain is no think properly.
my future aspiration is destroy...destroy...
我的未来愿望这样就毁了..毁了...
my future aspiration is destroy...destroy...
我的未来愿望这样就毁了..毁了...
hated ...hated.. ------>love
please don't hate .please don't hate somebody.
sometimes it will become love in yr life .what is love come from ,normaly is the feeling that u too much offer to the person,and very day will think about it ,think about it ---suppose is hate but in a long periob it will become love.from hated to love the feeling is so hurt because yr life suppose can't with them.
So don't think somebody say " i hate u" that is true hated u ....
So don't think somebody say " i love u" taht is true love u ....
So don't think somebody say " i don't friend with u" is that true 1 separate with u ....
in this world taht some people is saying but the heart are opposite thinking.
This always appeared to me everytime i fight with a person. And i know the answer is: Because you care about the person. if not, i wont fight with him/her.The more you love and care about that person, the more u fight.
sometimes it will become love in yr life .what is love come from ,normaly is the feeling that u too much offer to the person,and very day will think about it ,think about it ---suppose is hate but in a long periob it will become love.from hated to love the feeling is so hurt because yr life suppose can't with them.
So don't think somebody say " i hate u" that is true hated u ....
So don't think somebody say " i love u" taht is true love u ....
So don't think somebody say " i don't friend with u" is that true 1 separate with u ....
in this world taht some people is saying but the heart are opposite thinking.
This always appeared to me everytime i fight with a person. And i know the answer is: Because you care about the person. if not, i wont fight with him/her.The more you love and care about that person, the more u fight.
为什么会读 computer science
我同学不知为什么,无端端的说我如果不喜欢电脑系就别读了,趁早放取好了.他有可能误会了我吧.因为我有时是说得令人感觉我不喜欢电脑系...
今天又有人问为什么我读电脑系,一定要给他很好的理由.
看来很多人对电脑系有偏见了.很多人说电脑系是很难找工作,又有的说很难读的,又有人说是读来没前途,也有人说对着电脑会给电脑的紫外线吸的很参头发也会掉了很多.
我不晓得为什么我会读这科.今天我答了他必须答的问题,我喜欢读电脑系原因是我喜欢动电脑,从小到大我想拥有电脑,我也要认识电脑是怎样的,从小我就到表哥家用电脑,至到有人给我一部还可用的电脑但天天都是jam jam ,一年需 format 三四次的电脑,好可怕当时我是不会电脑的傻瓜.你说我是怎样学来的,那也是我一步一步学来的.
第二----理由是我很喜欢现在的数学...我也好喜欢到银行或作些关于数学的工作哦.在这科系,有那么多数学我已学了,应该能找到好工作吧.i
第三----理由是挑战哦,越难的就然我来式啦.我一定是能搞定的.虽然电脑的科技天天都在改变,天天都追着...但好阿...那不错.
他还问了我,这三理由足够让我真真喜欢电脑系吗?我答案回他"是".我很很确定的"是".
今天又有人问为什么我读电脑系,一定要给他很好的理由.
看来很多人对电脑系有偏见了.很多人说电脑系是很难找工作,又有的说很难读的,又有人说是读来没前途,也有人说对着电脑会给电脑的紫外线吸的很参头发也会掉了很多.
我不晓得为什么我会读这科.今天我答了他必须答的问题,我喜欢读电脑系原因是我喜欢动电脑,从小到大我想拥有电脑,我也要认识电脑是怎样的,从小我就到表哥家用电脑,至到有人给我一部还可用的电脑但天天都是jam jam ,一年需 format 三四次的电脑,好可怕当时我是不会电脑的傻瓜.你说我是怎样学来的,那也是我一步一步学来的.
第二----理由是我很喜欢现在的数学...我也好喜欢到银行或作些关于数学的工作哦.在这科系,有那么多数学我已学了,应该能找到好工作吧.i
第三----理由是挑战哦,越难的就然我来式啦.我一定是能搞定的.虽然电脑的科技天天都在改变,天天都追着...但好阿...那不错.
他还问了我,这三理由足够让我真真喜欢电脑系吗?我答案回他"是".我很很确定的"是".
sms
Merdaka....Merdeka.. now is 12.35am after saw the firework at hostel.wah so many firework is play at klcc ,some kl state..so nice .
many people is send sms until can send out the sms message ,wah if celebrate something sure is jam at road ,send sms also can't get .So for me i will early sending to friend if no,it will received it at tommorrow lo.
SMS using for what .many people is using wrongly . using to send nonsense thing ,some so waste the money to send and send...
have many people is nothing to do ,need find some thing to doing it right?i alway received the message send to me is ,"u must send to 10 person if no will bad luck ,if no will no good for family,if no u will sad ...and so on .. are me need to send it for my 10 friend? i no so many time and money to send it ,i also don't 1 my friend saw it and waste their credit to send the nonsense thing.
actually ,some message is create by some company to earn some profit from the SMS like buy furniture promotion ,all is lie,that i heard from my friend ,i don't know that is it true?some say is they purpose created some thing to earn profit ,make many people send and send(make many people buy the reload card).that is created by some shop or seller .anywhere....
hai...i will no send this stupid sms for it ,that will make some people don't like ,or making some people is confuse 1 to send this nonsense thing or don't 1 send it nonsense thing.
many people is send sms until can send out the sms message ,wah if celebrate something sure is jam at road ,send sms also can't get .So for me i will early sending to friend if no,it will received it at tommorrow lo.
SMS using for what .many people is using wrongly . using to send nonsense thing ,some so waste the money to send and send...
have many people is nothing to do ,need find some thing to doing it right?i alway received the message send to me is ,"u must send to 10 person if no will bad luck ,if no will no good for family,if no u will sad ...and so on .. are me need to send it for my 10 friend? i no so many time and money to send it ,i also don't 1 my friend saw it and waste their credit to send the nonsense thing.
actually ,some message is create by some company to earn some profit from the SMS like buy furniture promotion ,all is lie,that i heard from my friend ,i don't know that is it true?some say is they purpose created some thing to earn profit ,make many people send and send(make many people buy the reload card).that is created by some shop or seller .anywhere....
hai...i will no send this stupid sms for it ,that will make some people don't like ,or making some people is confuse 1 to send this nonsense thing or don't 1 send it nonsense thing.
finally free a little bit
hi ...finally presentation finish and setter,the presentation is ok and for me that is good la no so nervous .Now just left final exam.i need to prepere it for final exam lo ,aiyo so fast 1 sem will finish .time is no stop a minutes for us ,time is alway go on and as people just some time let the time going on and no using it properly.em...i think me is that type ,now only rush for study.
monkey...monkey...
oh no?? period of saw monkey and will attack by monkey is coming,every year i will saw the monkey at 1 periob only,that special for our college" still have monkey" .today i walk back from school i saw monkey at jungle next my school,they jump here jump there .At the time i just walk alone back to hostel ,when walking ,there is no other people is walking the road, very scare that monkey will attack people.Think about when secondary school ,one day my friend go to the seminar at Uni place ,that Uni serve the next jungle hostel to they all ,so that they will having activity easiely ,but at the second morning ,my friend bag lost ,they find and find but can't get ,finally at afternoon they seeing the bag is throwing away and the food is lost ...oh..the food like snack is eating by monkey.then second day the monkey came again and steal some one bag ,all people are scare of attack and run ,my second friend bag are steal and throw all the thing out (cloth and dairy thing)all food are eating by monkey in front of people . ...that is so scary happning in life ....ha..ha..ha... it is funny ,all class is laugh at him because of why the monkey steal he bag ,taking the cloth throwing and throw ...think the acting of monkey throw and throw the cloth ???
monkey...monkey...
oh no?? period of saw monkey and will attack by monkey is coming,every year i will saw the monkey at 1 periob only,that special for our college" still have monkey" .today i walk back from school i saw monkey at jungle next my school,they jump here jump there .At the time i just walk alone back to hostel ,when walking ,there is no other people is walking the road, very scare that monkey will attack people.Think about when secondary school ,one day my friend go to the seminar at Uni place ,that Uni serve the next jungle hostel to they all ,so that they will having activity easiely ,but at the second morning ,my friend bag lost ,they find and find but can't get ,finally at afternoon they seeing the bag is throwing away and the food is lost ...oh..the food like snack is eating by monkey.then second day the monkey came again and steal some one bag ,all people are scare of attack and run ,my second friend bag are steal and throw all the thing out (cloth and dairy thing)all food are eating by monkey in front of people . ...that is so scary happning in life ....ha..ha..ha... it is funny ,all class is laugh at him because of why the monkey steal he bag ,taking the cloth throwing and throw ...think the acting of monkey throw and throw the cloth ???
huh..busy of computer
today i found 1 thing ,that is some people who so busy busy of her computer . hi ,it is have computer is so troublesome .when new bought then every day touch it ,using it ,install thing .when jam repair it ,when having virus ...scan...scan... and format it .
today my roommate are busy of her computer because of getting virus in her computer ,for she is no familiar to computer, so panic and 24 hour is touching the computer ....scan...scan..it is can scan it the antivirus is no updated in computer ,overall can't scan any virus. At last i sure need helping her la ,download the antivirus software to her can lo.
hi ...talk back about saturday ,why so funny of it , many people are misunderstand me for asking the ID ,are they misunderstand me need the ID number .huh..how can they know the ID if i asking for i t,are me is so stupid person.i need the logon ID format for logon to the college mail ........only ma...hi...hai...
i so need of it because all the college staff will know which person send the mail ,and the mail address with user name is provided ,if using the nickname mail that will cause the problem of delete it .ok ...that i need is because i need to finding my counsellor ,i need to reply her ,because i already dissappear for about two month ....that ok she still reply me today ...o don't think about me have any problem ah ...just is personal thing to solve only .
today my roommate are busy of her computer because of getting virus in her computer ,for she is no familiar to computer, so panic and 24 hour is touching the computer ....scan...scan..it is can scan it the antivirus is no updated in computer ,overall can't scan any virus. At last i sure need helping her la ,download the antivirus software to her can lo.
hi ...talk back about saturday ,why so funny of it , many people are misunderstand me for asking the ID ,are they misunderstand me need the ID number .huh..how can they know the ID if i asking for i t,are me is so stupid person.i need the logon ID format for logon to the college mail ........only ma...hi...hai...
i so need of it because all the college staff will know which person send the mail ,and the mail address with user name is provided ,if using the nickname mail that will cause the problem of delete it .ok ...that i need is because i need to finding my counsellor ,i need to reply her ,because i already dissappear for about two month ....that ok she still reply me today ...o don't think about me have any problem ah ...just is personal thing to solve only .
不被影响情绪了.emotion no will affected ..
成为不被影响情绪的人,我要成为不理别人的指指点点,和别人的感受,也不要因为爱
所以这样那样的,别人是别人,我就是我.不管人怎样对待我,怎样看我也无所谓.我是
不能为人而改变.要是在,怎样看我,我也无法,那是他的问题了.
不懂为什么我的情绪都被影响,也许是因为我的幼子,思想单纯.....从今天开始读书
了不被影响情绪....
my emotion are alway affected ..
i don't want to be the person that emotional people .from today i will
cancentrate study for final exam ,i don't want have any affected by some
one . if some one don't like me,see my like one kind, i have no choice of
it ,just i can say that is their problem .me is me, i can't change any thing
because of them .
huh .... i will concentrate for study.
所以这样那样的,别人是别人,我就是我.不管人怎样对待我,怎样看我也无所谓.我是
不能为人而改变.要是在,怎样看我,我也无法,那是他的问题了.
不懂为什么我的情绪都被影响,也许是因为我的幼子,思想单纯.....从今天开始读书
了不被影响情绪....
my emotion are alway affected ..
i don't want to be the person that emotional people .from today i will
cancentrate study for final exam ,i don't want have any affected by some
one . if some one don't like me,see my like one kind, i have no choice of
it ,just i can say that is their problem .me is me, i can't change any thing
because of them .
huh .... i will concentrate for study.
computer science & technology
study computer science ,but still don't know any thing about it, is so funny?In this world i sure still got some people is like this .some all actully study for education and going to social for working .Acctually saying computer science is difficult to find job that is no so true ,that depent on someone who is intersted to the knowlege and how they can explain on the interview .if on interview that person are can't answer well or memorise.taht sure can't get job...
technology is alway update that more troublesome of this ,eveyone need to update they knowledge.For me ,i have some thing still can't solve .it is no easy to handle like repair the computer ,upgrade it an so on ...that need so time to learn about it ....in the end need to learn and learn to fullfill the social although it is troublesome.But this is good if getting this know because don't need to call repair man.i still have some friend that are no familiar at all at the computer and technology ,if have any problem they will panic of the computer .huh ...
ok talk about the education ,many college are given the no suitable subject for computer science student ,like at the university they all until now only change the syllabus ,the proramming for the social are some is out of date ,so the student will learn many by own to fullfill they knowledge .That is good ?? i feel it good also because all graduat student nowday just know the high level programing ,how about the low level programing that some people is already graduat long long ago .
technology is alway update that more troublesome of this ,eveyone need to update they knowledge.For me ,i have some thing still can't solve .it is no easy to handle like repair the computer ,upgrade it an so on ...that need so time to learn about it ....in the end need to learn and learn to fullfill the social although it is troublesome.But this is good if getting this know because don't need to call repair man.i still have some friend that are no familiar at all at the computer and technology ,if have any problem they will panic of the computer .huh ...
ok talk about the education ,many college are given the no suitable subject for computer science student ,like at the university they all until now only change the syllabus ,the proramming for the social are some is out of date ,so the student will learn many by own to fullfill they knowledge .That is good ?? i feel it good also because all graduat student nowday just know the high level programing ,how about the low level programing that some people is already graduat long long ago .
my new blog
hi hi this is my new blog place .thamk to stop here ,try to view my journal of every day include my happyness or sad .thank to stop here.
hi hi....... is me...is me....
Well...I'm not very tall, not very dark and most definitely not
pretty. I'm one of those high IQ-low EQ type of persons who just
can't seem to get emotionally attached to someone, mostly due to
the lack of trying. Maybe this blogging might help me or maybe not.
Don't know and up to a certain extent, don't really care.
pretty. I'm one of those high IQ-low EQ type of persons who just
can't seem to get emotionally attached to someone, mostly due to
the lack of trying. Maybe this blogging might help me or maybe not.
Don't know and up to a certain extent, don't really care.
communicate
今天没line 上网,我因该post 这个日记在明天吧?看先如果有了线上网的话,我就会post 上来了.我新开了blog place. 让我整理好我就通知你们啦.因为在这里是不能让你们 give comment .
今天算是有点得空,刚好assigment 完成了.但还有的是接下来就是大考了.好怕...好怕... 这样就要过了一个学期了,又要换讲师了,又要换我们读的科目了.从今天要读书了.
说回作天...嗨!! 天啊... 我的电脑为什么慢得要死了,在这学期里装了很多上课须要的software 搞得电脑位已尽差不多满了.在放假里因该把它洗掉了.然后顺便format电脑了.
说回我每次于到的事就是 沟通,我从我qq 的blog 看到了他写了沟通问题和家庭大得不得了搞到他有沟通问题也说到是见面都不懂他人的名...那也有我的分吧!!
嗨!!! 是不是人多,而在很少沟通下会发生的是呢.是的家庭很大加上和有很多亲戚是不是很难沟通吗?好了,沟通是两方面的.但在两方面的人都是不出声的话,或是两方面都是害羞那就不能认识了对方,永远都不能沟通了.既然你们一般,我们一般的说话,在一张桌上用餐都说不到 3 秒钟 的话而和他说话也会遇到我们不同的topic lo...嗨!!!我和他们还好谈吧.还有认识他们的名字,还有和他们联络...呵呵不错
..但我亲戚连他们的名字也没问,那是不是好没friendly呢?每次都会搞成你们一般,我们一般.我要在那呢??人多是不能认识那么多人的但其马都需要和人沟通,沟通..吧?也要招待人....
today no line to online i writing this journal ,maybe need to post on nextday ....actually i have many blog place.now i also register a new blog places,if i complete doing the rearrange then i will inform yr all .because at here u all seeing my blog is no allow to given comment right? ok .....some blog is my true feeling so i can't give u see my diary 1...he heh eh... so i no will give the address to yr all for some blog places.
talk about communicate ,why my around people alway getting this problem of communicate with other .hai !!! i found this in my qq blog that saying have a big family that are having difficult to communicate with which other.
"""Itós just sad looking at the situation. Everyone sitting on the table is related in their very own genes but yet they treat each other like strangers.Well I guess this is the situation when you have an extremely large family where 70% of the people in the family are not recognizable."""
communicate is needed two person to communicate ,if some one don't talk or some one feel shy to talk with which other then it will become not recognizable forever.so that if need communicate so don't be the shy people or choosing which kind of people u like .Some people is in one group with close person and don't will recognizable to with other ,so it will become u 1 group ,my 1 group ...AND it shy to communicate .why this will happen ?
今天算是有点得空,刚好assigment 完成了.但还有的是接下来就是大考了.好怕...好怕... 这样就要过了一个学期了,又要换讲师了,又要换我们读的科目了.从今天要读书了.
说回作天...嗨!! 天啊... 我的电脑为什么慢得要死了,在这学期里装了很多上课须要的software 搞得电脑位已尽差不多满了.在放假里因该把它洗掉了.然后顺便format电脑了.
说回我每次于到的事就是 沟通,我从我qq 的blog 看到了他写了沟通问题和家庭大得不得了搞到他有沟通问题也说到是见面都不懂他人的名...那也有我的分吧!!
嗨!!! 是不是人多,而在很少沟通下会发生的是呢.是的家庭很大加上和有很多亲戚是不是很难沟通吗?好了,沟通是两方面的.但在两方面的人都是不出声的话,或是两方面都是害羞那就不能认识了对方,永远都不能沟通了.既然你们一般,我们一般的说话,在一张桌上用餐都说不到 3 秒钟 的话而和他说话也会遇到我们不同的topic lo...嗨!!!我和他们还好谈吧.还有认识他们的名字,还有和他们联络...呵呵不错
..但我亲戚连他们的名字也没问,那是不是好没friendly呢?每次都会搞成你们一般,我们一般.我要在那呢??人多是不能认识那么多人的但其马都需要和人沟通,沟通..吧?也要招待人....
today no line to online i writing this journal ,maybe need to post on nextday ....actually i have many blog place.now i also register a new blog places,if i complete doing the rearrange then i will inform yr all .because at here u all seeing my blog is no allow to given comment right? ok .....some blog is my true feeling so i can't give u see my diary 1...he heh eh... so i no will give the address to yr all for some blog places.
talk about communicate ,why my around people alway getting this problem of communicate with other .hai !!! i found this in my qq blog that saying have a big family that are having difficult to communicate with which other.
"""Itós just sad looking at the situation. Everyone sitting on the table is related in their very own genes but yet they treat each other like strangers.Well I guess this is the situation when you have an extremely large family where 70% of the people in the family are not recognizable."""
communicate is needed two person to communicate ,if some one don't talk or some one feel shy to talk with which other then it will become not recognizable forever.so that if need communicate so don't be the shy people or choosing which kind of people u like .Some people is in one group with close person and don't will recognizable to with other ,so it will become u 1 group ,my 1 group ...AND it shy to communicate .why this will happen ?
日记 22/8/06
不懂要写什么了.
在 心理科里,那讲师说的满多都说到我的心理上的问题了.在每堂课,我都能看出自己是怎样的人也了解了我本身...今天上了心理课....感觉到也了解到了自 己很多,哈..趁早了解自己算是好是吧? 哦..今天 说到.. anxiety dissorders. 那就是担心,害怕,lost control of fear. nervousness and no relax type...until became Phobias.还有的是 depression is heritable...说起就是感觉身边的人,世界上的人都不关心你,体谅你,天天什么事都会怪上人...这些情观发身在人身上是不是有心理问题呢?没 上心理课,我没发觉有问题出现在我身上..但现在了解了.....问题还是存在在我...逃避..逃避..的我在也不逃了.到是候面对事实.
talk about today i doing what
10.55 am at lab doing coding ,teach by group menber
12.00 am attend tutorial class for applied statistic
1.00 pm rest then go to canteen eat
2.00 pm go to psychology lec class
4.00 pm my friend came to my room doing coding
7.00 pm she go back then i take bath
7.30 pm eating
8.30 pm write journal
8.50 pm start doing coding and documentation
12.00 pm may start reading book (may be )
2.15 am witch off light (sleep)
在 心理科里,那讲师说的满多都说到我的心理上的问题了.在每堂课,我都能看出自己是怎样的人也了解了我本身...今天上了心理课....感觉到也了解到了自 己很多,哈..趁早了解自己算是好是吧? 哦..今天 说到.. anxiety dissorders. 那就是担心,害怕,lost control of fear. nervousness and no relax type...until became Phobias.还有的是 depression is heritable...说起就是感觉身边的人,世界上的人都不关心你,体谅你,天天什么事都会怪上人...这些情观发身在人身上是不是有心理问题呢?没 上心理课,我没发觉有问题出现在我身上..但现在了解了.....问题还是存在在我...逃避..逃避..的我在也不逃了.到是候面对事实.
talk about today i doing what
9.00 am my friend call me say no class ,so i still continue sleep
10.35am my friend call me go to lab doing coding.10.55 am at lab doing coding ,teach by group menber
12.00 am attend tutorial class for applied statistic
1.00 pm rest then go to canteen eat
2.00 pm go to psychology lec class
4.00 pm my friend came to my room doing coding
7.00 pm she go back then i take bath
7.30 pm eating
8.30 pm write journal
8.50 pm start doing coding and documentation
12.00 pm may start reading book (may be )
2.15 am witch off light (sleep)
透明人.....
有时候,我会发觉到有些人会把我当着透明人的看待.为什么明明摆在他面前了也当着看不见我的.那些人遇到我也不想和我打招呼.难道那些人怕了我??其实我会对人怎样吗??我会对人打骂一顿,人不惹我,我也不惹人的.
还!! 有的人是对我像小孩的看待我,天天都关心我又问东问西的,怕我不会决绝事务.
种种的人我都分不清,人以人之间是怎样的.我不想把任何人当透明人但有些人还是把我当透明人的看待....到底把我当透明的是想"干什么的".我真的不能对他说出什么话了,我也不想开口的问他"你想怎样"到底是不是我很领你讨厌...如果是的话,你就当我是透明的吧.
还!! 有的人是对我像小孩的看待我,天天都关心我又问东问西的,怕我不会决绝事务.
种种的人我都分不清,人以人之间是怎样的.我不想把任何人当透明人但有些人还是把我当透明人的看待....到底把我当透明的是想"干什么的".我真的不能对他说出什么话了,我也不想开口的问他"你想怎样"到底是不是我很领你讨厌...如果是的话,你就当我是透明的吧.
sorry to myself
o......o........ today i skip 1 class .why i will skip the class , normally no problem ,no sick i will noskip class .today morning my skip the IP class,o..no why this thing will happen to me , it look like i become lazy liao..ha ha ha ...
actully i no doing the homework ,tutorial ,practical an so on ...all no do how to attend the class le...later need answer the answer ,i can't answer it ... i also got some fed up to doing this thing la...i normaly can't answer it ....now talk about OOAD ..hai this also give me the fed up feeling ...why?? because the tutor will having the nonsense talk...every time attend the class ,she will talk talk for half an hour ...just for nonsense thing ...no for the syllibus..that make me can't get the concept by explaination.attend the class like no attend before.hai..hai...hai... need to learn myself.
let talk about me now at tarc ...so worst ,my friend called me alien ,hai...play play only.... they called me alien because of me different with them when talking to them ...some time i will beat my friend when talking to them ,some time i will no understand them and them will no understand me talk about .hai....yes ,what i talk about is some time so confirm ,no think before talk, some time i will talk nonsense thing wan....hei hei hei...so funny they play me until i really from mas planet and need to back to Mas planet liao..
this word ,yok.... yok... become the word at our class ...u know how come this word .hai.... this also is me lo, at lab just ask tutor ask until she come out this word from her mouth .May be i make the tutor very angry of asking many many question.
actully i no doing the homework ,tutorial ,practical an so on ...all no do how to attend the class le...later need answer the answer ,i can't answer it ... i also got some fed up to doing this thing la...i normaly can't answer it ....now talk about OOAD ..hai this also give me the fed up feeling ...why?? because the tutor will having the nonsense talk...every time attend the class ,she will talk talk for half an hour ...just for nonsense thing ...no for the syllibus..that make me can't get the concept by explaination.attend the class like no attend before.hai..hai...hai... need to learn myself.
let talk about me now at tarc ...so worst ,my friend called me alien ,hai...play play only.... they called me alien because of me different with them when talking to them ...some time i will beat my friend when talking to them ,some time i will no understand them and them will no understand me talk about .hai....yes ,what i talk about is some time so confirm ,no think before talk, some time i will talk nonsense thing wan....hei hei hei...so funny they play me until i really from mas planet and need to back to Mas planet liao..
this word ,yok.... yok... become the word at our class ...u know how come this word .hai.... this also is me lo, at lab just ask tutor ask until she come out this word from her mouth .May be i make the tutor very angry of asking many many question.
真假我分不出.
我 不想说那么多的....只是来写写,我心情...好伤心,我一伤心我就要在这里写了.我不懂会谁看我的jounal. 谢谢来看...但你不是member 是在里是不能 give 到 comment 的.有是请 meet me at MSN janetget@hotmail.com..
伤心的感觉又出现了,.如果你有看我的blog 你会知道我是那一种人了.有可能你会不喜欢我,也不想看到我的伤心blog ....我可以说在我日记,每一面都会说到伤心的事情的.
算了,也许我是个想歪歪的吧?才把我自己搞的这样......
谁想伤心哦.!! 可是每件事都是我的错,每件事都是我的问题,每件事都是我领到我烦..每件事都赖在我身上... why why ...why...,.太过关心我,我又感觉好心苦的面对他们....嗨!又遇到自私的人了...
今 天我发觉到我认识的到底是真还是假...真还是假....真还是假....真假我分不出....我真的分不出.在他们和我对话是真的很想一巴打过去... 真的,为什么他们这么对我....感觉到他们好自私,好自私,把所有的东西都把来作既然把小小的部分留给我们...我不懂他们为什么要这样作,两人是不可 能拿那小小的部分来作的...那只是会给老师看到我们没作是的啦.想不到他们那么自私...和他们说了但也不想了解我们..算了..遇到这种人真的好失望..是好意或是有目的,那就要得到高分.....真假我分不出.,
伤心的感觉又出现了,.如果你有看我的blog 你会知道我是那一种人了.有可能你会不喜欢我,也不想看到我的伤心blog ....我可以说在我日记,每一面都会说到伤心的事情的.
算了,也许我是个想歪歪的吧?才把我自己搞的这样......
谁想伤心哦.!! 可是每件事都是我的错,每件事都是我的问题,每件事都是我领到我烦..每件事都赖在我身上... why why ...why...,.太过关心我,我又感觉好心苦的面对他们....嗨!又遇到自私的人了...
今 天我发觉到我认识的到底是真还是假...真还是假....真还是假....真假我分不出....我真的分不出.在他们和我对话是真的很想一巴打过去... 真的,为什么他们这么对我....感觉到他们好自私,好自私,把所有的东西都把来作既然把小小的部分留给我们...我不懂他们为什么要这样作,两人是不可 能拿那小小的部分来作的...那只是会给老师看到我们没作是的啦.想不到他们那么自私...和他们说了但也不想了解我们..算了..遇到这种人真的好失望..是好意或是有目的,那就要得到高分.....真假我分不出.,
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