life consists of moment

不能住了

2008-07-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

自从我搬回来巴生住越来越感觉到不耐烦了，天天上班都是塞车，好好的不知近来在这儿要建几条大道结果就是塞车。我天天8.30am上班前后都要前一小时出门。有时又不知怎样的塞了9.15am 才到办公室，huh ...从我家道巴生区只要十分钟罢了，我阵阵花了那么多时间，车油。。。。真的暴血管！！！

看看报纸发现吗？上两个星期了，这里(直落玻璃)发生命案。恐怖！！！恐怖！！！越来越感觉没安全感了。我这里是那么的危险。。。。我害怕得感觉到生命那么的容易失去。

my new mobile phone

2008-07-20T23:09:00.009+08:00

2 megapixel camera ==> 2.5 x digital zoom function .The picture result is good ,but one thing bad is when taking phone ,need to press the 'yes' key in the phone center(the circle ) .this design is very troublesome .
Comparing other mobile ,It design in beside the body mobile for pressing to taking photo .While the beside having the button key but for zoom and for volume high or low .

keypad is beautiful , stylish, unique .i likes this....

z770i.......easy access Web it can surf web straightforward .

o...o....happy ...i already have new mobile ...one thing be careful the month credit for your phone lo ...

experience in life

2008-05-21T21:07:00.003+08:00

first times ,When I was in my hostel , there is a tremor that shock me in room,i feel that tremor and I was still sleeping in unbelieved got eartquake in Malaysia and none people are wake up .

second time ,there is a tremor that shock me in living room,when in morning i sat on the sofa ,i feel tremor ,i told my mom ,she still joke with me that dun be silly, Malaysia dun have eartquake...So the next day, news reported tremor feel in Malaysia ..is in jakarta having earquake .

third times,there is a tremor that shock me in house bedroom,whole family is sleep like pig ,in yesterday (20/5/08) 10.30PM are feel tremor happening in my house in klang .Ya .......i ran to my mom room and told having tremor ,but all is sleeping like simple answer me dun be silly,u are scare your self only .....eh ...eh....

next day ..................................................
Today again, Malaysia been reported in national TV for being feeling the earthquake tremor.ah ...ah ...is in sumatera having 6.1 earquake .

if the tremor happened i will first get know in family because i am the person when having ab normal environment i will headache and vomit .although sat in car for long journey .

新生活

2008-04-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

这份工作上没压力，轻轻松松的每一天的做几件事就等放工。下星期senior 就放假了，我handle 的东西大概熟悉了，有些事务是意料不到的，有点担心，有些的东西没经过pactical是很难搞，感觉上亲手示范才记得。

薪水方面不是很高也不是很低麻，但天天 5.05PM 就放工了。等放工的人不是我啦，是我前桌的那位美女。。。哈哈五时正就对我说放工了，就在昨天我对她说‘你很爱放工哦，你好开心天天等放工啊！ ’做工人士是那么想放工的，看看我的感觉很不想吧！公司是在5.05 pm 就报告放工了，全公司的人就在那时离开，门上锁了。第一天上班原来这家公司是没OT的。。。。。我公司看起来是那么的先进，在klang 可算security system ,phone system ,pc system,和working system可和kl 公司比。

什么都好可是有件事是我不愉快的，我公司冷气那么的热。。。不是冷气机坏而是几个怕冷导致我快热死了。。。。。想想冷气机把它调制到26 度。。。我快热死了结果就这样另一个就把它调20度，还没冷就放工了。第二天，怕冷的又冷得好讨厌的样子又调回。。。。我热。。但不想调制，几个冷几个热搞得脸黑黑的。我只能讨厌怕冷的人，难道穿外套还是怕冷吗？既是大家让步23度的调职也ok 吧？

薪水

2008-03-26T22:27:00.005+08:00

哈哈哈。。。时间过得快，再几天就是出薪水的时候了。
这时候想要买什么好，我好久以前想想，我家是那么的...什么都没。。。
好多东西哦。。。。一步一步的买。

三个月后一定买个sony ericsson Z610i 或 z555i .目前要等z555i 的出现看看是怎样的价钱和功能。和610比较功能是555 少了蛮多.

上办了

2008-03-17T23:01:00.001+08:00

不知是幸运还是不幸运，可说一件事是好不幸运的。既然发生了也没办法了只能接受。

幸运的是我上办了，哈哈。。。工作上比学业还轻松多了。这间公司还是蛮大的。虽然不是像KL 的大公司，但还是大过我之前PART TIME 公司，大多了，薪水还多过我之前第一间的两倍，第二间的三倍。不过还没两千，给家用，供车期，自己用大概都没了。

哈哈。。。还有的是下午3. 00PM 会有个清理工人准备下午茶放在各人的桌上。大家可以享用。。。em..

结下来在两个月后，senior 会放长假了，那时会忙还可能自己‘拾生’不能搞定都是要可以呢。好怕！！

好不开心的一天

2008-01-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

昨天好倒霉哦。。。。我从来没遇过那么样的男人，‘请男人注意‘请对女生有风度点咯’’。昨天发生了两件事。

一，昨天就是这样在路旁遇上个赶时间的男人，他是个有学问的人[讲师]因为我得到了的士而他赶时间就是这样顺路和他同辆的士到学校，而我是要到宿舍，那知在他谈话是他对我说 ‘ 你可以走路到宿舍吗’。哇。。。为何我要走路呢？赶时间的是他，而那的士是现到校园的。。。。

二，就是搭的士。。你知啦KL 的士是那么‘巴百’骄傲。近近不载。。。少钱不载。。。多人赚不多不载。也是在昨天我被赶‘我不载你’。说不载了还不知为什么开车，几怕他不知载我到那？我就好气，打发雷电的大喊一声‘停车不用载’就是这样幸好停了车让我下了。好啦。。。越写越气，应该消气了咯。再几次应该不会再搭的士了。

好不开心时又给老师问了个我好难答的话题。。她说我为什么是那种不能专心的人，可能她担心我了。问我到底我不能专心是在想什么。原因？？？令到她都有点伤心，我也是有点伤心。。。答案。。。？？

哈哈。。。blur queen 其中一位班上同学称呼，我简直是blur 吗，有时真的要blur 才能blur 得开心。。奇奇也是个好听的名哦。。。哈哈记得记得我喔。。hehehe....

01/01/08

2008-01-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

在星期三晚，就是31/12/07 。又是那种不知不觉的或是临时决定的计划，就是这样
的很快就上了云顶去了。没什么准备，没什么计划就到了云顶了‘ 冻死O...'。去
年也是这样的到了KLCC 去，那知那儿好多外劳。。。不是好开心的度过，但也是留
个回忆。

今年好开心的回忆哦，上了云顶就是流浪。然后就看到有举办演唱会及countdown
，那时就集到最前看，因为我矮所以最前我简直是给人遮了。也算是很靠近台但没
机会和明星握手，好失望啊。哈哈哈。。。想不出我的傻样子是怎样的吧，给人笑
超级歌迷。

好开心的到外看烟花，好美得烟花也是第一次在云顶看呢。好开心哦。。。然后就
在外逗留到清晨了，在花园里冷。。冷。。。两个傻人就是在谈天在‘冷’在笑在
冷。。。。

感觉是那么的开心。。。。希望还有这机会哦。

谋生的世界

2007-10-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

我越来越多感觉对这世界好谋生了，不知为什么感觉这样，这是我的问题吧？不知不觉我好像对大家好谋生。

星期二晚，我哭了，于是跑到山坡有个美的风景就在那儿，我哭了好严重就算是够丑也是忍不住一定的哭了，可说我是个哭包啦。。。真的是我好爱哭。。。。好爱哭的哭包。

在那时我真的不知要打个电话给谁，感觉对这好谋生。。。好谋生。到底在伤心时应找。。亲人？朋友？好朋友？从手机里的号码我选不出。。。。。。我真的选不出应找谁。

love to blog

2007-05-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

today may last day to blog ......huh ...i am the 1 don't like blogging .why i will love to blog .

i need to stop it because finally i realize something .i hate"share ",creating story i hate ,So that sharing something i hate .told the true thing i most hate .Most most hate is this a website .Most and most hate why i share my life in blog .

when i love to blog, i will stop it as well ..........because i am this type of people.So is time to stop.

finally i realize ,i visit a person blog 'love to blog 'why she so love blog ,because blog recording the daily happening,sharing knowledge ,everyday siting infront PC wrote and wrote,wrote for sharing and satisfied .Blog like so powerful ?

'sharing ','wrote and wrote',finally i realize..........i hate .Because i can't sharing my daily happening in whole world .So the time for me to stop.

thank Coming to my page .Bye bye .

:D i will be visitor lo ,given comment to all i viewing blog . i will go through .......heihei

晕(faint)

2007-05-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

病了，晕得飘阿飘
sick liao,faint like float at air

holiday

2007-05-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

huh.... this holiday just busy of final project ,doing seminar .So busy ..........

now need to doing the seminar and catch up .Hurry !!!!!

鬼？？

2007-05-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

昨晚下起大雨，半夜里不停的打雷。在一个黑暗中的半夜三更，一人在房里把被单盖的紧紧，密密。好害怕噢。。。。。那时立刻醒来开个灯把房子照亮,不然有点害怕的感觉。

之前那房间不是我的，然后当事人有点不顺的感觉不适合住就对换咯。

以前的我并不害怕(几年前)，而什么事没发生但经过前一天晚上,躺在床上感觉点。。。。(吓！！)(我不信)可能自己吓自己了，所以有点害怕的感觉。

我的家不会有鬼吧！！！！？？
我不信。。。。所谓自己吓自己了，嗨。

倒霉

2007-05-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

是不是真的真的倒霉，我不相信有倒霉的事，一直我认为倒霉只是个人的疏忽，人的性格导致的，但现在令我不得不信真的会倒霉

我全家上下都倒霉了，初初是我的倒霉，然后朋友,现在我家里的倒霉也太多了，是我开始带来的吗？huh！！！我不出门，乖乖呆在家里结果。。。。

我妈妈既然在母亲节那天早上摔倒在公路，幸好还没什么事只是擦伤。

我爸爸又发生工人不干了，我爸爸工人只是请来帮帮他作生意，他既然在这时候想不干了。。。。我爸难过了。

最难过是我弟弟啦，可能他会很很很难过的，因为他没尝试过这种事。果然那么倒霉，不顺利。这次是他的第一次经历过的。他既然不知什么理由可以经历到一张考卷不及格。他一向都是好成绩的噢，

真是不断事情发生又发生。。。。haiz....倒霉,倒霉

unlucky day III

2007-05-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

haiz ....continue unlucky , really finish hapenning to my ,really all happen to me liao,but now still continue bring the bad luck to my closing people .very sad ,me like 'sao ba xing ' ('devil women')

that no my false la ,because don't know it is really happen in the periob ,no people is wanted that happen ,so she no angry to me .i and she really cause a no serious accident.is she unlucky or me cause her unlucky .

second case , i and her going to the gym center then the counter people are no saying that they doing maintainence so that we register going to the room however the room are on painting ,strong smell ,haiz .....cancel the session la.just this we can't doing anything liao waste time to return .

e.....angry ....is my appearing making all situation became unlucky and can't success .

PC...PC

2007-05-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

i no think too fast need to reformat pc ......pc..... ah ......pc..... ah....... very busy o.

Right now doing what,just having time sit infront computer to reinstall all the software .

unlucky day II

2007-05-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

i don't know how to describe my feeling .why i often meet obstacle .i very scare to fall down again ,i really scare fall down ,because may be i can't stand up any more .today i no smooth on doing my work i feel very bad .very hurt .very hurt .i really crying because of fall down , and

next case is a bad day ,my pc i suppose format on this few week ,but the pc also want bully me ,OMG the day such as change a black cloud ,the screen is black and having two sentence on screen ,ok ok ,i repair it ,and move out the folder i need to use and reformat PC .

huh......yesterday meet a car that suddenly cut to infront me car ,then became the slow motion car because the car will broke down after cut off my car ,........hahahah wat ah ,in highway o... still cut to the high speed line ,the car is less petrol or broke 'please don't move to the speed lane la ".

OMG ,my car hon by other people then a while my car still can't move out to other lane ,really angry o.....at highway drive in 30KM/hour . 'SUI ' very scare the behind car crash on .

危险

2007-04-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

这个星期里天天都有我校园的报道，有点感觉危险。出了名危险地区和犯案地区。嗨！！！校园名誉给这些败类搞得那么受损(名誉扫地)。

你终于回到我身边了

2007-04-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

好开心啊，凡事什么都有出路的。。。。我信了点啦，昨天让我担心了我的心爱的pen drive ，也是我买不久的东西呢，那样就弄掉了好心痛。我就联络了我的老师，是否掉落在她办公室的范围，嗨还好现在她那儿了，好开心啊，它终于回到我身边了。谢天谢地。。。。。。

very happy lo ....because yesterday lose pen drive ,today found back liao .Huh ...i careless dropping the pen drive at my lecturer office room ,lucky i inform her to find it .finally found the pen drive .now with her ,happy o ,not need to buy a new ,because i very sad of it is new bought .Finaly came back to me liao ......happy happy ....

forgetful person ........haiz,let me worries whole day ,very sad ,very hurt .

倒霉连接来(a bad day)

2007-04-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

今天够倒霉了，倒霉啊！！！我今天好不开心，好不开心。为什么呢？想不出理由为什么连接的倒霉是发生在我身上。噢，一大早就开始发生了，第一就是'po kai' 摔倒。接下我的pen drive 不见了，好心疼啊！我的pen drive啊。。。我的pen drive。如果没见到的话那我的资料少许不见了，也是要浪费金钱来买过。嗯！！！PC FAIR 也过了需买贵东西了。好想哭也，好想哭。。。。天啊！！！那知我没喊天阿！！我收到了个消息，我当了提身鬼，帮人吃死猫。那时真的好想哭。一个case 还不没什么气，那知又问问结果我是个笨人才吃了两只死猫。HO..ooo :"( 我好想流眼泪了，在我伤心时又来了个'po kai' 摔倒，好气啊！我忍，到了傍晚，我爸骑摩托载我，结果ping bang 的下了大雨，淋得像落汤鸡，才走向两排屋然后就转了回来，想象几大滴的雨从天上掉下来。只是几分钟就变落汤鸡了，难为我爸跟着我倒霉。天啊玩够了吗？好倒霉啊！啊！嗯！！！！！！啊！！！！！！我哭了。。。。

我没试过摔倒得那么要紧，两支腿的膝盖黑青了。

today too unluck ......too unlucky ,many problem happening to me .fall down
,lose the pen drive ,(eat two die cat)haiz.....very hurt that not my false
also related to me .again fall down at street ,then raining and wet whole body .

this is the picture how pain and how hurt thah i fall down .

yeah

2007-04-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

yeah more relax .... ok now day i less online liao so few writing blog .i think my blog is no special and nice la .haiz ,don't know wat to write o.........

em........i getting fat ,so now are on keep fit planning ,hahahaha fail planning 1 .Planning 1 is how?morning eating some breakfast ,afternoon no ate or just fruit only then night just a dinner .

heihei .....a few day fail .why because just yesterday i am eating many many thing ,OMG ......fail la ,for me is the person likes to eating ,i can't stop eating o.....yesterday i eating what dinner? u sure scary 6 type of thing on a night,such as dinner rice ,later carrot juicy ,then late a bit bao ,popiah then again mamak stall carrot juicy and mee hoon .

are i having problem ?very sad? i don't thik so ........myself also don't know ,eating still not full .hahhaha just like jail came out .heihei ......

haiz ,plan the plan B la..............

i very angry liao

2007-04-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

last few week i am very angry ,i am asking he going to the side to eating if not i will many house work to do .Any time i am asking, he will accept but this time he is so emotional pushing me .i really very angry ,very angry ,getting the 'rotan ' at my house beating him ,beating few times to he leg and hand . i very sorry about it ,but that is i am teaching he don't like this ,no all the situation is allow him doing he like's .

he is my mom take care children at my house,no a children la ,he is adult but having the Down syndrome .that i very hate is at he house ,he family can't teaching he properly ,doing what he like ,then at my house we teaching he ,scold him ,so at my house is disciple person ,at house just a naughty person .alway fright and beating people ,so that i really angry because he habit will having in my house when he at my house ,that wise the habit will make him reject our asking so just we can using scolding to him Some time fright with me ,brother because he need wat he wan .

i suppose no need angry ,but why i so care him ,haiz.......very sympathy this family .i don't 1 doing such this time ,alway scold he .if he angry beating people ,that i only beating him back .

really don't 1 to take care him at my house ,but think of it no people are wanted to care him .

whose is me

2007-04-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

may be i so good person ,may be i so care of people but who care to me ?aAlway i feel no 1 is care about me ,it one day i am die ,are people on the world cry for me ,i think that are not ,i don't know why have this feeling .i feel i am alone .

刺激刺激

2007-04-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

这两个星期里去上课好累又刺激，从九点钟早上开始上，至到五点钟结束，只是休息了一小时。这个课是原本开班给IT 学生们所以我就加入了。嘿嘿。。。。

this two week going to attend class,actually the class is for IT student,the class start from 9 am to 5 pm that was very tired and challenging.

两个星期里，在做coding 是够刺激啦，嗨！！！上课又作练习，加加差不多三小时是上课其余就打code了。手指在keyboard上批批啪啪，课室里的keyboard好硬，可以说是紧需要大力的按下才能吸收到。嗨！！！眼睛对着电脑都差不多模糊了，结果给我自己舒服就发大字体。“哇！好大” 。嘿嘿！边作边感觉好刺激，快快把它完成好。还好还能交货，刺激刺激。
7 hour ,amost 3 hour use to teach then other is doing program coding .the finger are on the keyboard 'pi pi ba ba' eye became blur,these wise i make the fond size bigger ."so big the font say by other " .very challenging the coding .heihei finally on the spot finish it .

终于上完了，yeah 。。。。学到好多，不错对自己好满意，em 。。自己赞高自己，脸皮厚。其实不够稳，不过还可加油。

其实一直都是外好(科技)，里不好(programming),到时候换了。希望成功。。。的确日后有可能be programmer 吗所以努力lo？

失望

2007-04-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

我今天终于知道答案了，我的泪水真的快要流下来了。眼睛里亮晶晶的因为已给泪水装满在眼里还没流下罢了。

有点伤心和失望，我事实是试试他那知我一直都不信他是那种人，终于给我看出他的真面目了。。。为什么他这样的对我呢？不是我的错，他不原谅我就算了。相隔了那么久，想不到他是那么的小气。一直以来都是假样子，有说有笑。全都是假的。这令到我好伤心，从来都没遇过小气男子，怀恨在心的人，我绝对不想和这种人交朋友了。

第二，也是差不多啦，嗨。。。。。。
男子。。。。。嗨，这不是小气只是不知他为什么劈开我，他对我一声不言，见我就眼神怪怪的看我。为何不能像以前那样的。。。。嗨，别和我说‘恨我’。。。要不然‘爱我’ 。失望啊！！我遇到的男子从来不是这样的，我接近的男子不是这样的。

女人，我有点不想和女人交朋友，总是和女人在一起是很不愉快。在我身边只有几个女生朋友就够了。一直以来都是会起冲突，因为女人都不了解女人真的有点发火。而男人呢，却可安慰我，听我的故事，了解我的出境，遇到事有时伸手的帮。女人只是说‘多余‘，遇到困难不伸手的帮，而我需帮她们吗。。。我会帮

原来人都是那么的假样子。为什么我总是遇到这种人呢？

haiz.........

2007-04-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

嗨。。。。。。。
haiz............
忙。。。。。。。
busy...............
担心，。。。。
worry..............
难过。。。。。。
sad..............
开心。。。。。。。。
happy ........

just like this the time is pass ....and ...pass ....waste
like this the work finish a bit and a bit .....slower
if the happy more then the sad will became soon.........
if relax more the worry will became to u .........
who will care .......
who will know .........

是你吗？Is u ?

2007-04-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

其实我写爽罢了啦，因为这几个月来好多人，我都不懂是不是认识的，根本没影象也！好像失意的样子了。
i just simply write this blog ,because in this few month ,i feel i like a forgetful people ,i can't remember who are knowing me .

见到面，只是能：
when meet suddenly ,just can :

情况1
situation 1:

你看着我，我看回你。。。
你到底认识我吗(他心里的话)？哦。。。我是不是认识他的(我心里的话)
你好神奇的眼神望我，我用回好奇的眼神望回你。
其实他还记得我吗？(他心里说)。我是认识他的吗？为何感觉他是认识我的(我心里说)，快想起噢！！！
这样大家都没说话的就离开了。。。。。。你走左我走右。
u look at me ,i look back to u
are u knowing me (he say in heart),em ..i knowing u or not (i say in heart)
he used the surprise face facial me ,the i used looking back to him .
actually she knowing or not o...(he).i knowing he ?i like knowing he (i say in heart )fast think back la !
ok ...like this we end the situation ,u walk left ,i walk right ,end the meeting without talking .

情况2
situation 2

你看着我，我看回你。。。
你到底认识我吗(他心里的话)？哦。。。我是不是认识他的(我心里的话)
你好神奇的眼神望我，我用回好奇的眼神望回你。
其实他还记得我吗？(他心里说)。我是认识他的吗？为何感觉他是认识我的(我心里说)，快想起噢！！！

(em ..和他说个‘嗨’吧)。嗨！，他也回我‘嗨
然后不好意识说你认识我吗？我没话说了，根本没影象。
还好他过来问了我，最近这样了，也提到我朋友，才知原来我是认识他的。真不好意思了如果给他直到我是忘了他。
u look at me ,i look back to u
are u knowing me (he say in heart),em ..i knowing u or not (i say in heart)
he used the surprise face facial me ,the i used looking back to him .
actually she knowing or not o...(he).i knowing he ?i like knowing he (i say in heart )fast think back la !
em ,just say 'hi' la .so i saying hi .he reply hi to me.
i nothing to talk la ,because i like no knowing hm how i start talking .
huh...lastly he start talking to my ,finally i know who is he .

too tired until sick

2007-03-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

this period i am so busy ,very tired doing my own business.run here run there ,Home often leaved .What i doing ,why so busy so tired ?I really 1 to faint.

yesterday have some free time then went to watch a movie (mr Bean holiday ),huh ....enjoy ,and this movie is funny ,laugh and laugh .after that ,we went to night market ,when walk feel too tired really 1 fainted ,too fainted .Buying some supper faster went back and sleep .

Midnight meet friend an hour then continue sleep. that is normal thing ,because we alway meet at midnight ,very nice friend just call just appear in front me .( is true human la , don't think the scary thing ah),that good if any problem such as no happy ,alone just can appear infront me after call.

eM...At early morning can't wake up ........and feel throat is dry ,and headache .O.....feel some fever .I am SICK ........

对着我会给你气得怎样

2007-03-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

HUH，我不懂这么作人啊！凡事都会好笑，不然出丑，又不然就气死人。我改也是这样的我，看来我还是不能想好好才问问，又不能听好好忠实要人重复又重复。今天我不知会不会搞到今天所见的讲师气死吗？不是的话就是晕啊。对着我这种人，真的会忍不住的大发雷电吧，还好他们没有什么发雷电，只是重复又重复。。。。教得有点气了。

一道问题解释了好清楚了，过后问回我时，结果答不出，讲师重复第一次只记得两个重点，然后又反复第二次又记多一个重点。。。。几时我才能完全的记着，其实note里都有了重点但看不到，结果讲师又指这“这是什么”。只是一道问题讲师就重复好多次，用了差不多半小时多了(这是解释note而已).好啦来到了说作业，又是同道理的和用回已经解释好清楚的重点来解决，但又来给讲师重复。

去遇第二个讲师，结果叫我找出问题来问他。哦。。。找问题啊！他看着我样子说问啦什么都可以问的。。。我就答他“问啊，可能我会问个好愚笨的问题(stupid question)的哦”。他就回我：你问了吗？那知自己会问愚笨的问题(stupid question)呢？我不懂要怎么问，问什么，只好找出所有不会的的来问啦。。。。。问了又问，结果出现了好笑，出丑得问题了。。。。他也好笑得对我说“我有教过吗(其实没在课目里)”？“这时什么，答案是这个啦。”嗨！！！看来我是问愚笨的问题(stupid question)的LO 。

不可回头走

2007-03-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

其实辅导没答案的。。。如果自己没方向根本也没解决到。辅导员只是一直指导怎样走向认识自己，面对自己。

可是如果面对不到呢? 一直走着，又停了。一直走着，又停了。可是一直没回头转，现在就回头走了，因为面对自己就知道自己是那么的深深的疤痕留着，永远的留着。疤痕就是疤痕。

不可回头走啊！！！需要忘掉以前的自己。All the pass thing happenning not my business

辅导是什么呢？

2007-03-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

一向来，大家都不想自动找辅导员，也表示如果见了也就是个好有问题的人。其实辅导是什么呢？

如果有专业训练那就懂得是怎样的过程。我从朋友里一直听辅导员的练习方式，因为他们就是未来的辅导员。首先大家都认为是好大问题，还有就是如果找上辅导员那一见到面就签个合约。。。。这就令人好不能接受了。那分合约只是说明辅导员不回透露事情，直到发生自杀事。

在社会上都认定是为别人解决大问题，逻辑的分析，一种让你说心事的地方。其实不是。。。

辅导是帮助一个人自助，只是一个协助对方认识自己，接纳自己，进而欣赏自己，一致可以克服成长的障碍。充分发挥个人的潜能。它只是个过程，一位受过专业训练的辅导员，致力与当事人建立具治疗功能的关系，协助对方认识自己。辅导不是同情，不是为别人解决问题。

cab driver and passenger

2007-03-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

today a person and my friend is getting the taxi back home after dinner .first get in the cab then the car have a very strong smell,for the passenger he can't accept the smell thing or very strong perfume so that he turn on the window a bit .Here is the funny conversation cab driver and passenger .............

cab driver: mengapa buka cermin ,tutupkan kalau tidak akan sangat panas .(why u turn on the window please turn off because car will hot and the air-cont will not cold.)

passenger : kerana kereta awak ada bau busuk ,sangat busuk la .(because yr car is smelly)

cab driver :awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?
saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)

passenger :(in heart 'my god') hehehe pandan leaves .......this driver is so funny

pessenger see around ,em .....o have the pandan leaves but the leaves almost is faded .then they no say any thing ,just smile and laugh because putting the pandan leaved so many until the car so scent ,and passenger are saying so smelly .hehehehe.

funny conversation ---->awak duduk kereta lain lagi busuk ,kereta saya sangat wangi .awak kata busuk ?saya letak daun pandan bagi wangi awak pula kata busuk pula.(u try take other car that more smelly ,my car is better than other because i have putting the pandan leaves,that so scent)

why happy why sad

2007-03-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

why people can sad .......... 'having sad moment only know the meaning of happy ',are this phase is true .whole life of one person no will without the sad feeling happenning. why? because they is human.

Some people saying to me ,the happy feeling are short moment only after a period then again sad feeling coming .why ?because we are human .

why feeling is appearing in our life ,feeling will hurt which other ,also will injure our heart .

Human need to go through all this thing ,so every thing need to accept it .This is cycle of life ,

what point of life

2007-03-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

when i to sad ,i will think what point to live ,why need to live in this world ........... "life-purpose"at where .......?????

my life really no have any point ,no have any success thing ,no have life purpose .just a suffer ,suffering .............HELP ME !!!!

"suffering also need to eat rice "
"timeless also need to doing until success"
"sad also need to smile "
"cry also need to wear mask"
"hated also need to friendly"
"no money need to be like a rich person"

BE A PERSON ON WORLD ALWAY NEED TO WEARING THE MASK .WHAT PURPOSE OF LIFE ?

why happen to me

2007-03-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

嗨。。。好久都没写写了忙到人影都不能看见，最近好忙。好可怜的我，好累。最近大家好吗？

我不懂忙什么的，忙啊忙可是也是好像没作出什么东东来，也许好多的时间是忙着作无聊的东西或发呆吧？

最近也是好生气，又好像暴躁的样子因为这几个星期来都是一直给人家用好神奇的眼神望我，比如说：某次到了个地方，他简直张大眼睛的望着我，又好惊讶的样子。我一直猜测他是不是认识我呢？我不知是不是从前是认识他的？还是我从来都不认识他的，不但只是他还有好多人也是这样的望我。好惊讶的样子。。。。到底我是怎样了。我真的不知怎样，没理由无缘无故的和他说Hi 。就由他啦。好了又另一个，骑着摩托又载着朋友然后见到我走向朋友车是他们又是的看着我然后我就向她们的方向看回他们然后微笑，他们也对着我微笑了。到底为什么。。。。搞得我好像是失意的人哦。到底我认识他人meh .还是我改变我的造型，完全不同的一个人了。还是我漂亮了。。。嘿嘿

噢。。。噢。。。。我桃花源到了

hi ...long period is no write blog ,because i am busy .Very pity ah .... very tired .

don't know what am i busy ,busy ...busy but no doing any successful thing ,just life in useless .

em...don't why i very hate ...hate ...why happen to me .why many people is looking at me with unusual action ,abnormal eye contact.Are me know them last time ? My god...why .....why ......is because i changed my style of dressing and hair ?Or me pretty liao hehe......

没人信我

2007-03-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

er...er....好可怕哦。地震也影响到马来西亚，迟迟可能到了这里也！！！

昨天中午我在房里用电脑是发现我整个人摇摇的好像晕的情况但我感觉不是啊所以就摇摇椅子，但还是摇摇的地板。然后我就快快的跑到楼梯里坐坐，于是感觉是屋子摇喔，就赶快和我妈说啦：地震啊。。。。。那知大家不信我，刚好我爸回来了但没人信我。算了，又给大家说我没用又晕了啦，船，车，香水，什么东东都能晕的，所以认定我可能是热气了搞到我(人)也晕了。整天里给大家说我没用啦，什么东东都不准吃了因为热气。何！！！生气也，大家不信我。今天新闻说啦才来说这话题。。。这话题。。。。讨厌不信我，如果真的大地震那逃得了吗？？？

农历新年过了

2007-03-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

昨天就是农历新年的最后一天了.Em ....今年的新年好开心。。。好快乐的过，嘿嘿，还好啦节目多多。加上今年的新年的日子也在我生日的日子里，好开心哦。回忆里今年的新年还好快乐的，在我舅舅家里聚餐好开心麻，三大家庭聚在一起真的开心，聚餐时也感觉很好吃的食物，也许太多人了吧。唠生麻，哈哈那余生给我们弄得整桌都是，还站到椅子上捞到高高的，意识就是越高越好，什么都顺利。。。。

昨天就去了看文化节目‘庆祝元宵节’。然后就去到巴生港口里去看抛甘。还有的另个地方就是要去pulau ketam (吉坦岛)的码头那儿给人搭船到海中抛甘呢。嗨！！虽然买的票是慈善的但我没搭船到海中啦，太晕了我这个没用的家伙真的什么都不能啦，我一边走向那条桥还没买票，还没望到船呢就感觉好晕了，好晕了。也许我走那桥看了海上的水在摇动吧，大家叫我不看了，那知我晕了。。。。

这样就农历新年过了。

假钱

2007-02-27T23:50:00.001+08:00

近来出现使用假钱人士，所以大家须注意哦。。。。

初九

2007-02-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

哇！！初九拜天公时，我家的住宅区放的烟花好美。。。。我和我弟站在屋外时刚
好12.00am，放的烟花好美，每个角度都看到烟花射到天上。哇！！！！在12.00am
时一起放的烟花一共7 边，哇！！第一次看到一起7 个角度的烟花，烟花包围着我
们头上，我们头和身传了一圈wah ...哇。。。。。

健身球

2007-02-24T13:24:00.000+08:00

我上一则写的文章指好大好大的球就是健身球。。。搞的得我全身痛。

FIT BALL

新年期间

2007-02-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

初一，整天的时间都是在 p.j 亲戚的家, 然后去 taman titiwangsa.....yeah ....

初二，就去了亲戚家在巴生的。。。整天都在哪儿了，哈哈很好玩很开心。。。然后在我舅舅家有个大大粒的球拿来运动的，哇！！表妹教我玩，好刺激哦。。把整个背躺在球上，脚在湾下然后手就向下整个人就向后弯了个n 形结果学习了两次成功了。过后晚上回到家就全身痛了。

初三，整天看亮仔。。。哈哈哈哈哈。我弟弟的朋友到我家来拜年哇！！！！共有9位亮仔也哈哈咯咯。

初四，整天里都我和朋友去拜年直到半夜三更了。哇！！！红包派不完了共14 个人。嘿嘿。。。朋友们爱上的情人是同学,嗨！四对里两对是爱上了同学。。。
另外的节目顺便庆祝21岁生日。。

初五，半夜KTV。。。。yeah ....

初六，应该没什么了吧。。。。。哦还有喔那就是到 Banting 里的一个大神庙，一时想不起什么明了。那儿好美，可以看花和拜神的地方，装饰到很美的公园还有美丽的一个大瞪塔。 em...记得了 Dong Zen Temple in Sungai Jenjarom, Banting,

嗨哟。。。。新年节目多多。多得很
每年的新年都是差不多这样的过。。。。嗨！！！看看十五(chap goh mei)得空去八
号桥(情人桥)at pelabuhan klang 。看看人抛甘，也拿几粒去抛啦。。。嘿嘿抛了
会不会真的成真呢？好无聊啦。。。

新年了。。。new year lo ...

2007-02-17T01:22:00.000+08:00

新年了，不断受到转达新年短信。。。今年的气氛好静没新年的气氛。。。
chinese new year lo ,continues received wishing message from people .thank a lot.this new year like no have the feeling will having new year tomoro because this year like every thing is slow coming ....no the new year environment very quiet at all before new year .may be because too less the music of chinese new year is playing ,then no have the firecracker before the new year。

AT NIGHT
吃了团员饭，就等着12。00AM ，那就是拜天公。那时就开始热闹的时刻了。每年的这时刻都是好热闹的。爆竹，放大烟花。。。。乒乒棒棒，

after dinner ,waiting for 12.00am lo ...play for god ,that period also is the most happy period ping .........ping.......... bang....... bang.........the firecracker sound

why new year can't same like normal day 为什么新年不能相平时一样呢？

2007-02-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

为什么要到新年了就需忙。。。忙。。。忙到要命，尤其是相我家庭(作生意的)忙得。。。然后就又忙收拾屋子里的东西。然后又布置屋子里。又洗阿洗。。。每逢要新年了我就好讨厌。

why before chinese new year is very very busy for me .specially is my family are doing business ,it is so busy ....then need to cleaning the house ....too busy feel very hate the new year is coming .

乱写

2007-02-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

烦。。。。晕。。。。。。。忙。。。。。累。。。。

救命啊！！！！

HAiz

2007-02-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

嗨！！！一句话 ‘忙 ’
hai ..just one word can describe "busy"

为什么好闷

2007-02-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

放假了，已经回到家里了。在这几天里好闷也，没事可做，其实不是没事作啦，一大堆事情让我作。。。早上帮我爸爸作生意，下午呢就得空了，好得空没事作，看看电视然后上上网。EM。。。我家终于都能上网了，哈哈哈天天都想开来上网也，那么多年没拥有自己的Internet ，所以好想天天玩。嗨在家里有人控制我也，不可以时时都上网不让被骂。。。被骂。

想不到我看戏看到眼泪都流出来，好感动好伤心的心情。。这部戏作了好久了还没结局哦。。我回到家还有的看。电影麻，我看了Death Note: The Last Name .，e...好看来，不错。

放假麻，也是有HOMEWORK,project ,seminar . ...我不浪费时间。。作啦，不对自己说做做做，我是不做的又是在浪费时间。。。。

very boring when holiday ,no thing to do ....actually can't say no thing to do ,have many thing kua .now 1 Chinese new year liao ,need to doing many home work ,help my parent doing business .then the afternoon are very free la .

em ..my home can online lo ...haha very happy ,many year are no have Internet line for online .

haiz...watch tv crying in front of t v ,that movie is so sadly ....then watch movie at cinema Death Note: The Last Name,very nice ....waste time ,i always waste time ......

踩了狗粪

2007-02-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈哈哈，踩了狗粪。好臭啊。。。。
AIYO！！！自己踩了狗粪也不会说吗，也不知道吗？真的气死。。。。
好可怜的家伙。。。给人误会大便在裤子里。。。。
全校的人都笑你了。(我妈顾的孩子)

放假了。。。

2007-02-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

嗨！！终于放假了，经过那么多考验，那么多压力，那么那么风浪结果又完成了一个学期。yeah ........祝大家考试顺利，拿到好成绩啦。。。嗨！说到成绩麻，我是差。。。又加上差等于越差。无论如何加油，我一定能过关的。。。

放假好开心哦。。。但又想起3 个月没得见到同学和宿舍朋友们几不开心阿，好想大家，好想大家也！！大家保重喔。。。昨天整天都和我宿舍朋友玩一整晚，又在半夜三更的走走，谈天，吃宵夜等等哦，好像好舍不得离开那种。。。em 其实没什么大不料麻我还可以来来住著几天的。。。可是感觉好相真的要分离了好想哭哦。。。’哭包‘

在学院的日子也漫开心的吧。。。

哈哈哈，说到学院了就是我CLASSMATE啦。好想同学们哦，一考完试就每个无影无踪了，跑得那么快。。好快哦。。还没望望他们几眼但人呢？就不见人影了，好伤心哦。。。我朋友就说望了他们又怎样哦。。我还没说假期快乐，新年快乐，保重各位，大家就无影无踪了。算了啦。。。也许我想起大家会分开三个月，会抱着他们哭哦。。。所以不了不了。

yeah...今晚就回家了。。。假期快乐，新年快乐，保重各位，大家一起努力哦。。。。

summery

hai...at last holiday lo ....today finish the exam liao,so fast already 1 sem finish ,at this sem is like go through the rain ,stormy waves,presure,many trial of life ,finally finish but will continue the next sem again la ....

haiz....very happy coz holiday liao...but i very miss all the friend at TARC ,hostel friend ,classmate .

i very miss them ,because i will holiday for 3 month .em ...i will cry :'( i very miss yr all ,hope all friend will happy ,get a great result lo .happy new year ,happy holiday ,take care all d friend .......

越来越差

2007-01-31T17:41:00.000+08:00

我不敢看我的成绩了，发觉越来越差了，越读越死了。。。
好想回阿。。。。好累。。。不想面对功课了。

i very scary to see my result ,i doing very bad why i will doing too too bad now day o....reading more like became more worst .

i want to going back as soon as possible ...............very tired .......i don't want see the book liao.

exam

2007-01-30T13:41:00.000+08:00

Haiz ...i exam is too ...tooo bad .some time feel very sad why doing doing to much, not will good result .Some time the answer i writing for many on booklet the result still FAIL ,after writing answer on many page ,many booklet getting fail result that is too sad la .....

feel back i doing all and i know how to doing ,and need to writing a answer for so long for getting 10mark for each question , the result is too lower.HAiz.... think about how sad ....i was ,writing so much for wat ,so... better like some people they not apply too many hard and hardworking ,hard and hard thinking until the brain 1 to expore . Better happy happy every day ......

accept or don't

2007-01-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

huh.... as i mentioned before, i get a training job ...the company accept me be at trainee .After think better don't be so stupid la,i can't just be a trainee by salary is too ....too... lower, that not enough to supply me for lunch and transport .OMG not in my expected .

anyway that so sad ,that big company ,and the company is suggest i choose what dept i like to,if not they place my in the building website and desgining website department and they EC department ,from there sure can learn a lot ,a lot .hai ......i will lost me chance liao .....if i accept i too angry with my self because of too lower salary . But think if just 1 to learn ,Don't care about all just going to learn but i still alway think getting lose more than getting davantage if lower salary given.

my lecturer last time mention ,some people is need higher salary will be using the after diploma cert to apply not using the training reason to apply ..........

haiz...1 accept or reject ..........
i think better reject....
i think better accept........
it think better accept and discuss again the salary give more ......

after exam only decide 1 or don't 1 la.The company is assign me going to work on 12 feb .......SO haiz.. after exam only think .

没睡(no sleep whole night)

2007-01-26T12:41:00.000+08:00

哈哈。。。我又是这样了，有得开心有得玩就不用读书，睡觉，就忘了一切。在昨天7。00PM 就睡到10。3PM 醒了然后就吃掉我打包的食物，没到五分钟朋友就叫我出去吃东西，结果有得开心，有得说话就答应了。结果11。30PM 才回来。又在叽叽喳喳的说不停的。。。好回来，又另个朋友好闷，闷过度了因为我为了出去，她就没人聊了。回来了就叫了她去散步啦。。。结果散散步就坐着水沟旁聊聊然后又走去了宿舍外的停车场里坐在路中。。。。直到3。00AM，时间过得那么快。还很有精神的不用睡，读书，ONLINE [看看 blog,给给留言，很好看写得有趣每逢看人的 blog就要留个留言了 ]。。。直到7。00AM对自己说：睡了不然会头痛的哦。。。就逼了自己睡3小时了。

我们那么好谈，也许我们是同一类人，喜欢笑。。。又有点傻的感觉。。。又有点可以作出人不可想象的事物让到人人说:好‘奇行(Hokkien)’(CLAZY)。其实昨天说了为什么她那么喜欢笑的，而我也是哦。。。原来我也是一样的。其实看得出麻，如果我笑笑是开心，如果笑得好好开心不正常的那时，的确是好明显很不开心吧？其实要改变笑少点。。。。。如果我不笑我就会好不开心的不说话了，我会独自的一人不说话了。笑只是个面具吧？遮盖我的不快乐，笑让自己多开心点。。。笑也是为身边的人开心麻，笑也是为人家不要为我而不开心麻？

english summary

haha ,me is like this want ,have some special,some fun ,some can happy i will go a head and not will think what have need to doing in this period,some time will forget my self also .yesterday from 7.00 pm sleep until 10.30pm wake up .After that i eating me food ,Haiz yo ...this is for supper or for dinner ? After finish ate then my friend calling "want go out for supper " hai...just after eating so i again answering ok .and went out with them ,can't finish talk then again talk at hostel after came back .ok ,just now received sms from friend saying that she are sad .then i talk with she until midnight 3.00am.this is my college life la...............
After that,i study and online (seeing blog also and leave comment). until 7.00 am already whole night lo.....i still very fresh .and false meself sleep ah ... so sleep 3 hour lo.

ok now say about the laugh ,why i like to laugh ?Actually laugh can let people happy ma ,laugh can making myself happy also .

爷爷我好开心(happy)

2007-01-20T02:37:00.000+08:00

好久都没写华语来POST 了，哈哈都是个个说不会看华语啦？其实都是好懒写华语啦，华语还要打汉语真的麻烦。直接打了英语就好了。

今天最后一天上课了，爷爷我好开心，PRESENTATION 完了，可专心读书了。哈哈大笑的开心叫爷爷了。

这个月里是不是爱情的节日？好多爱情烦恼，爱情非闻，这个那个的爱爱爱。。。。。

好无聊的。。。

随缘吧？爱不是没爱过，啪拖不是没啪拖过，失恋不是没失恋过，拒绝人不是没拒绝过，被人拒绝不是没拒绝过。哈哈哈，同同都是过了，爱最好痛痛快快的决绝，痛痛快快的决绝就搞得好吓死人。好吓人哦。。。。

还有还有？我的手机好怪，哦，到如今半个月没进钱了还能 message 。嘿嘿。

long ago not post in Chinese language lo . haha because some people lo .Anythingla ,actually i lazy to write in Chinese because need to using the "Han yu ping ying" to assign the word ,more troublesome .

today is last day of this semester,today finally finish assignment andpresentation ,hahahaha very happy ,爷爷我好开心until scream my grandfather lo,finally can prepared the final exam well without any thing handle by me .

Are this month loving period,???very funny ,many talk about love at my environment.just yesterday i and my friend going walk at mid night then we hold hand and walk because so late scare he will lost ,if lost i will very scare ,people saw to us ,some at infont us saying :they 'pa tuo' .Wah ,making he an i so shy."fast stopping to hold hand lo ..."so shy .Again last time is with my best friend she like my sister so at mid night i and her going walk around hostel,we also halo hand , people say:they 'pa tuo" are we lesbien o... .....?????

hahahahhahahahahahahaha ,love 。。。。love。。。。LOVE......

my phone not yet reload the credit for due date but still can message until now ,so funny o.....my money left also not so much still can using also ,funny funny...

lose and found

2007-01-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

today happening a scary thing to my life ,i again lost some thing ,the thing is i/c, my identity citizen card .Very scary of my life ,if really lost need to renew that so worst and troublesome.

i think back may be is lost at the Photostats shop ,lucky find back at the shop .

second time lose and found,i 'am a blur and not bring the brain go out person(it is alway say by people) ,just in few second then forget all the thing with me ,all is not remember.Lost some thing still don't know Just can remember i was lost something when i can't found it or happening after a few hour.

money$$ money$$

2007-01-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

haiz... i spend this week without calculate the figure so too much spend liao.Out of my budget of week and month.Much spend for food ,snack,class fund ,fotostat fee.

hahaha.....i just fotostat the note with RM14.00 very happy save a lot of money than other ,lucky my class mate not fotostat the note for me .hahaha save about half price yeah yeah .....

lose and found

2007-01-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

today my hostel management leaved a message :" please came to office to get back your ID card."

On that period i only know i lost the the ID card .HAiYo ,idon't know when i lost it and at where lost it ,lucky have a guy is found it ,and return back to office .If not i need to spend some money to make new .

save time===>WASTE TIME

2007-01-10T11:43:00.000+08:00

waste waste waste ...time .Now is nearly the final exam lo ,i still can more waste time than previous day .Yes, more waste time in this period ,waste time for fun ,for happy , for online ,for research the final project topic,for doing assignment but can learn from there,assignment not yet finish ,very worry.

YO !!!!! the lecturer(my supervise) say to me better summit the detail and the title of the final project seminar to given her approve between this two week .HAiz....time is not enough use i feel many thing to do,many thing to do .....

feel many thing to do ,i more will waste time don't know why ?? i feel likes to went out spend all the time ,are me too stress or are me to need to fun ,are me too relax.Haiz...i found this week i spend many for eating ,Are me became big eater .O...O .... 1 day eating so many time ,normal eating will 3 meal ,now 5 or 6 meal ....For Sunday 1 night went out for 3 time .3 time went out 3 time meal just for a night .

O ... my god ..i need to stop stop ...eating ,stopping waste time .stopping too relax ,stopping too stress. Actually don't know what i am doing ?still in dreaming day.

bigger butterfly

2007-01-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

bigger butterfly ,i found at hostel .very bigger ,i not saw before.......very bigger .WAH ,i faster take the photo .But this foto is not very clearly because taking by phone .

NOT ALONE celebrate new year.

2007-01-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

when i very sad or very lonely ,then will appear some people that will make me happy .at friday and saturday night i very feel lonely ,no have people are available in hostel . At last i found one friend is not going back ,she stay same floor with me ,Because she always close the door so i can see her .Finally i finish me homework and from 2.00am go to her room chat until mid night 4.00am .

Then next day another one friend ( my room mate friend)call me ,and coming to my room .Finally decide go to watch movie ,What!!!! ,we no have booking ticket how can get it at that periob ,i say sure can't get it .Then we decide going to try ,For my opinion sure can't buy the ticket because now already is 10.50 pm ,many people is booking the ticket o.....

we very crazy and blur blur don't know what happen and suddenly appear at KLCC there ,then we going to the entry door ,all the entry door are block ,o.....how ...how ...i wanted to go in ,but can't go in .Finally say go back la....actually we not decide to see the fire work ,but still have least than one hour the new year are starting ,just go to walk walk and stand there see the firework
lo.

very pack when walking ,very pack。。。 .very hot find a best place .HUH !KLCC many (外劳)foreign labour.Why i will appear at there ,i feel like very blur ....so many people ,all is shouted ,but very few spray At mid night heard the fire work sound but can't see the firework ,we talk to which other change place lo...but many people very pack so better stand here ,if can't see then just like this lo.Finally the place is the best location ..yes best location the firework is see clearly and the image is like dropped to our head ,very nice ,and happy o.....but no taking the photo.

At klcc there ,the celebration environment are not so happy ,After finish firework, spray a litter bit ,environment is quietness.All is prepared to going back and other place ,that time very pack .very pack .BE CAREFUL THE PICK POCKET,my friend the pocket zip is opening by people when we in the walking ,at last she see at the people and the people hand are move oFF,On.thepack environments ,i very regret .walking without see the road .very funny thing is my friend going to rammed the pillar ,but just is the plastics one that put in the middle road .Then the smelly sweat making me 1 to vomit .Two of us very Funny at there

we need to hold each other when pack .Saying LRT close the entry door,just given some people by people enter .we pack at there and pinch and pinch .Pinch for 3 or 4 times at last can
enter the LRT Station .OMG ...the situation like ( 逃难)to be refuge .Finally
safely came back .

happy new year ........BYe 2006.

alone

2006-12-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

very very boring , today i alone ,whole day alone .How i suffer for 3day more .i very sad .very alone ,very alone .i wanted to cry .
I alone because of ,i still stay at hostel and D' all friend all neighbour all are going back to home town ,still left me .whole day no one talk to me.HO ...my feel like at oversea so hard to go back home town .like many year are stay at no familar country ,just me alone .Wanted to walk out ,but alone so i not will went out .wanted to eat but feel alone,but need to eat o....so eating slowly ,eating alone ,eating like very hard to gulp down the food .

i gulped back the tear ...........

because of lazy go back ,because of just came here 4 day ,because of busy of homework .So i don't go back .Are me making this situation for myself . very sad ....if i can't suffer i need to go back home after one more day .i very alone...very miss home ,actually i happy heard that my room mate don't go back ,but after her mon call so she go back home ,so just me alone ...alone ....
whole floor just only my room have a person .

really wanted to crying , any thing don't think it negative ,just thing positive .....busy of homework ....busy busy ....then forget about i alone .

happy new year 元旦节快乐

2006-12-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

明天就是新的一年了，好快就一年过了。新一年，就开始新生活了，yeah 。。。今年的事，今年的伤心回忆，今年里的仇恨同同忘了，从新开始。大家如果有对任何人有恨，不爽对方，请原谅对方吧。

大家元旦节快乐

tomorrow will be new year ,so fast after one year ,day to day are move so fast .new year so need to start new life lo ...Yeah ...please forgive who angry u ,hated u .Forget all the sadness .

wish yr all happy new year .

busy of home work and repairing computer

2006-12-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

i today very very busy ....rush for assignment liao.Rush for prepared homework and exam .this two week will be very busy .

ok,say about the computer ,most of people is scary and worry about using computer .Seeing they using computer just worry about virus ,jam ,suddenly appear dark color at screen ,my files lost??? what meassage came out ....

because of few knowledge about using PC ,so that they very worry about that.why i suddenly talk computer problem,today i again repairing computer for my friend ,because her computer icon is jam when click ,because can't open the window .HAiz ..... ,if saying my room mate ,she buying new computer ,there jam ,there can't use ....at last format two time ,just new bought o..... that new computer ,that can warranty it,i don't wan handle too much .

ok ,this time i need to measure is the antivirus software ,many people is update the file for antivirus but they not set the setting ,because of no set the setting of IP address and server number to the update manage (setting location),so update are equal to no update .i found many people are no have set and straight away update ,although if can run but it still no update the file .so that no will scan the virus.
this problem i found from them PC ,when success updated antivirus files then the virus is detect in PC .Haiz .....

Please brave to using PC ,normally fresh using PC will occur many problem .i aso like that .

merry christmas

2006-12-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

jingle bells... jingle bell ...jingle onthe way!
oh wat fun it is to ride a one horse open sleigh!

jingle bells... jingle bell ...jingle on the way!
oh wat fun it is to ride a one horse open sleigh!......

merry christmas...happy merry christmas
santa clous coming...

after chrismas day ,
at that day we BBQ and play until around 2 am .hahaha ,i get a present ,that is a bear with wearing the chistmas cap .
i exchange the present with my best friend ...very happy he received my present.
view photo we enjoy at BBQ .

kajang satay

2006-12-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

kajang satay are famous in Malaysia .evary time say want to eat satay sure think about wan to eat kajang satay . At my home town have a kajang satay branch ,but i no try before O... i no belived yesterday what i doing.

yesterday i going to kajang eating satay ,very happy atlast go there try the satay ,because of my brother are study near there so he will know the location ,i go to the main restaurant of kajang satay ,very happy very happy ,atlast try the kajang satay already.
.

the satay is nice but got some smell of the smoke smell may be because using the fan to roast the satay,Using the fan that make the satay is no hot at all .one thing so different is the source ,it have one big bowl of the satay source , the big bowl source are sweet and no have chili ,then given another source is chili source only ,so that u can mix it .

when eating ,try the satay source first then next step mix the chili and try again the source ,so nice .....em....
one thing The kajang satay are no given the onion wan ,em... at my home town all the satay stall also given the big onion slice .

yeah yeah ...happy happy ...delicious.....

food that i buy

2006-12-22T15:58:00.000+08:00

at thurday ,i go night market.then i saw many people are queue so long to buy the food .Wah think that are very delicious,then i also queue up .what food is that ,it is the fried crab bread .i think that delicious ,O.... after try then feel very hate .and angry ,i spend 2.08 ringgit buying the bread .When eating it contain very few crab ,can say no also ..

at my home twn the mamak stall buying the cucuk udang ,my god i can't eat at all ,why that so different ,i bought two times ,two times also is sour .like stale(basi(BM)) already.

bad luck

2006-12-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

today early wake up then go to buy breakfast ,As normal i cycle to the morning market to buy some breakfast because very near my house so i don't need to drive car lo .
as normal i cycle to morning market ,then the bicycle suddenly the Tyre jumping slight and jumping slight then i stopping to see what happen to my bicycle .,i saw it no happen to bicycle that is well ,after that i just continue cycle,suddenly one sound is coming out 'bong' ,OMG so bad luck the tyre is puncture.i walk to the bicycle shop to repair it ,because not enough money i walk back home ,then walk to there again .IN very angry and bad luck situation i feel one to cry ,walking alone ,walking with angry ,walking with early morning so bad luck feeling ,i really the tear want to drop down .

very hate ....very hate ....

why i starting writing blog???

2006-12-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

i don't know why, i will starting writing blog.why?why? i keep asking why.i feel i very close writing blog now day 。 Haiz,actually blogging at web is whole world people can accesses to my blog and see it what i wrote .My blog at here just is my dairy and my life . For me in last time ,i write in book i feel 1 to burn the book because i very care who see my dairy(my dairy book are putting anywhere) ,although they no see the book ,but also feel very angry of it ,don't know why .i feel 1 to burn the daiRy ...really 1 to throw the dairy book if i feel someone see my dairy book.why is till can blogging at web?yes ,may be is some people are change my life . yes i also can't be like this feeling to care about who have view the book .yes ,by wrote at here, only my friend ,i lover person ,my family can know what happen about it ,by this way also can know where am i now ,oversea ,travel ,happy ,sad .

Oversea friend ,my relative will more know me ....

haiz ,i more writing in chinese than english ,that i very sorry who can't see the chinese ,yesterday i only know from my relative ,they say 'can't understand chinese so can't know what happening was now(for me blog) .O... that very sorry ,most of my relative and some friend is can't view in chinese ...ok next time i will try to writing in english .

Actually writing in english ,i can't explain very clear what i feeling and what am i doing ,because poor in english lo.most of people say :i can't understand .em ... i will improve myself .

i very happy .many people are view my blog .Thank and sorry who can't understand chinese

期待(can't wait for chrismas)

2006-12-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

好期待圣诞节哦。。。。
不懂为什么几年的圣诞节那么快乐的？哈哈哈，一想到就好不期待要传到那一天。。。好开心哦。。。看了好多礼物，好多好喜欢的，我喜欢但别人喜欢吗？好难做决定。选了好久终于都买了，买了又感觉另一个还喜欢。好想买多一个给自己，送给人我所爱的，而我没有，哈哈。。。我朋友说不如全部买两份啦那我自己都拥有了。嗨那么傻吗？

今天听到同学们说圣诞节吃火鸡，嗨，还好啦，我不是基督教徒所以不用吃火鸡啦。反过来今年吃烧鸡啦。。。哈哈哈，圣诞节的节目已经PLAN 了吗？我今年吃烧鸡啦，那就是BBQ 。好期待，好开心。。为什么那么开心的。
另一方，好想。。。。。

i can't wait for christmas day ,i very happy ....very happy when think about christmas .why this year so happy waiting for chrismas day ?i saw many present are available at shopping center .many gift i like it ,finally i bought gift already .But at the end feel 1 to buy for myself ,all gift are so nice

Chrismas day eat turkey ,very funny .i not yet eat a big turkey .May be see have restaurant will produce this menu ? this year not will eat turkey la ,just eat chicken la .haha .

半夜三更

2006-12-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

天天都半夜三更的做事，可以没用睡。我是不是失眠，或者还要来病了。天天没睡，然后用完了力量那就会病了吧。好累，好累感觉好多东西还没完成。功课还要追阿啊追。作阿作功课。

现在半夜了，我成为同房姐的闹钟，需要叫醒她，他一睡就不能起来作功课了。嗨！！已经叫了两次了，他那么的赶 ASSIGNMENT 所以才一定要拉 /叫到她起来为止。那时他吩咐的。。。。

不写了， to be continue.....

第二天(second day)
现在凌晨了，我还是旧样子没睡的，在做功课，然后发白日梦。有时坐坐或做作业无端端就发呆了，(发梦)。一段时间醒了对自己说醒醒在继续作功课，温习。今天我同房姐没回来睡，留下我一个人睡了，感觉好不同的一人在宿舍睡(这不是第一次我一人睡)总是一人在宿舍房睡好不同，感觉上不想关完所有的灯，至少还会有一支灯(桌灯)开着。。。。。。不会是怕鬼吧？？！

嗨，我从来都好大胆一个人了，这徐徐小事我不会是怕，可是还是感觉不想关完所有的灯。

now is midnight i also same thing not yet sleep ,what time was it ?i doing thing very slow ,some time is dreaming and dreaming .after dreamming then started doing homework ,sometime again dreaming .today my roommate are no coming back to sleep so ,i will alone today .
1 thing i very different if sleep alone ,i feel don't 1 to wicth off the light .if i alone i will witch on the table light .

to be continue........ next day

第三天 (thirth day)
后果今天在学校发现好晕，回到宿舍晕倒，直直躺在床上睡又不能睡头好晕一直卷阿卷，传阿传，，现在不能吃，也不能睡，又呕吐的又咳嗽的。病了，在这情形我还写着 blog。熬夜的结果。。。。(只是起来写两字，好晕差点不能看子字 )
today at school i have dizzy problem。 back to hostel still dizzy like faint ,sleeping then vomit and cough very serious .At school i think that i is too hungry but no this problem .i need to sleep 24 hour ,if no will very sick .stop at here very faint ,the word also can't see well ,sorry if the word i type wrong ,because i my eye is blur liao...... bye .

fourth day.
失眠了，这么办睡不到，4AM都还没睡。不懂为什么半夜那么精神的。救命阿，因为不能睡得关系，我不想再头晕。

i don't want headache and faint again ,,help today 4.00 am already, still can't sleep .help ...help....

from tomorrow i need to set my time to sleep ,can't sleep also need to force
myself to sleep .

very angry ah ...

2006-12-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

气死了。。。。
very angry ah ......

this word many people are saying to me ,that true i always make people very angry because not concentrate to people who saying or talk to me .may be they think me is purpose don't concentrate ,but at here i need to make announcement that i no purpose don't concentrate listening,just i can't get all the information in short periob ,my information go in brain the just 20 % can at brain then all is went out from brain ,so most of the time i no will get what have people talk or asking me .My brain will blur and stopping ,Are me so different ......so i very blur ,always make people angry ,any thing need to repeat and make sure me know ....

my brain need to having a few minutes or hour to process ....hahaha...that word only can store in to my brain .my brain can't catch up fast

why half and hour only u repeat this topic ....this word is most saying by my family,why we finish the topic of discussion then only u repeat the topic .OMG are they talking this discussion ,i add on after half and hour can't meh ?

why my brain are can't get all information on same periob ?here in then there go out in few second .am i very slow ...(迟钝 )。 may be laugh can't stopping also is one problem of brain ,remember it then can't delete from brain ,all people is stopping then i still laugh.

nice?

2006-12-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

hi ...are this blog look different already.ha ,i modify the layout become bigger ,then the mix color in pages are moved ,and the font size of the word change to bigger ,that more easy to view right. em ,nice? actually i need to customize the design for do nicely but no have time to do it ,i think this is the half way i stop here .next time will design more nice ,and change color .

why i will post up the music lirik at here 1 ,actually this two song i very like it .somemore that the lirik are very suitable to describe me ....

anything ,i may be will put just this two song .
by this two song ,stay here long time o ...

好爱她好想他

2006-12-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

阿。。：‘( 我真的好爱他，搞到自己好难受。想一整夜的我该死心了，我没有错只是爱上我不可能爱的人。好爱他好想他，再这样下去我只会更牵挂，爱到最后我们还是改变不了，我怎样哭了也不忘了他…太过折磨，如何把你慢慢忘掉呢。看他微笑我只会更牵挂，更爱他。

歌曲：好爱她好想他
歌手：七朵花/183 club 专辑：七朵花

183天应该亮了
你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
7f 你应该哭了
他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
183我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
7f+187只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f+183你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
7f 天应该亮了你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
183(天怎_亮了我无法睡呢...怎能放手)
7f 你应该哭了他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
183(我怎_哭了你不该忘了…太过折磨)
7f 我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
183只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
7f 好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
183(好爱她好想她再这样下去也不是个办法)0
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f 所有的美好
183留在没人到得了
7f 试著把你慢慢遗忘
183(如何把你慢慢忘掉)
183我好爱她我好想她
183我爱她我想她
7f 好爱他好想他再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7f+183你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
7f+183好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
7f+183爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
7f+183祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
183+7f 所有的美好
183+7f 留在没人到得了
7f+183试著把你慢慢忘掉

《Nobody's Home》- Avril Lavigne

2006-12-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

歌词：
Nobody's Home

I couldn't tell you , Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday , I couldn't help her
I just watched her make ,
The same mistakes again
What's wrong what's wrong ,

Too many too many problems
Dunno where she belongs , Where she belongs

She wants to og home
But nobody's home , It's where she lies
Broken innside , There's no place to go
No place to go , To dry her eyes
Broken innside

Open your eyes , And look outside
Find the reasons why , You've been rejected
And now you can't find , What you've left behind

Be strong be strong now
Too many too many problems

Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to og home , But nobody's home
It's where she lies , Broken innside
There's no place to go , No place to go
To dry her eyes , Broken innside

Her feelings she hides , Her dreams she can't find
She's loosing her mind , She's falling behind
She can't find her place , She's loosing her faith
She's falling from grace , She's all over the place

She wants to og home , But nobody's home
It's where she lies , Broken innside
There's no place to go , No place to go
To dry her eyes , Broken innside

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside

好好笑的今天。

2006-12-04T19:36:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈。。。我今天不停的笑着，真的今天发生好多好傻，好笑，好羞，好有趣的事。一次过在今天发生的？今天不懂为什么笑不停了，其实对别人都不是好好笑啦。但对我来说是好笑噢。。哈哈哈。。。今天快快的去寻找我的眼镜了，MAKE SOME ACTION，’行动‘所以去了OFFICE 然后又去了SAD 写个报告。大家都问我几时不见的，然后我答案是大约一个月吧？每人都长大眼睛”阿“，不是我要等到这时才寻找啦，只是认为会落在我的房或在家或在书包，原来没有吗。因该落在教室里或学院哈哈哈。。。到目前校方还没有受到任何眼镜，结果要等来校方得到才能CALL 我。EM。。。我眼镜凶多吉少了。

然后去了CANTEEN 吃东西，好多话说吧。一边说一边吃，结果嘴巴里食物都喷喷出来了。吃时不说了，然后又忍不到说了几句，又再喷多一次。哈哈哈。。。不好意思喷到了FILE。擦擦干净。。

前往去上课途中，又遇到好羞得事了。拿着一把雨伞然后遇到老师要和他说声‘HI' 时一场大风就把我雨伞搞得不像样了，雨伞整个顶上来，笑死了。老师，路上的人都在笑着我，连我朋友都笑不停了。真的好羞哦。。。到了课室外见到天天说笑，不懂事真还是假的话，感觉没一句真的老师，他在走廊打粉笔察，我走过去时，哇！好多粉笔粉飞呀飞，结果就说了一句拿雨伞来顶，他笑笑的听了让我们过了。

在DIS MATH上课时，笑阿笑。。我们两一直在笑这老师，看来好没礼貌啦，可是不笑实在忍不住了。原因是因为老师每一次(每堂课)都顶着我们望黑板的角度，无论他站那都会顶到的。就是笑他好不顶偏偏就定这我们望的角度。一边写，听，然后又一边说‘走开’，或’SIR‘ “SIR”有不敢大声的叫他走开。没理由叫老师走开的吗？就好傻的在哪儿说。因该是他教书时他在写着时站得不对角度吧，任何老师不会那样。。只是这老师才是这样的顶着我们的角度。另一方他把手放在后和他曾经坐在桌子上，然后我们发现他裤子有了粉笔印搞得笑不停了。

不好意识哦。。。哈哈哈哈哈。

回家没到12 小时

2006-12-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

今天会家没到12 小时就回来KL 了。还是为了拿几样东西，回到家却想起顺便去买零食好啦，SO JUST 去了巴生走走，嗨只是匆匆忙忙的在一两小时内买了东西。结下就去了一个地方受苦啦，真的好难受又被必要受尽折磨才可以，真的折磨到哭了。。。我不想的，谁叫我命运不好。好结果受了大约3个钟的痛苦终于算好啦。(facial)

还想可吃一顿家常便饭，那知说要出去吃了，结果没吃到家常便饭，也结果我在家呆的时间只是徐徐1小时罢了。这样就回来KL 了。好无聊喔。。。。

em..today i already change the RAM ....eheheh.at last change the RAM to 1G.But 1 thing is no enough money to purchases hardisk ,may be 1 by one waiting to change la feel so many thing i need to change and upgrade.

my friend

2006-12-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

huh ... at last created finish .this message is say "smile always "....hahahaha .....
are me so care about every thing ,the answer is 'no' ,life is just key to everything ,.....
write some phase : it is true that the present is the colored by the past ,it is also we can choose the color of the future.

although life is as suffering,but try to feel happy every day by living in moment .
AS me i not will angry people or cut off relationship.i no try before ...
i found just have people cut off the relation with me ,because jealous of me .i very feel sad ,why she like this ,how came can compare with me .Are me better than her?
after secondary school we less and less contact until now no will contact me and my friend also.

actually at life ,how can compare ,actually i also no better than her la ,just result is infront her 1 place only o...,life i better than her ? i no think so lo.Friend more than her ,answer is 'no'.why she After secondary school like disappear .

In other case ,don't think me make myself suffering ,i just can happy ....athought is not true in my heart but i still happy in my brain /mind.
To my friend at secondary school,college,primary school:
the past is history ,the future is mystery ,the only time really have now-and just this moment.keep it happy alway , yr all is my friend.i will keep it in my mind.

my flavour food ...

2006-11-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

eating is one of my happy life 吃是我最快乐的时刻了。
most like to try new food 特别喜欢试试新东西/食物。
most like to comment the food and restaurant.最喜欢批评餐厅或食物。。
not nice food test by me ,i will very angry 试过不好吃的食物是好气的。。
childhood development until now very like malay food . 从小就好喜欢马来食物。

EG: kuah bahulu ,nasi lemak ,goreng pisang,cucuk udang ,rempah udang ect.

哈哈。。在这里(setapak)发现JUSCO 里买kuah bahulu ,嘿嘿常常有去就买了。
haha ,at here setapak i found jusco have sell kuah bahulu ,hehe if i go there i will buy it.

又发现校前买圆形的饼,里面有花生和玉蜀黍(apong balik)...hahaha很好笑有人称为’大块脸‘我真的笑不停。。

pan mi that is the mi make from flour and cooking in soup.(called at kl)
板面就是所谓的面粉糕，处处还不知识什么来的原来KL 里叫板面。。。

fast food
1)-MacD.(most like)
2)pizza hut,
3)domino pizza
4),KFC,
5)A.&W

乳酪保饭，好多料哦。。有吃过吗？(cheese baked rice)(cheese baked fillet fish)

STIMBOAT ，好多海鲜哦。。。
STEAK ，。。西餐肉扒
日本餐我是绝对不吃的。。。因为有我不喜欢的味道。。
japanese food i don't will eat because have some smell i don't like .

好无聊阿。。。为什么写了这些了。。。

最近好忙没时间写写了，还好给我有早预备好的文章来POST 。

过几天有空才写写来POST ，再见。
this week will very busy ,may can't post the blog write next time when
i free.

laugh (ha... ha... ha... ha...)

2006-11-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

ha ....ha ....ha ...哈哈哈哈啊哈哈。。。。

我嘴巴不能关的，整天在笑。我生活上有事没事都是笑的啦。嘿嘿，因为笑没苦恼，因为笑没烦恼，因为笑可去除痛苦，因为笑可让自己开心，因为笑也可带来大家开心马。那我继续笑。。。别让我哭，那就是好大件事了。

小学时有个同学说：‘为什么你不能静静，每天都有我的笑声’如果我没去学校就没我的声了。就感觉好不同乐好怪的少了我的声。。哈哈的确是啦，因为老师，同学，有时说了几句话，我就笑得不停，大家停了我是没停的。。

中学时有人对我说：为什么你什么都笑？”你是不是笑婆“OMG 他说出那名称结果有个人听错了就反来(hokkien)傻婆。

现在学院了，又有人在扮我笑声扮演成像干人的声，鬼声，哇好难听的笑声，因该来嘲笑我吧。。
可是无所谓啦，大家开心就好。。我开心就好。

哈哈哈哈，我妈妈说我是开心果，我弟弟说你有什么东西那么开心的。。哈哈哈哈哈阿哈啊哈卡卡。我身边的人说你可静静地吗，什么都笑，好笑？阿好笑吗？

我嘴巴不能关的，整天在笑。到底我笑什么呢？。我是不是好假呢？还是带着面具作人。。？

我爱谁呢？

2006-11-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

已经搬地方了， transfer this topic to my loving just love blog.

to remember what have i register

2006-11-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

here is i register place,some time will be forgetten to use it .So by this i written to remember and all viewer my blog also will know have this web site to register, i register all are free ....so if u need also can register.

friendster(finding friend)
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friendster(Blog)
multiply (blog)
wordpress(blog)
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tagged(finding friend)
yahoo(mail)
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Jobstreet(finding job)
youEditIt(send bigger file)
tarc tech forum(knowlegde)
youtube(video)
photobucket(upload image)
msn(chat)
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huh so many..some no remember .

how is my life today

2006-11-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

i very tired ...like 1 to die already ,morning doing assigment , no save it at final the file all gone ,my god so blur 1 .So i need to doing again . this kind of careless very hate !!what happen to me :'( .

then what i doing whole day ,'like not thing' ,whole day just doing the assignment and then dreaming and dreaming .my god still can dream!! i still feel many think need to carry out ,need to study, need to do ....finally go to wash cloth then sleeping.Sleeping then wake up and study for monthly test .

When taken book ,when open book ,when reading the book started dream,started sleepy,started no mood .again sleeping ....one day sleep how many time? i very stress,very tired .

gay,lesbien

2006-11-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

i found one story that say the gay ,are u afraid to the gay or lesbies people ??i found many people are afraid to the this type/kind of person ,they will fast fast run away or afraid to stay long periob with them ,somemore that also no have brave to sit beside them .

people of gay saying like this phase:

"seorang tetamu lelaki menyatakan yang dia takut duduk bersebelahan dengan saya."
"Beliau melahirkan kebimbangan takut saya akan memegang atau memeluknya. Adakah beliau beranggapan bahawa saya ini binatang buas yang tidak mempunyai moral dan akal fikiran? "

actually some of the gay or lesbien are not they want , that is the hormon changes and will became like this .or SOME IS LIKE THIS ?when u meet them u will feel they will came to close u ? will embrace u ?will kiss u ?because of they like the some type of person ,or some gender?

this want, i also don't know .i need to doing more reseach of this ,sure many people are afraid and afraid ,for me also same .i can found this nice story because of assigment la....hahaha.. see more topic sex

我感觉到我不是我了

2006-11-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

我好想大声的喊。。。阿。。。阿。。阿。。。

我感觉到我不是我了，我从来都没什么作注意，只有我问人怎样，没人问我怎样。现在情况不同了。只有人一直问怎样，怎样。。好难受。这句“怎样”的确是不懂怎样，你不懂怎样那我会懂吗？

我感觉到我不是我了，ASSIGNMENT两人作。两人作不错，是幸苦的一点但是可以说
是开心的因为在也不用照著那么多人的意见来作，只是作出我们喜欢的DESIGN ，喜
欢的SYS 。哈哈。。

我感觉到我不是我了，从来不给那么多意见

我感觉到我不是我了，从来不给那么多意见也不想坦白的说出心里话。

我感觉到我不是我了，是以前的我的确是不会那么生气。这样就由它过吧。现在的
我是要叽叽喳喳的说出了。

我感觉到我不是我了，我会不理会任何人了。既然作出好自私的决定。

我感觉到我不是我了，我觉对不会出手打人的

我感觉到我不是我了，我绝对不会在面前骂人的

我感觉到我不是我了，我绝对不会这样的脸的

我感觉到我不是我了，我想对不起你的。

我感觉到我不是我了，也许我会出卖人了。

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不想在伤害自己了。

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不想作出我伤心的事了

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我不要糊里糊涂的做人了

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我开始独立了。

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我想通了。

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我已经不是以前的我了

我感觉到我不是我了，因为我好快乐的生活著。

我感觉到我不是我了，因为已经开始向前望了，不向后望也不站著那儿了。

为什么每个人都当我是坏人

为什么好心没好报

为什么我叽叽喳喳时每个人恨我

为什么我静静时每人讨厌我

为什么我的生活那么参的

为什么我努力了又不会成功的

为什么没富有

为什么不是聪明人

为什么是笨人

为什么是大家不喜欢的人

为什么每天做错事的人

为什么我那么糊里糊涂

为什么是我，为什么是我，为什么是我，为什么是我。。。。

努力

2006-11-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈，可算是开心啦， RESULT 也是中中的。没什么担心和不快乐的因为从来成绩都是这样中中，要进步都是没进步到。在努力好了，需打破记录了，一身只打破一次记录，没人信我真的作到，但的确做到。为什么以前能做到，而现在不能？我又要冲出令人惊讶的感觉。

em... my love story continue again liao.got time view the story that i simple write .

讲座会

2006-11-13T18:01:00.000+08:00

今天出席了一个在我学院举办的讲座会，讲座会邀请了拿督黄燕燕医生，松老师以及其他马华代表。整个讲座都是由拿督黄燕燕医生，松老师来讲座。题目是“弟子规”这弟子规的名称是一本书册来的。这本书成为促进亲子关系的指南。

今天的讲座会不错，唯一没让我闷死的讲座会还举行了大约3 小时。每人又得了一本“弟子规”书册。里面就有一千零八十个字(三经)。全都是德行教育。

原来在这里是我学院第一间举办的，也要我们学院的学生来传发到个地，家乡好让大家能从弟子规里解决社会问题。

乱来

2006-11-13T01:38:00.000+08:00

在 lost in control 下又作出了我自己不想作的事了，不是什么 SEX 或是犯法的事而只是在这里写了我不应该写的事。我不应该写出我的生活和情况，说出自己的事，的确会很痛苦。这也让我冷静 3 天，流泪 3 天，面对了 3 天。写了我不打算去除。，好让全世界看吧。这只是一小部分，我也不会写我的私事了。

其实写了，大家都知道了又会怎样的看我，怎样怪的眼神看我。既然写了就要面对一却，我又要从新来过了。。。。

活在BLUR 世界

2006-11-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

我承认我是活在一个BLUR世界里，BLUR世界真的会比较开心，我从小学，中学。我选
择不知好过知道，因为好多事情一直发生在生活里，生活事实是有大浪，台风但我一直以来都接受不了也放不下。我的生活的确是UNNORMAL 了。我开始很少社会人来往，沟通。只是我小学朋友之外，我好少能和人相处了。的确中学也是等于我小学的朋友因为我们一起3班的人传去中学。来之别学只是几人。。

生活上发生好多事，好多事。。我不能决绝的，没人帮我。我不能接受没人看到 ....哭，没人理。。。伤心也没人听我说。在生日当天给了我火滚的句子。。好累。。(为什么人人都那样对待我 )在我生活我不知怎样，我不能独自决绝，也不能找个人说说。我的快乐，伤心我是从来不合人分享。有时感到真的不满意自己的生活。于是我是把自己关起来了我的确在逃避。。。一直在逃避。接受不了也放不下。

太不负责任了，我需要恢复正常，现在再改变着，我需改变，我COUNTSELLOR，FRIEND BOYFRIEND 正在帮着我，希望我能打开门去另个世界？可是我好难恢复，知道吗恢复过程这真的好辛苦。我正在好努力改变着，可是结果呢？改变自己而不是改变别人。其实不可那么介意人人对我作出的一却，人人的一举一动。他们的批评，指责。PROBLEM 是自己不是别人，我从来都不怪人。需改变是自己不是别人，我好明白这道理。

别人要拿什么态度，看我，怀疑我，又表示我有动机作出他不愉快的事，是无所谓的。总有一天你是会明白的。

决定

2006-11-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

在我生活里从来都没有这个字“作决定”。我从来是依赖人作个决定给我的，
别问我要去那，
别问我要选那个，
别问我要order 什么食物，
别问我要到那个学院，

因为这只是一个答案，我不知道。我自己要什么我都不知道，还要问我？我要吃的食物太多了，我怎么选？好难决定哦。。。

人长大了，自然会给你好多东西烦也需要作出好多决定。再也没人想插手帮我了。。。(最后一句话对我说出的是：别人不能帮你作决定的，只有自己才能做出最好的决定。是好是坏也是自己的选择。对得起自己)。从此我就需要自己学作决定了。。。

今天作了好难的决定。又是我好难作出的决定，既然6 人在我眼前问我要4-4，3-5，或3-3-2。我想发疯了，转了一圈，又问怎样怎样。我的好朋友出声吧！！结果她又是一句话“随便，不知道”(为什么不争取你的权力)。定来定去也是会没答案的啦。结果就是4-4 啦。这样是最公平吧也是老师要的4-4。又要选那组?我不能做决定了，别再问我，(喜欢谁就谁吧)。事情已经决绝了然后我同学又说不如2-2 。。。？？？发疯了，好想从山坡滚下。

决定已经做了，大家满意？我自己也不知道是不是满意的。。。好啦无论如何都是这样。但还冷静的快点跑。

天下和平

2006-11-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

其实我是没想过要写出这些题目但要让同学们知道为何不分散。我从来写blog 是短
短的废话少写了。我班只是8 人，也从来不想发生什么吵架，只是少少的8人吵了又
如何只是伤感情。4-4 是没问题的。我不多说了但又来了一个sensitive 王子。

说起不能完成任务，的确好令人讨厌又为难。我说起的自私是指着我组员，是因为他既然在prensentation 里写着 developed by???.o my god ..我的第一次看到这样的同学还让tutor 问了是说作的。还有不说了。。每次都给我看到他的自私。我好有恐惧感。如果合作千万别这样了。的确有作我们的分，但不足吗，和老师谈了好久，的确是基础不够强又不知怎么继续学习。他看我们一直努力但还不能。对不起我的表达方式。不因引起任何人物误会被逼公开。

谈回sensitive 王子，我以前就和他发生了不愉快的事也是因为assigment 吧？sensitive
王子 vs blur princess 看来是不能和好吗？想不到他是一直方在心上的。我还以为我们可再次一起，我看错了，那是不可能了。是不是不能和好呢？故事会到几时结束，我不想这样了，也许现在就结束。我认识错你了错了。。。the end.

因为我的表达方式，因为我的一举一动都会令您讨厌的话我也没选着。我只是直话直说。我不想在弄得不清，已尽开始没的结束，我是 type 4 的

病倒了

2006-11-04T02:25:00.000+08:00

好可怕发病，一病就是很严重了。首先是睡不下，天天都好夜才入睡。结果力量完了，加上好冷的天气，就感冒，喉咙发炎，然后咳嗽了。就开始呕吐了。这情况，都是一样的重复，医生的记录都一样，进了医生房只是说了几句就可不用解释了。病阿病。。。

咳嗽，也许会咳嗽几个月。。。一生进了一次医院，那就是咳得不停而呕了黑色的血，不懂这是血吗？竟敢在医生前呕了黑色的血，才经了医院。结果医院的医生以为我中了什么TB 病结果有不是。肺炎也不是。。到底什么病，只是什么病就会咳嗽。“继续喝药水吧。”
好幸苦哦。。。不写了睡了。

anything also register

2006-11-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

i found myself so crazy o... any people is invited my to register website,mail,share photo at Internet ....etc.i also will register ,for what so many place for blog,mail,photo,games.i not wil always use it ,and some location for my site are no have time to create the html or css code to design my website!!just register and register.

i really count ,i already how many location and mail is registed.may be whole world will know me liao.too much

actually i now have register 11 location .3 mail location. 4 blog location,friend linking
,games like friendster.1 for editing photo and send photos.

it is true,want believe or not

2006-10-28T15:15:00.001+08:00

just can say all is true?why not believe it....

in our world that many happening is happen at our life ,at any environment,at any situation.why we can't believe.yes some time that will not believe it as possible.some happening too short time and it cause people can't believe it .

Really ,it can't believe it immediate.and this always making me so mystery and making it small problem became big problem .when i found it already big problem then that is became the( big fire )As u know the fire will frighting in fire and became big fire then burning .so that in me case is almost like this .i will try to stopping it ,unfortunate some time is not will stop it.It can't solve it .why the small problem will given me making to the large problem ,why can't take it as possible thing ,and why can't believe it as is true?

second ,some time we are saying some thing ,or advice to people why not they believe .they just left it go .when the small problem became large then only believe that is too late .

some time people laugh at me because so late response believe or not believe .actually playing believe and not believe game that so funny .

deeparaya,congxiraya,merryraya

2006-10-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. deeparaya at Malaysia will over soon .It is special at Malaysia will having shareRaya with different region at same time .we have congxiraya ,merryraya , deeparaya and so on .That so nice can mix together to enjoy holiday and the festival.It also can improve other relationship with diffrent region.

If not wrong as my knowledge ,it will repeat it after 32 year right because this will the last having share Raya .O... need to wait for long time to enjoy the Raya at same period lo.So miss the food and snack of all region .

还我的 t-shirt

2006-10-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

一直以来我家里都是顾这一位迟钝的小孩(男性)，也不算是小孩了啦，他小过我，年纪已十多岁了但还是比小孩更小孩。哦。。跟他说话真的真的不懂他听得懂还是听不懂，还有他说话只是跟人的最后一句话。上课是在我中学的学校里读特别班，下午就来我家里，这些迟钝的人，没人要照顾他所以只好让我妈来顾他。。。他每次上课回来，有人没人他都喊这“hello...hello...到有人音他，没人音他，他也会自动的开门的。。”他和我也满好的关系，不懂为什么他充实很快的想起我的名的，一看到我就叫我的名“get ....get....get............"拉得好长的。。好肉麻。。呀！！！

在放假时期我在家里，他的衣服弄肮脏了。我妈找不到我的弟弟的栏衣服，因为他每次都用了都没还回来所以没了栏衣。结果就拿了我的中学体育衣穿了。。看来我的衣是不可能还我了。过了几天我就和他说，”拿我的衣还我“，虽然我不穿了但还可预备再给他吗。结果他真的后天拿来了但他没拿多余的一件给自己，结果还穿回了我的衣。”顶“。。。

我好气又好幼稚的说“为什么你拿我的衣服而已又不拿多以件呢。。。！！

还我。。衣。还我还我还我。结果发生了什么事？结果他在我面前拖了衣然后就丢
给我了，既然不穿衣的走来走去的。我真的没话可说了。。。丢回给他穿了。真的
好“顶””顶“

我真的真的好幼稚哦。。。也是好野蛮了。。。

患上乳癌怎么办(breast cancer)

2006-10-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

如果怀疑患上乳癌，你会对自己说什么呢？最感惊慌恐惧的其中一件事。。。

惨了，怎么办好。。。
会不会那么巧中了。。。
需要去看医生吗。。。

也许你决定去看医生了那时你又说些什么呢？
我胸部痛。。
我感觉有硬块。。
我要作乳房超声波扫描。。。

等结果。。。
如果是中了须怎样呢。。
割除吗。。。
能做乳房保留手术。。
我还有几久的命。。。
我能活到几久呢。。。

近年来，乳癌患者直线上升。每年都会不断增加所以定期筛检乳房。
有2个方法：1 自我检查乳房，2 看医生

if u suspect getting breast cancer,what u can tell yrself.It so fear in
this case ...
how..how..what i need to do ...
not will so unlucky la....
need see doctor??..

ok now see doctor ,what need to tell to doctor
i pain at the breast ,
i feel got something in my breast。。

what i need to do ,need operation?

now day breast cancer is high percentage at our country ,also is the lady
scary problem so that better checking by own or see doctor in each year.

Two World Records coming to Melaka

2006-10-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

the world of record people is coming to Melaka the tallest and shortest Pakistanis.It is funny if stand beside ,so far the different of they.Many people is snapped up the chance to take foto.

FINISH holiday

2006-10-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

em..finish holiday .so fast 3 week is over ,what am i doing at holiday ??

TWO WORD ==not thing ???????

heiheihei.....actually it meaningful ,relax,enjoy,study,online,but no point to starting research my computer science thing again ."that i scold by whole world" because break my computer by myself.(seeing to magazine and try ),try some knowlegle from magazine .spoil the program ,harm the computer and jam-whole computer ."the computer screen is became dark and come out the something word ..my god(die)

finally reformat the computer la ........and repair it .hahahahahahaha...........
luckly got people help me ...

減價又減價

2006-10-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

作了幾天的生意,我是幫忙爸爸收錢,包起來所買的物品.可以說是"難搞".遇到那些阿婆,阿伯,說得水都干還不走一直在討價還價也不肯買.有個真的令我好討厭了,把我的賣物翻來翻去又要這個然後又不想要,又要那個,好了終於都買了但又來討價還價,哇!好糟糕從九塊錢減到七塊錢,那是不可能的給她減了,給她減兩塊錢那好過不買不然就虧本.說得水都干的爸爸,結果減了一斤50cent 給她.只是買一斤而已都要討價還價.阿婆就是阿婆.嗨!有一天的我好氣的說出:"婆婆/aunt 已盡好便宜了".她立刻走掉了.我在趕顧客!!!忍不住了,想不到我爸的顧客是那麼樣的(在第二間)差不多沒個顧客都是這樣.他們絕對是看還有對手在那一區所以個個都要討價還價,我媽的顧客還好(第一間巴殺),沒聽過只是問問就買了.我作那麼多工作都沒遇到,在supermarket 當 promoter不用說啦只是人說product 不好但沒得減價嗎.年輕人大多數都不理和沒問價錢.有問都沒減價的.他們問問就買了,要不然就走掉.

所謂:(福建話)要便宜,又要新鮮,又要在街邊。
買一樣菜,送包菜送番茄又拿幾個紙袋.

寂静的夜晚

2006-10-13T14:41:00.000+08:00

在这寂静的夜晚,我独自一个人躺在床上,正想着近来的压力,家庭压力,学业压力,考试压力,人际关系等等真的令我喘不过起来了.自从我有了这部落格,也开始乱写爱情故事的习惯,那我以前的我经常躲在房里哭来发泄的方式就改变了.现在每当心情一不佳是,就来到这里写写爱情故事啦.发现有是一天里可写出两三个post.

Poor English

2006-10-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

This English is poor than I write before or not? All reader can give comment at overall English that I write.

Writing also need to compare with my mood, if not my writing will be rubbish. Sometime read back that I feel it worst than before post. According to some people they say some sentences is can’t know/find the meaning .o….o…..that worst than before ?i need to improve it .

through here I can learn my language ,especially English .i can improve better through writing.so some time I will writing in English ,or translate the Chinese to English..so at here is Chinese and English word is writing in two way . i find that it is no fair if I just write Chinese ,some one who is don’t know the Chinese language so in other way I just write in two language .hope all reader will understand.

life consists of moment

不能住了

my new mobile phone

experience in life

新生活

薪水

上办了

好不开心的一天

01/01/08

谋生的世界

love to blog

晕(faint)

holiday

鬼？？

倒霉

unlucky day III

PC...PC

unlucky day II

危险

你终于回到我身边了

倒霉连接来(a bad day)

yeah

i very angry liao

whose is me

刺激刺激

失望

haiz.........

是你吗？Is u ?

too tired until sick

对着我会给你气得怎样

不可回头走

辅导是什么呢？

cab driver and passenger

why happy why sad

what point of life

why happen to me

没人信我

农历新年过了

假钱

初九

健 身 球

新年期间

新年了。。。new year lo ...

why new year can't same like normal day 为什么新年不能相平时一样呢？

乱写

HAiz

为什么好闷

踩了狗粪

放假了。。。

越来越差

exam

accept or don't

没睡(no sleep whole night)

爷爷我好开心(happy)

lose and found

money$$ money$$

lose and found

save time===>WASTE TIME

bigger butterfly

NOT ALONE celebrate new year.

alone

happy new year 元旦节快乐

busy of home work and repairing computer

merry christmas

kajang satay

food that i buy

bad luck

why i starting writing blog???

期待(can't wait for chrismas)

半 夜 三 更

very angry ah ...

nice?

好爱她 好想他

《Nobody's Home》- Avril Lavigne

好好笑的今天。

回家没到12 小时

my friend

my flavour food ...

laugh (ha... ha... ha... ha...)

我爱谁呢？

健身球

半夜三更

好爱她好想他

努力

乱来