sms

Merdaka....Merdeka.. now is 12.35am after saw the firework at hostel.wah so many firework is play at klcc ,some kl state..so nice .

many people is send sms until can send out the sms message ,wah if celebrate something sure is jam at road ,send sms also can't get .So for me i will early sending to friend if no,it will received it at tommorrow lo.

SMS using for what .many people is using wrongly . using to send nonsense thing ,some so waste the money to send and send...

have many people is nothing to do ,need find some thing to doing it right?i alway received the message send to me is ,"u must send to 10 person if no will bad luck ,if no will no good for family,if no u will sad ...and so on .. are me need to send it for my 10 friend? i no so many time and money to send it ,i also don't 1 my friend saw it and waste their credit to send the nonsense thing.

actually ,some message is create by some company to earn some profit from the SMS like buy furniture promotion ,all is lie,that i heard from my friend ,i don't know that is it true?some say is they purpose created some thing to earn profit ,make many people send and send(make many people buy the reload card).that is created by some shop or seller .anywhere....

hai...i will no send this stupid sms for it ,that will make some people don't like ,or making some people is confuse 1 to send this nonsense thing or don't 1 send it nonsense thing.

finally free a little bit

hi ...finally presentation finish and setter,the presentation is ok and for me that is good la no so nervous .Now just left final exam.i need to prepere it for final exam lo ,aiyo so fast 1 sem will finish .time is no stop a minutes for us ,time is alway go on and as people just some time let the time going on and no using it properly.em...i think me is that type ,now only rush for study.

monkey...monkey...

oh no?? period of saw monkey and will attack by monkey is coming,every year i will saw the monkey at 1 periob only,that special for our college" still have monkey" .today i walk back from school i saw monkey at jungle next my school,they jump here jump there .At the time i just walk alone back to hostel ,when walking ,there is no other people is walking the road, very scare that monkey will attack people.Think about when secondary school ,one day my friend go to the seminar at Uni place ,that Uni serve the next jungle hostel to they all ,so that they will having activity easiely ,but at the second morning ,my friend bag lost ,they find and find but can't get ,finally at afternoon they seeing the bag is throwing away and the food is lost ...oh..the food like snack is eating by monkey.then second day the monkey came again and steal some one bag ,all people are scare of attack and run ,my second friend bag are steal and throw all the thing out (cloth and dairy thing)all food are eating by monkey in front of people . ...that is so scary happning in life ....ha..ha..ha... it is funny ,all class is laugh at him because of why the monkey steal he bag ,taking the cloth throwing and throw ...think the acting of monkey throw and throw the cloth ???

huh..busy of computer

today i found 1 thing ,that is some people who so busy busy of her computer . hi ,it is have computer is so troublesome .when new bought then every day touch it ,using it ,install thing .when jam repair it ,when having virus ...scan...scan... and format it .

today my roommate are busy of her computer because of getting virus in her computer ,for she is no familiar to computer, so panic and 24 hour is touching the computer ....scan...scan..it is can scan it the antivirus is no updated in computer ,overall can't scan any virus. At last i sure need helping her la ,download the antivirus software to her can lo.

hi ...talk back about saturday ,why so funny of it , many people are misunderstand me for asking the ID ,are they misunderstand me need the ID number .huh..how can they know the ID if i asking for i t,are me is so stupid person.i need the logon ID format for logon to the college mail ........only ma...hi...hai...

i so need of it because all the college staff will know which person send the mail ,and the mail address with user name is provided ,if using the nickname mail that will cause the problem of delete it .ok ...that i need is because i need to finding my counsellor ,i need to reply her ,because i already dissappear for about two month ....that ok she still reply me today ...o don't think about me have any problem ah ...just is personal thing to solve only .

不被影响情绪了.emotion no will affected ..

成为不被影响情绪的人,我要成为不理别人的指指点点,和别人的感受,也不要因为爱
所以这样那样的,别人是别人,我就是我.不管人怎样对待我,怎样看我也无所谓.我是
不能为人而改变.要是在,怎样看我,我也无法,那是他的问题了.

不懂为什么我的情绪都被影响,也许是因为我的幼子,思想单纯.....从今天开始读书
了不被影响情绪....

my emotion are alway affected ..

i don't want to be the person that emotional people .from today i will
cancentrate study for final exam ,i don't want have any affected by some
one . if some one don't like me,see my like one kind, i have no choice of
it ,just i can say that is their problem .me is me, i can't change any thing
because of them .

huh .... i will concentrate for study.

computer science & technology

study computer science ,but still don't know any thing about it, is so funny?In this world i sure still got some people is like this .some all actully study for education and going to social for working .Acctually saying computer science is difficult to find job that is no so true ,that depent on someone who is intersted to the knowlege and how they can explain on the interview .if on interview that person are can't answer well or memorise.taht sure can't get job...


technology is alway update that more troublesome of this ,eveyone need to update they knowledge.For me ,i have some thing still can't solve .it is no easy to handle like repair the computer ,upgrade it an so on ...that need so time to learn about it ....in the end need to learn and learn to fullfill the social although it is troublesome.But this is good if getting this know because don't need to call repair man.i still have some friend that are no familiar at all at the computer and technology ,if have any problem they will panic of the computer .huh ...

ok talk about the education ,many college are given the no suitable subject for computer science student ,like at the university they all until now only change the syllabus ,the proramming for the social are some is out of date ,so the student will learn many by own to fullfill they knowledge .That is good ?? i feel it good also because all graduat student nowday just know the high level programing ,how about the low level programing that some people is already graduat long long ago .

my new blog

hi hi this is my new blog place .thamk to stop here ,try to view my journal of every day include my happyness or sad .thank to stop here.

sad

不懂则么说才好,为什么我的生活一次一次的受到折磨的.好伤心,好伤心的感觉又出现了.

全世界的人都不里我了,我真的好伤心的过日子,几时才能然我过着好过的日子呢?

hi hi....... is me...is me....

Well...I'm not very tall, not very dark and most definitely not

pretty. I'm one of those high IQ-low EQ type of persons who just

can't seem to get emotionally attached to someone, mostly due to

the lack of trying. Maybe this blogging might help me or maybe not.

Don't know and up to a certain extent, don't really care.

communicate

今天没line 上网,我因该post 这个日记在明天吧?看先如果有了线上网的话,我就会post 上来了.我新开了blog place. 让我整理好我就通知你们啦.因为在这里是不能让你们 give comment .

今天算是有点得空,刚好assigment 完成了.但还有的是接下来就是大考了.好怕...好怕... 这样就要过了一个学期了,又要换讲师了,又要换我们读的科目了.从今天要读书了.

说回作天...嗨!! 天啊... 我的电脑为什么慢得要死了,在这学期里装了很多上课须要的software 搞得电脑位已尽差不多满了.在放假里因该把它洗掉了.然后顺便format电脑了.

说回我每次于到的事就是 沟通,我从我qq 的blog 看到了他写了沟通问题和家庭大得不得了搞到他有沟通问题也说到是见面都不懂他人的名...那也有我的分吧!!

嗨!!! 是不是人多,而在很少沟通下会发生的是呢.是的家庭很大加上和有很多亲戚是不是很难沟通吗?好了,沟通是两方面的.但在两方面的人都是不出声的话,或是两方面都是害羞那就不能认识了对方,永远都不能沟通了.既然你们一般,我们一般的说话,在一张桌上用餐都说不到 3 秒钟 的话而和他说话也会遇到我们不同的topic lo...嗨!!!我和他们还好谈吧.还有认识他们的名字,还有和他们联络...呵呵不错
..但我亲戚连他们的名字也没问,那是不是好没friendly呢?每次都会搞成你们一般,我们一般.我要在那呢??人多是不能认识那么多人的但其马都需要和人沟通,沟通..吧?也要招待人....

today no line to online i writing this journal ,maybe need to post on nextday ....actually i have many blog place.now i also register a new blog places,if i complete doing the rearrange then i will inform yr all .because at here u all seeing my blog is no allow to given comment right? ok .....some blog is my true feeling so i can't give u see my diary 1...he heh eh... so i no will give the address to yr all for some blog places.

talk about communicate ,why my around people alway getting this problem of communicate with other .hai !!! i found this in my qq blog that saying have a big family that are having difficult to communicate with which other.

"""Itós just sad looking at the situation. Everyone sitting on the table is related in their very own genes but yet they treat each other like strangers.Well I guess this is the situation when you have an extremely large family where 70% of the people in the family are not recognizable."""

communicate is needed two person to communicate ,if some one don't talk or some one feel shy to talk with which other then it will become not recognizable forever.so that if need communicate so don't be the shy people or choosing which kind of people u like .Some people is in one group with close person and don't will recognizable to with other ,so it will become u 1 group ,my 1 group ...AND it shy to communicate .why this will happen ?

日记 22/8/06

不懂要写什么了.

在 心理科里,那讲师说的满多都说到我的心理上的问题了.在每堂课,我都能看出自己是怎样的人也了解了我本身...今天上了心理课....感觉到也了解到了自 己很多,哈..趁早了解自己算是好是吧? 哦..今天 说到.. anxiety dissorders. 那就是担心,害怕,lost control of fear. nervousness and no relax type...until became Phobias.还有的是 depression is heritable...说起就是感觉身边的人,世界上的人都不关心你,体谅你,天天什么事都会怪上人...这些情观发身在人身上是不是有心理问题呢?没 上心理课,我没发觉有问题出现在我身上..但现在了解了.....问题还是存在在我...逃避..逃避..的我在也不逃了.到是候面对事实.

talk about today i doing what

9.00 am my friend call me say no class ,so i still continue sleep
10.35am my friend call me go to lab doing coding.
10.55 am at lab doing coding ,teach by group menber
12.00 am attend tutorial class for applied statistic
1.00 pm rest then go to canteen eat
2.00 pm go to psychology lec class
4.00 pm my friend came to my room doing coding
7.00 pm she go back then i take bath
7.30 pm eating
8.30 pm write journal
8.50 pm start doing coding and documentation
12.00 pm may start reading book (may be )
2.15 am witch off light (sleep)

透明人.....

有时候,我会发觉到有些人会把我当着透明人的看待.为什么明明摆在他面前了也当着看不见我的.那些人遇到我也不想和我打招呼.难道那些人怕了我??其实我会对人怎样吗??我会对人打骂一顿,人不惹我,我也不惹人的.

还!! 有的人是对我像小孩的看待我,天天都关心我又问东问西的,怕我不会决绝事务.

种种的人我都分不清,人以人之间是怎样的.我不想把任何人当透明人但有些人还是把我当透明人的看待....到底把我当透明的是想"干什么的".我真的不能对他说出什么话了,我也不想开口的问他"你想怎样"到底是不是我很领你讨厌...如果是的话,你就当我是透明的吧.

sorry to myself

o......o........ today i skip 1 class .why i will skip the class , normally no problem ,no sick i will noskip class .today morning my skip the IP class,o..no why this thing will happen to me , it look like i become lazy liao..ha ha ha ...

actully i no doing the homework ,tutorial ,practical an so on ...all no do how to attend the class le...later need answer the answer ,i can't answer it ... i also got some fed up to doing this thing la...i normaly can't answer it ....now talk about OOAD ..hai this also give me the fed up feeling ...why?? because the tutor will having the nonsense talk...every time attend the class ,she will talk talk for half an hour ...just for nonsense thing ...no for the syllibus..that make me can't get the concept by explaination.attend the class like no attend before.hai..hai...hai... need to learn myself.

let talk about me now at tarc ...so worst ,my friend called me alien ,hai...play play only.... they called me alien because of me different with them when talking to them ...some time i will beat my friend when talking to them ,some time i will no understand them and them will no understand me talk about .hai....yes ,what i talk about is some time so confirm ,no think before talk, some time i will talk nonsense thing wan....hei hei hei...so funny they play me until i really from mas planet and need to back to Mas planet liao..

this word ,yok.... yok... become the word at our class ...u know how come this word .hai.... this also is me lo, at lab just ask tutor ask until she come out this word from her mouth .May be i make the tutor very angry of asking many many question.

真假我分不出.

我 不想说那么多的....只是来写写,我心情...好伤心,我一伤心我就要在这里写了.我不懂会谁看我的jounal. 谢谢来看...但你不是member 是在里是不能 give 到 comment 的.有是请 meet me at MSN janetget@hotmail.com..

伤心的感觉又出现了,.如果你有看我的blog 你会知道我是那一种人了.有可能你会不喜欢我,也不想看到我的伤心blog ....我可以说在我日记,每一面都会说到伤心的事情的.

算了,也许我是个想歪歪的吧?才把我自己搞的这样......

谁想伤心哦.!! 可是每件事都是我的错,每件事都是我的问题,每件事都是我领到我烦..每件事都赖在我身上... why why ...why...,.太过关心我,我又感觉好心苦的面对他们....嗨!又遇到自私的人了...

今 天我发觉到我认识的到底是真还是假...真还是假....真还是假....真假我分不出....我真的分不出.在他们和我对话是真的很想一巴打过去... 真的,为什么他们这么对我....感觉到他们好自私,好自私,把所有的东西都把来作既然把小小的部分留给我们...我不懂他们为什么要这样作,两人是不可 能拿那小小的
分来作的...那只是会给老师看到我们没作是的啦.想不到他们那么自私...和他们说了但也不想了解我们..算了..遇到这种人真的好失望..是好意或是有目的,那就要得到高分.....真假我分不出.,

hi

this is my new blog place , thank for stop here .